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Friday, July 31, 2009



Hey loves,
MIND tht idiot face focus on Qai her hair messy while mine beautifully neat and look at her face mask cuteeeeeeeeeee giler:DStill sick but at least better then yesterday ohh its been ONLY 2 days i left school it feels like a month SERIOUSLY & im already missing my Gf's too especially the ones tht are close to me!!Will also miss Mathematic LESSON's arghhhh WHY ME?! NO MOOD but aqilah cheered me up..She gave me laughters everytime(ustazah tk berlesen)ehh aqilah hahahaha..Vigi cheer up kayy i noe ur strong:D OMG im FAT i could hardly fit into my favourite jeans tht is size S when i told my mom tht the jeans is small she say not the jeans but ur BUTT is getting BIG ^^ mom & dad like to disturb me regarding my butt stress uhh have to quickly,somehow lose weight my current weight is 50kg ayoyo so FAT i used to be 42kg ayoo kay skip I MISS dearest bestiee I MISS SCHOOLING,,I MISS 2N1 && I MISS NETBALLERS toooo except for one uhuh u guys should noe who shouldnt elaborate bout her..I MISS JOKING with Nadiah/Captain..Nadiah you are a happy go lucky persoN idk whenever i look at you i laugh u ar just DAMN funny im starting to get along with Amanda she's okayy actually but NADIAH's the BEST person i ever met among all express class:D Wanna catch Nur Kasih at RTM1 today,ntg more to elaborate byebye
Takeqaires readers

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Thursday, July 30, 2009



Hey peeps,
Gosh im sick and my temperature is 39.6 and now 40.1. I feel so weak i thought of going to school as i only had a slight running nose i didnt noe i was going to be sick the next day.Arnd 3+am my whole body was shivering and i could hardly sleep well..In the morning Aqilah called me and planned to go to school together but i told her i was sick den she say w.o me its incomplete,Aqilah thanks for your concern ud always been there for me thru thick or thin I LOVE YOU SO MUCH bestiee:D..My sister was sick too her temperature was 39.2 for a 2yearold baby like her 39 is serious..I started to catch that stupid cold in between lessons on Wednesday.Waited for mom to come home from work she arrived home arnd 8+am i took a shower and everything in my body hurts when the water touches my skin i feel like shouting but im strong idk why i kept on sleeping u noe what aftr bathing my eyes were sleepy and i took a short nap with my towel on funnyright hahaha my mom came in and said 'yaallah bangun gi pki baju' aftr tht when i want to wear my inner clothes i slept again im so DUMB,1stly took taxi to get mom's advance pay at bedok and took taxi back to the clinic aftr going to the clinic doctor gave me 7 days MC i was like -_-"..How am i going to catch up with my studies especially Math:(.Aftr seeing the doctor my mom planned to go courts to pay her courts bill but den Qai wanted to eat MCdonalds so atlast went to WS and didnt go courts..From central took 358 and stop at WS ate MC i wasnt in the right mood to eat anything but still i ate McChicken den went rounding one whole WS bought some stuffs from Japan Home i still remember what me,nadiah,shasha & ikaliao did there(guys u noe i noe winks*)den went home and took 359..I slept for a long hours and now blogging okay nothing to elaborate byebye TC readers


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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I will settle every problem in hand


Hello,
Today was Math Common Test sumpah i dont remember a single thing seriously not enough lesson's Mdm Nasyita never come for 2 weeks how to study huh?! Tell me!! But den NO PE ..Next was Math, Mdm Nasyita came and from there i understood everything GREAT good girlkan hehe I NOE.RECESS.den.F&N Danial & Izhar is such a JOKER & keeps disturbing me irritating giler ahh korang :P & FOR ONCE SHIHAO STOP UR FCUKING NONSENCE ON CALLING ME UR DARLING & STOP STARING AT ME I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU fullstop..SHUT UR freaking MOUTH kau irritating nk mampos uhh..Shannan i didnt expect you to be on his side im so dissapointed in you Shannan you should help me NOT make me more dissapointed please tell him STOP liking me coz i have someone special in my life STOP calling me "DARLING" i seriously have a better taste you want to play nasty i play nasty NO OFFENCE(MY WORDS WONT CHANGE NOR IM GONNA REGRET THAT WORDS)

