Friday, February 26, 2010
Hey, Today school was very boring went to school with a long face -.- did the mother tongue script & assembled . After school accompanied Aqilah for her rehersal, while waiting for 2.30pm the 6 of us talkd & played truth or dare & shared our deepest secret abt each other & eveyone cried excpt for nadiah -.- hahaha Adah & Aqilah made me cry but i realise my mistakes girls ): hope that we can change (: god willing. Read Haslinah's post very touching about our truth or dare even though you think that you are not a good listening ear to me you are a good listening ear & when it comes to blogging you post the sweetest post (: From now onwards im keeping things to myself . Im confused & i hate this kind of situation's .
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
there will be an angel sooon(:
Hey, School was aweeeesome ! Hated English lesson + the moment that i had to join tuff club i was like O.o is there a mistake or something . But nevermind im happy (: Wanna laugh at me laughla :D
Im sure 1day i will be much more healthier & slimmer then you guys HAHAHA
I feel like hanging out because i miss hanging out like seriously & i think somethings i need to keep it to myself (: Even Irma agreeed to my MSN pm salute you irma (:
Currently chatting with Irma , Amy , Aan & Fhirdaus being their listening ears & giving them some advices (:
Labels: Baby baby baby uuuuwwwwww
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
A final post for you exbestfriend :I want you to know how i feel this time,not having you chatting witl me is so incomplete,i miss chatting with you,miss your jokes,miss your laughters,those bitter & happy memories,those hangouts,those gossips, those tales, those concerns , those talks .now what's left is a big scar in my heart & i dont think you notice,and i dont think you care anymore, argueing with you is a waste of time if at last nothing but tears are shead .Wanna keep that vergence towards me ? Keep it till you are happy with your own life if you are happy you will slowly forget about me . Im still thinking about it but do you?I dont think so . Yknw i was fucking sensitive you treated me as if you just knew me yesterday N O W who is the one changing ? I respected you eventhough you shouted at me you knew we could settle it in a better way. Even though im sensitive have i shouted at you before when we fought ? Now who is the childish one ? *ask yourself* im not hurting you now . If at the end of my post you still can't understand the meaning im trying to show, and you thought im trying to pick a fight then i suggest forget about me. I wish you had never said those hurtful things but life's too late to turn back. I think you thought that i dont care for you anymore but why am i writing this *think*. You made me feel like a useless person since the day we fought over something childish . Thinking about it makes me hurt again . Telling Terence who is more,understanding chilled me out . He kept telling me to just ignore but how could i ignore Y O U the person who i called bestfriend . You have so many friends who can stand by you now you dont need me anymore . Thanks for shouting at me in the canteen, embarrassing me & making people realise that we are fighting because this is how much you cherish me . This is how much I cherish you , i still cared to write i just wanna say thanks & sorry for everything, takecare & whatever it is yknw i will always be there for you . (':Zul thanks for being there for me when i needed you most , loveya (:Labels: ):
I have to learn to (: more
Hey,
Today school was manageable i didnt had the mood to smile but i was able to put that stupid thing aside . After school was awesome sent fazirah back to the bus-stop and we went back to school & played truth or dare with Aqilah,Haslinah,Shuhadah & Eva HAHA ! Damn funny + fun den about the jelly Aqilah ate, she was concentrating on the jelly when suddenly ball came onto her & her jelly flew! HAHAHAHAHA Everyone laughed about Aqilah's face HAHAHA den we went to the canteen & bought another one & ate in the canteen instead of the quadrangle . Took 81 & went home with Aqilah(:
Labels: forgiving you is an option
Monday, February 22, 2010
Hey,
I dont feel like smiling to anyone anymore.
Today my day wasnt awesome at all firstly in the morning i had a tiff with my mom because yesterday i fought with brother + her just because of a stupid MP3 cover that i didnt took everyone blaming me & im totally feeling depressed. & today : i dont know how to express it but im irritated fully irritated where should i put my face? Embarassed for the 2nd time, NICE! My mood is defintly changing now. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me amin.
