Thank you loves , much misses .
My blog is still on private mode and i invited only a few readers now(:
easy for you to leave everything ..
Yesterday an awesome day with Nadiah , JunWei & JunRong . Finally some laughters in me & i swear i enjoyed myself but when we trained back to PS .
saw, talked , walked away from everyone & i can't hold on but to cry in the bus not making it obvious i wipe my tears act as if my eyes were itchy , thanks for the info vg's i used to be strong but i guess i can't hold on it any longer , i had been so patient enough with the change of my surrondings , what's more gonna happen ? i can't predict , but having you to let go that simple , hurt me . I have been acting as if everythings normal and making myself occupied with different things but when that happens your name will always be on someones mouth asking me , how should i answer ? ''Its over'' like that ? just like that ? like how you told her ? without me knowing you said its over , how would i feel ? look , it isnt simple for me to say the word ''over'' its not what i want but its what YOU want . Talking about love to you doesnt make sense now because i know your love towards me is nothing now right ? its exams , i dont wanna bother you it will keep you thinking but i gotta go through it everyday , without your notice . If you think i have forgotten about us think again . waiting hurts when all you get is this . i dont want to force you but now its your choice ~no matter what people say i STILL love you terence cheng)):Labels: but not easy for me
What is past remain as past (:
She guided me through my dark tunnels and gave me inspirations to not give up in life & till now im still not giving up and of course the second person is zul (: He knows what im going through now and he always give's me postive push ups to make me stand up from my unhappy grounds. Who else can i trust in this world ? not much now . I dont live to steal friends sorry if people thinks im stealing but im not , they just got to know the reason before saying i guess (: I have 5greatgirlfriends before this but how much can i depend on now ? i do still love them but life isnt always bright isn't it so i gotta let go now . I learn not to trust everyone in life(: because you can't be surprise as the one you trusted most can also bitch about you but i understand everyone isnt perfect and so as their life i learn to forgive people with an open heart but surely i wont forgive someone who can call me such names without even looking at herself & i learned a new one from my form teacher "we do kindness to people if people doesnt appreciate it then leave it to the above" i learned alot of things this year , memorable and challenging situations . haha and i realised now i have so many classmates thats so great to be with , even in my moody days they can just simply make you laugh and make those stress run away im enjoying those kind of classmates now(: So far life has been depending and very challenging but i know great people are always with me , the one that enters and never leaves and the one thats best for me , the blame is always me so im sorry iloveu guys takecare bye .
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Blog SHUT DOWN till exams are done sorry for the inconvenience peace yo , xoxo !My blog is still private but certain readers are invited(:
Hey! My blog has been entitled boring hahaha because im too lazy + too buzy too update . Anyone free can just update for me my blog ok . hahaha . So far my days have been great except for some irritations but lovely people manage to cheer me up again , just like a life saver . So today stayed back to do history project with Nadiah . Many things happen but im lazy to elaborate many sweet things i mean (: Countdown to exams 16/15 more days . Omg so fast walao i seriously need to start opening textbooks and revise esp on maths , i dont want to fail badly for maths this time . But Mdm Nasyita have been very fuzzy this few days she can win my mother :D Lecturelecturelecture . Countdown to KL trip 50days . Im going yay ! i dont want to get too excited now Aqilah knows what i will do if i get too excited (:
Ok i wanna finish up my project ohh ohh enjoy the weather guys .
*Bestfriends shouldnt hate eachother*
Labels: i dont believe in love but suddenly now i do .
mummy has been so braggy why ?
Hey!
Today's sunday obviously today is the day where i panic as tomorrow school starts again and there goes another chapter in my life . Tomorrow is the last netball match against HSCSS i think . And after that CCA will be stand down i think . Haha and my days won't be that busy i think haha ok cut it out . Lets summarise my days :
Monday - Match
Tuesday - Study day wif zul , mirah raudy & kika .
Wednesday - nothing
Thursday - nothing
Friday - nothing
Not much huh , plain boring week . Well i guess i gotta shut down now my brother already gave me a certain time to use his laptop hmphs so selfish :S ok whatever bye.
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i dont think it matters now
Hey!
My week has been an average week . But yeah wonderful people never fail to brighten up my day (: I actually dont know what to post about ~ hahahahaha so yeah my week was splendid :D
Thanks to the people that made my days brighter , love you guys . After school today went to Changi Airport to so called study with 5girls hahaha but end up we had a great time laughing on somethings overall i enjoyed today (:
But now im struggling in Maths ): and now i totally hate Maths totally ! ok i have nothing else to post about HAHAHA goodnight sweetdreams iloveu readers (:
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Hey !