okay shannan so tell ur so called brother to STOP being a weirdo okayy I WONT ENTERTAIN

aftr F&N is MT finally that boring teacher is gone and Mdm Latiffah is back in the house haha
Aftr MT is teacher cntct time class is like a WILD ZOO again dont ask why it's just like a ZOO ^_^..Den was NETBALL b4 netball chatted with Aqilah,Lina,Adah & Rina bout that nenek jual keropok thingy ayoyo KECOH ah nenek ni FAMOUS betul..nabila tikos joined our NETBALL team cheyy Nabs improve sey..Run here RUN there MAUT ahh NETBALL nadiah/captain been making me hyper and making me cheerful always my bestfren in netball is her uhh..Den went home with Dearest bestiee reached home and my leg was aching like crazy..
Niwaes aqilah thanks for cheering me up you are my bestfren and forever will:D As you like to check on me when im totally down && I LOVE YOU nur aqilah bte kadir
Okay im so going to Orchard again shopshopshop but $$$,my pocket is still empty ayaaaa NVM..
Currently chatting with attbby I MISS ALL MY WHITESANDIAN GF's MISS THEM
MUSTMUSTMUST meet soon aye:D okay done HERE byebye


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Monday, July 27, 2009


Hello Peeps,
Currently im at the Com Lab and still have time to update my blog (*inside devil laughs) im lazy to update so much just wanna say my class have been like a wild zoo with papers throwing arnd like WTH* so HARD to concentrate lessons ayayai PLEASE have mercy for those who want to learnla;) Eva and Ikan have been an irritating ass but still I LOVE YOU GUYS :p
okay nothing much to update byebye


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Saturday, July 25, 2009



Hi loves,
Saturday-Followed dad go to Union for his work problem den went to the nearest foodcourt to eat den planned to go ORCHARD to see the new shopping centre quite big and LOTS OF PEOPLE inside like market sey luckly i stick with Dad if NOT im lost in that huge crowd..
Today no plans to hangout or whatsoever &&
Also this days im not feeling alright IDK myself people start to ignore me & i reallyreallyreally need something or someone to pour out my feelings to but it seems that no one is ready to be my listening ear i think i should STOP thinking bout their prblems and start thinking bout mine as NOONE appreciate my kindness at all and im NOT in the mood to meet anyone nor talk to anyone If she's the best for you guys den take her..Bcoz you guys dont understand what im facing right now Ifeel like running away from all this reality challenges but if i were to RUNaway why whereto should i go?! You just dont understand whats the motive of all this right?! I wont blame you..Now ur close with her and she thinks ur the BEST among all and what am I here for?!!To tolarate this things but you think how long can i be this patient huh?! I HAVE CHANGED BCOZ THINGS HAVE CHANGED everyone thinks im BAD im the only BAD person you just dont noe how much im suffering from this stuff I sometimes fall sick thinking of this stuff myb its true i got NO TRUE FRENS for the time-being as no one treats me like a TRUEFREN...Can anyone tell me WHAT ARE MY MISTAKES so that i will try to make it right!!TAG ME PLEASE if you CARE:I



Friday, July 24, 2009

Please can we work things OUT??