Im perfectly gonna be alright ! Zulkanain i need you ):
Omg wanna know something AbangAlif gave me his MP3 just now shocking? I LOVE YOU brother(:
Labels: sunday and monday suxs alot
Friday, February 19, 2010
HiHiHiHi,
Eh im so missing blogging , schedule was packed & i had no time to squeeze in and switch ON the computer.So yehhh Common Test was given out & for some,marks were a dissapointment but i will try harder. Life thesedays is getting complicated & so pressurizing all those mixed feelings is supper irritating i must be serious now and no more idiotic games. No more sufferings because of Jerks(: & adah had been a great listening ear towards me i appreciate it adah♥(: Nadiah,Danial.D & Arriszuan waaaah sitting beside OR behind them was supper irritating but fun,joking about stupid stuffs that can make me laugh all of a sudden! School was fun ^.^ Making my week worse next week is there is Netball Competition + trainings -___- so grumpy! Tomorrow im going JB alone meeting brother there. Papa & brother wants to take driving license macam paham je tu duer.Just now went to accompany adah to the hospital with aqilah & lina & that 81 -__- HAHAHA! Didnt realise there's kiasu people HAHA had alot of laughters with those 3 just now after going to the hospital, went to aqilah's house (: had lotsa fun & left reached home around 7+
now chatting with Terence night people(:
Labels: Its always playing around in my head
Thursday, February 11, 2010
People was right Terence was a great listening ear(: Thanks for hearing me out just now.P/S;How bad you treated me im still treating you as my bestfriend Terence asked me to ignore a friend like you but i refuse & said i still treated you as my bestfriend see others wanting me to forget about you but myself still want to go on sooner or later you will regret that im no longer turning back(:Terence says:
*reminder : careful of your cheeks! :DGotta cover my cheeks tomorrow.^-^ Zul gy skola ngan aku!
Heyheyhey,
Firstly i would like to thank my most perfect bestfriend ZULKANAIN for posting about me seriously i appreciate it you're the best among the rest(: trust me you're the best eventhough there was someone before you but now that someone isnt himself. I dont care about what happen to our friendship for this past 3years as i know i wont look back now whatever it is i want you to know that you're the best among all the boy-friends i have.You really helped me thru my hard times(: BIG thankyou for posting about me much appreciated loveya(:
Wait tomorrow is Chinese New Year Celebration & surely A2 will win Mr Azam & Ms Fu sure sucks in drama's huh?,come people's class & pretend to give something then start to joke while their eyes scan across my class HAHAHAHA funnyla thanks to Me,nadiah,rais,danialA,fhirdaus & mr lee for helping out with the class deco, we finished at around 6. Den went home with dearest♥ took picture but picture's are in Aqilah's♥ phone so will get it A.S.A.P. Sunday is Valentines im not celebrating but im sharing gifts with my bestfriends tomorrow whoever receive a gift from me means i cherish you guys (:
P/s: Finally i have pinch his cheeks now im happy(:
Labels: sup dudes (:
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Heyheyhey(:
Sorry for the lack of updates no time to spend on bloggies already o_O but i will try my best to squeeze in just to blog alright.Okay now what should i update on, oh yah tomorrow is English & Mathematics common test paper, im gonna squeeze everything i know onto that Mathematics paper :DDDDD Then after school have Netball Competition against Greenview. I have no confidence that we are gonna WIN but nevermind as long as we have fun . Then on Thursday is our Humanities & Science papers errr. Gotta revise supper hard for those papers! For social studies & history i gotta study harder & read through my notes over & over again until i understand. I hate memorising Formats esp for English and Mother Tongue ohhh yah im happy for myself for getting 69 for mothertongue common test aiman has the same marks as me ^^ only the both of us got highest so sadd.Ohh & i can't stop saying that im irritated in class im having moodswings and dont wish to tell others why,im so bad mood with certain people but now you guys know why im hot-tempered these few days, I just can't accept selfish attitude's & worldwide people thesedays super irritating & P L E A S E! i hate Makcik KPO voices alright.
