HeyHo!(;
It's been SO SO LONG since this blog is updated. OhMyGeeeeee. Im just to lazy to update lah.
Okay holiday's around and not much freedom -.- suckish much? But we'll be making plans, lots of em. I know many isn't into blogging, haha. Can be seen by some of their blog. So i shouldn't be the only one not updating righttt? ^^ I'll update more if there is things to update, hehe. Im starting to miss school now ): 3A1 now is just a memory, i miss secondary 3 life so much, sec3 camp, KL trip ): almost everything. Without us realising 2010 is gonna end and come's in 2011 WOOOOOOOHOOO! Buuuuuut, not so fast! N-LEVEL's! Damn, no more gerek outing's and no more playing around, boohoo. I promise to study my hardest next year, i have lots of smarties in A2 and i'll ask them for help if i need em because some of them really rock(: Insya'allah, allah's gonna grant my wish of promoting to Secondary5 Normal Academic. Talking about wishes i almost forgot my birthday is coming haha im turning 15 sooon YIPPPIE, how exciting.
And talking about dates, remember that 27July2010 I used to have? Well it ended(': Im not too secretive and i dont find it humilating to share it here, so yeah.
How it ended i shouldn't express it here, only my closed ones know why. If that's how thing's are fated between us. I should accept fate and move on. Im strong enough to do it. What i only need are little angels and that is my closest friends to support me and make me gain back the power i've lost. I hope his happier now, and i doubt he has found a new girl to love, i lied to him saying i've moved on starting of our breakup. But no kidding it takes me months to move on but no worry's now im much more happier and more stronger thanks to allah and encouragement by my friends my heart's smooth enough to let him go. The only thing i miss now is looking at his bag )': That has my beautiful name on it saying, Zuhaizat love Qamarina in big letter's using a white ink marker, i think. Last saturday was our 4th so, happy 4th that never happen, as if you cared(':
I should'nt express much but till here will do.
Takecare readers, loveya'll.
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