Hey peepsy,
Im so SORRY for not updating my laziness is seriously bragging me to blog to many things happen since arnd me..Thursday school was such a boredom but tiring again bcoz of NETBALL can i say it-that coach have been very cuteee on that training she is more funnier except for that Miss Soh big oppps i hate her seriously since sec1..I mean coach have been very tough during the past trainings but today she's more kind then before^^I want her to stay this way..Went home with besties and overheard them talking bout him den flashbacks started playing in my head and i have to force myself to STOP that flashback of mine,went home and i did cried a few times bcoz of those FLASHBACKS it's seriously killing my mind & i want it to STOP! ive to learn to stay open-minded..And stop thinking bout things tht can cause a burden to me..Moving on today school was fun bcoz of the early release timing adah came in class and told us bout the msg he gve to lina fazirah started to get furious and start msging him and ask us to add in somemore i gave her 1 sentence and the rest was her,adah,qila & nad's words sorry Aqilah for wasting ur msg line..Lastly the msg wrote "fcuk you"I tried telling them dont put the word fcuk you bcoz like tk sopan and tak baek but den adah say biar ahh dier saket hati.I just kept quiet thinking that he wont reply but instead he will complain to lina and blablabla will happen.
Lina i understand how much you love ZAKIR remember this word I UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HIM but are you willing to face the difficulties in ur relationship later ON once there's hope in you guys to be together..Remember those tears you let go bcoz of the love that uve SACRIFICE??? and you want to be with him again bcoz u love him but does he REALLYREALLYREALLY show 100% that he love you TRULYTRULYTRULY huh?! Why he accepted the break-up if he still loves you..You said you have no feelings towrds zakir and now you said you love him..And why must you side shawal,We are helping you but den instead you scolded us for sending that msg-___-FINE! If you dont want to get in a fight with shawal but the one talking is us okayy lina so dont worry everything we write is just to MAKE HIM REALISE HIS MISTAKE he said to you 'you realise your mistake den talk to me' HELLO WHO SHOULD be the one realising the mistake???In the 1st place why zakir is showing att WHYWHYWHY?? I try to make you happy but it seems that nothing I do is right.All this MUST STOP can you guys confrnt eachother and problems will be solved easily?Better den each day one person's feelings will get HURT??!&& fazirah msging shawal again??Im totally confused..ONCE AGAIN I NOE YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH STOP saying that we dont understand-___-URGGHHHHHHHHHHH if i have the guts i will cnfrnt them && talked things out but den the old memories will scare the hell out of me again..URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH skip that part aqilah kept asking me what's wrong with me it's NOT the NATURAL me yea aqilah ur totally right situations have changed and family problems start to appear in m head everyday i cry and come to school pretending everything is alright but how long must i wait with my situation now i can say that NO ONE CAN FEEL WHAT IM FEELING its hard & NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND it and that's why lina i want things between we all & they all get better & dont keep showing faces with each other seriously speaking i dont like it it isnt POLITE
I want things to work out calmly can??I cnnt STOP thinking bout the problem..HASLINAHPLEASE..this problems are pressuing me enough i have too much to think my family prob and this prob..Common Test is Mon i ned to concentrate more on studies and less in this things but i bet this probs is STRONG enough to pull me down and make me slack..:(
I dont want this things to affect in my studies && i cnnt STOP thinking bout it ynoe..My mom asked me why am i moody always and i didnt explained to her and i have been very RUDE to her bcoz of stress and pressure:((I hope things work out b4 Puasa it's NOT good to bermusuhan nanti batal puasa..YAALLAH pleaseplease give what haslinah want and please make us be like b4?! I give in too much in this problem CME was last and eva u seriously make me laugh alot MDM CHAN gave us free period but den must do her work 1st uhh great moving on aftr school went WS to accompany aqilah go return her library books lina didnt go well lina CHEER UP please..Faz followd Nabs and den i dont where she GO.Den went to buy ICE-CREAM and adah ur like a KITTEN first time drinking MILK seriously hahaha:D Den this nenek come & adah says she's cute & feel like pinching her cheeks adahadah ur very FUNNY indeed:D(*inside laughs)okayyokayy i ned to RELAX my mind now

byebye

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009


Hey peeps,,
Yesterday was a tiring day basically bcoz of NETBALL TRAINING && Couch didnt come YEAHYEAHYEAH
Well today my mood wasnt that great i was SOSOSO sleepy i feel like resting and NOT coming to school but since i dont want to slack anymore so i came..I wasnt in the MOOD to talk to anyone,,fazirah asking me to help her do her scalp again ayaaaaaaaaaaaayai lucky nadiah quickly came IN the class so change shift..I hope people STOP piercing its IRRITATING ME!! && i hate looking at IT..:I CHANGED FOR THE BETTERla PLEASE im not jealous or what so ever it's just that I dont like people that i love & people that i noe CHANGED just bcoz they reach in SECONDARY SCHOOLS.whatever.why should i care anyways if you think that im being a BUSYBODY fine okayO_o till here GDBYE && this is such a RANDOM POST