I seriously feel sorry for my buddy zul ): Cheer up,as allah will always give you a chance to be happy, a short happiness & take back that something that isnt good for you & show you why that person isnt meant to be with you i have experience it & i hope you will move on(: & to Aiman move on okay "MAN" i know that you are strong its still not the END of the world(:
PS; Dont ever love a person so strong unless that person is loving you the way you loved them(:
Its hard to find this kind of people with this kind of perspective but i believe that somewhere in the future there will be,have faith in yourself and remember that allah is always testing you people.
Umm IKAN goodluck!
Labels: No feelings people
Today, Lesson's were like so fast & boring except for CPA after school went straight home then proceed to Dunman Sec with dearest♥ had our match and thanks to Masuri,Hayani,Fadt,Medot & the sec1s who came & supported us(: We loss but not so badly the scores were close and somehow netballers enjoyed this competition because it looks more relaxing except for liling who look rather exhausted.Next match is GVSS ohhhohhh i dont know how we are going to score for this GVSS.Only miracle that doesn't exist will happen.I wanna go to sleep first im exhausted after a long day of typing. GOODNIGHT
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Falling in love is easy
But getting out is hard♥
Making it a better ending
I simply agree to this quote(:
Today school was suckish,people kept irritating me lesson by lesson i got pist off and showed attitude to everyone so yeaaah like i said i hate every thursday's when there is PHYSICS & CHEMISTRY + ENGLISH enough to fill your day with boredom ohh yah just now chatted with Terence♥ & Conference with Shuhadah♥ and my brother♥ the conference was totally funny ask adah what happened LOL i laugh till my eyes were watery,adah PAISEI already ahahahah!
Now i realised i have been darker but trust me i will be back to my normal skin after i graduate seriously trust me(; I dont mind if i look darker i dont mind seriously atleast better then those people who are darkskins but wear compact powders to make them whiter?! true? well that's the fact wearing baby powder is better then COMPACT POWDER's when actually you are dark.
Heard some news about Coach saying 'IT'S OVER' ahahaha good then i love it,leave us & dont ever come back we prefer a better & not that serious coach a better one then you,god willing.
That morning i saw her recess time she was looking at me and i just rolled my eyes ahaha serve her right.Hate Coaches like her seriously cannot laugh during training do you guys think she is too strict? WTH no laughing.Irritating ah that coach okay skip.& that Ms Soh she kept looking at Cg Shahidah as if she wasnt unhappy with Cg why is she jealous that we'r much more happier with Cg then her who is not experienced?! hhahahahhaha funneeeh. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me (:
Labels: yerrrrrrrrp
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Hey,
You guys wonder?,why i put that picture because my face is so selenge ahahahha! Just finish chatting with Terence,Aqilah & Zulkanain my dearest's♥ (: It was super fun i tell you they made my day happy even though in the morning i was a little moddy but that was nonsence i just love chatting with this 3 my favourites,zul remember secret ahh dont tell anyone about the "little kids playing in love" only you and aqilah know about this stupid phrase ahahahah! If anyone beg you to tell them just keep to the promise(; Ahahahah I seriously need a better scedule netball is like taking up space,studies are hard to squeeze in you add on that pressure with Ms Soh & Ms Siti along hearing there name & their presence already make your day go eeeew right?! Im praying as hard as i can for a change in coach a coach that's like Cg Idah.:DDDD Definitely i will come netball with a happy face(: Im getting the hang of Math already with a little bit of practice then im clever ahaha not clever but genius nono average ahahaha! Just now went to Tamp & accompanied Haslinah to buy her Assesment books den off to Specs shop to collect her contactlens den 4 of us took 39 home chatted with adah about Pelican's,childish topic right but somehow adah made that topic cute for adults to hear ahahahaha! Waitwait i love my bestfriends esp lovato (:
Labels: willingness of a boy