I think im too bored till i feel like blogging again so yeah here i am trying to kill my boredom by typing what topic i can think of =.-
Time check : 10.59pm lets see how long i take to post , ok ok crap .
Tomorrow is Sunday and it will be a boring Sunday again Father,Sister & Brothers went to Terengganu ystrd and now still there leaving me alone at home , mama went to work already so here i am tryna be a brave girl :D
Monday - Competition wif Sengkang Sec , deadline for history project .
Tuesday - Not much myb stayin back for revision
Wednesday - Training
Thursday - InterClass Badminton & im soo gonna ask someone to take my place !
Friday - Nothing much
What a boring week =.- can it get any better ? & I bet there's test coming ayooo =.----
Dont ever ask me about Physics or Social Studies i know nothing about them :D
My class is famous for its truth or dare i think this is the season uh . Last year 2N1 , Singapore VS Japan HAHAHAHA those times :') I dare not play their truth or dare ! So the daring infact VERY daring ! Eh notice my prev post picture notice my hair ? so wavy and so bangs ! HAHAHA but look at this post's picture , change already quite wavy and no bangs , clip up instnd :D You guys just dont know how irritating it is to keep a bangs =.= & another reason is i dont want pimples to grow on my forehead ! & i just got to know that the bite next to my nose turned out to be a pimple ! urgh how i hate it to have this dirty stuffs on my face , the first thing mama said when she saw my pimple is "DAYDREAM ALOT AH ?" -.=== Yknw what ? i have been wondering if 1day i were to become those typical minah's nowadays ? Wanna knw what is the first thing im gonna shout to myself "YOU ARE STUPID VERY STUPID !" haha i promise myself i won't become one aniway . My feelings are random , suddenly i feel like hugging people lerr nevermind later can hug my pillow & timecheck : 11:47pm wahh long seh but nevermind atleast it killed my boredom . Eh i talking craps already .
goodnight people xoxo !
Labels: Can i wink and say imyt bcs i really do miss u
I Miss Classmates I Miss 5girls I Miss Bfriends I miss ....... !
Making it a better ending
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Hey,
Just finished searching pictures for my History Project & monday is the due date and my group members are Nadiah , Eva , Jill and Hadi . I took about 4hours to search for the pictures ! Nola actually i search for the picture not that long HAHAHA i log into FB and comment-comment then went bloghopping and it took 4hours in total :D What's left is the typing of informations =.-
Waaaaaaaaaaah ! I need to sleep manxsxs , i have been sleeping late hours thesepastfewdays and im having panda eyes already !
Ohh and on thursday i got April fooled by NADIAH2times and FHIRDAUS RAZAK 3times !
Walao hate you guys already hahahaha kiddn . But this years April Fool wasn't as fun as last years ): *sobsob*
Now i think Justin Bieber is cute by 1% hahahaha i think im starting to accept the fact that he's cute but by 1% only because he makes me remember Ikan ! thats soo yucksxs ! but ikan i still love u dont worry . I want to change my hair )': should i cut bangs back or should i just cut side bangs ......... nyeheh idk la ! my post is random today bare with it (:
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Happy Belated 15 Birthday to
AIMAN and FAZILAH May all your wishes come true and may your life is blessed with great health (: Aiman; continue irritating me =.- and being my listening ear ♥Fazilah; continue making me laugh and fill my day with joy (:LOVE YOU GUYS ♥Labels: both wer the best (:
Hey! I apologise for keeping this blog D E A D , having tight schedules , with Exams , Test , Projects and Tournaments around the corner . So far school has been great with loving companies around (: Yesterday had a game with Madrasah Al'irsyad and we won , wasn't sure of the score but for those who came and supported thank you so much♥ so sweet of you guys . I didnt realised that today marks the date of 1st of April , how fast time flies & i better buck up on my studies . Im so slacking in Physics and Social Studies , needing Mr Azam to re-teach me . But somehow i just hate 3A2's form teachers , Ms Fu and Mr Azam , dont ask why i just dont like them , they always ruin whenever im talking to _________ . I can't wait for the KL trip woohooo . Ohh and and i got stung by some stupid bee and now i have a bubble right smack at the side of my nose wait and im getting fatter O.o shitx my target is to slim down by the end of APRIL !
My post is so random + rush huh ? ayoo nevermind .
I will update my blog when i have the time to alright goodnight people .
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