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Monday, July 20, 2009

MOODSWINGS


Basically today,
I didnt attend school due to stomach cramps idk why this kind of thing happen to me always during school weekdays isnt it frustrating let me just explain what happen this morning.My mom woke me up at 5.45am i took a 15min bath and got ready everything at 6.10am i was wearing my school uniform already and i was picking my bag up and heading towards the gate when suddenly my stomach is squeezing it feels so unbearable..That i told my mom i couldnt walk properly..So she say nvm dont go.While others are at school studying what am i doing.IM SO MISSING SCHOOL i was planning to start going to school as per normal & go to school without FAIL my studies are overboardedla I REALLY NEE TO BUCKED UP im not saying it for the sake of saying but im going to do it to prove it..Maybe coming back tomorrow cannt keep skiping school right?! I just want to find the right person to accompany me go gym/exercising OR even go revise.NVM instead let me go myself.skip that part's.To::NorishSyafirah why are you always calling trouble for urself? We have no longer disturb ur life so can you stop bothering our lives? You can STOP & STARE all you one okay or maybe FLICK ur eyes on us as we dont care anymore abt you UR JUST THE PAST AND I DONT WISH TO REMEMBER WHAT HAS PAST so if you have anything else that you arent satisfy with us come and see us.DONT HIDE REVEAL UR TRUE IDENTITY let everyone noe how bitchy ur mouth can be okay:d I dont have any mood to post anything else!

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

Haslinahh be happy


Hey peepies,
Let me explain what happen yesterday i thought my dad didnt want to go to my cousin's house to see baby as it was already afternoon and my father dont go out in the afternoon..So yesterday when i was just going to take a short NAP he asked my whole family except for my big brother(night time he work) to bath and get ready to go to my cousin's house. I was happy indeed bcoz want to see baby what?!Den got ready and me and my family(except for big brother) went out took 359 to interchange & from there took 88 to Sengkang the baby was so DAMN cuteeee feel like pinching every part of the body the hand was like chicken drum-stick..But den my adeq more cuter when she was a new-born lagy tembam..But den NO PICS were taken as these days i have been lazy to take photos since the day my HP broke down and gave screen trouble i feel like throwing it at the wall..:D Andand Haslinahhh im veryvery sorry for the things that had happen between you and Zakir..I noe you love him very much and still need him but maybe you guys are NOT meant to be together and im SURPRISED this things happen between you guys...IM SPEECHLESS after reading ur post but niwaes dont blame urself and dont ever regreted letting him goo as i noe in the future more boys will come to you !:D Just be happy and join ur GF's that are SINGLE :) As i noe you have given the bestest shot to be a good and faithfull girlfren to him and you wanted him to be the LAST but den everything turned out wrong-______-i dont want you to be stress nor SAD okay as we are here to support you thru thick or thin no use wasting tears over someone who dont want to waste tears over you...I thought he was the onlyone for you and the perfect match for you but.NVM let the past be the past and concentrate on ur future kayy.BE HAPPY dearest Haslinahsyg & btw today noe who's bdae its
Nur Amirah Bte Suhaimi's
bdae Vigi happy birthday and may all ur wishes really come true
&& dont be naughty on this special day:)

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Friday, July 17, 2009

fun yesterday


Hey there,
Yesterday was fun but fortunately NO PICS taken wasted isnt it ayaa..leave home arnd 3+ soorry aqilah i was LATE i took 17 straight to her house..We took 3 straight to WhiteSands and bought shasha flowers and a card..But we got no pens so i decide to buy one at POPULAR 50cents only..cheapcheapcheap..Den i went MC and bought oreo mcflurry uuhmmm sedapp den we walked to her house when this one CHINESE TEENAGER stare at me and purposely bang my shoulders i was like WTF da kenaper dengan dier giler agaknyer luckily i was in a good mood kalau tak idk what happen..Maki kejap den aqilah kate kurangajar sey tu pompan aqilah its okay let her be if i see her again im gonna bang on her breast next time ^^..Den she noe..Walked all the way to shasha's house,aqilah was very shy to go coz at shasha's house got her frens but i say nvm ahh just goo den she put that shy feelings away and continued walking we stopped under her block and took the pen and wrote in the card..Took the lift and went in her house she was surprised by the flowers and letters,she hug and kiss us.Den in the house got only one of her frens i couldnt remembr his name but he smiled at aqilah cheyy aqilah ader chance tuuu hehe:D
We sat and ate den we watch 9th September if im not wrong after that Movie that fren of her's went home so shasha's mom came to us and chit-chattted bout frens,studies ps: adilah kau bustard aku tk sangke kau gitu jahat smpi buat cerite kat mak kau NONSENCE sia peragai..We arrived at 4+ and left her house at arnd 7+ we walked all the way to WS and den decided to go home but on 2nd thought we still want to stay so we walked to Downtown and didnt realise illyana was at the bus-stop i looked at illyana as if she was a stranger until the time she wave at me den i realise that was illyana DUMB right=_= Den we walkedd to E-hub and walked around..Den it was already 9+ and i was expected to be home at 9 bcoz my mum will go to work at 9.30 i dont want to miss kissing her so i quickly went home..Not sure if today going to my cousin's house or NOT ayaaa hopefully gola i want to see the babylaaa...kayy:)

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Thursday, July 16, 2009


Hey pantats,
heh no jkjk heh actually im suppose to get ready to go and visit shasha but instead i blog nvm got time we were suppose to leave home at 2.15 and now is 2.09 aqilah's gona kill me kay den i better do a short post on what happen in school 1ST lesson was GEO,had test asss i didnt studied but lucky shannan summarize it for me den SC also got test conferm fail bcoz i never study it is bcoz i absent myself to much and my studies were left behind thats the reason..And den recess nvr stayed in class bcoz scared that Mrthingthing come in again oh ya aaisyah's phone was given back thank godness^_^!!After recess my stomach was aching like HELL its squeezing my stomach i think i drank too much gas yesterday..Got english and had to do free writing abt riot kelakar giler the video step sachok sey to jantan smack muke dier bru tahu hahaha..Den had CME mdm chan tk masok kelas YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Mr philih walked in and everyone go WILD took 39 it was so DAMN crowded went home and blog SHITTTTT its 2.17pm already gotta rush byebye



SCHOOLSCHOOLSCHOOL


Hey peepies,
Today was my BAD day in school as Eva and Aqilah kept disturbing me Mr Lim Mr Lim eva kau Mdm Lim oi hahaha ass kau den my hairband putos waliaowei den i need to hold my hair till mdm suryati's lesson is over naseb eva tolong ikatkn thanks eva i owe you one and den recess time aaisyah handphone kene confiscate bcoz i was holding it when that Mr thingthing went IN he said that he was gonna give her back after school IDK the result pray hard that she get back her phone SORRY AAISYAHbby 3 things happen in a BAD thursday andand To Naz,thanks for the books:)After school Faz decided to go my home and try out my sport shoe adah & aqilah accompanied Faz it was very fun i tell u.
Lina where were you i realise that between me and you are not close like we use to be:(
Okay den they left my home at 5+ i accompanied them to the bus-stop and they went of taking bus 17 den Qai started to cry seeing them go haha myb she likes them?!
hahaha eva no chance bluek
Kayy moving ON tomorrow going to see SHASHA hope my parents dont give last minute decision to go out if NOT i hantam them saturday myb going out not sure..I want to change my blogskin soon getting sick & tired with this skin..
Seriously today was FUN but lina was left-out nvm hope we could spent more time together ehh lina bcoz im waitimg for the OLD times (:

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Nowadays people are soooo IMMATURED


Hey
I didnt attend school just now because i accompand my mom go poly,
SORRY IF THIS POST IS OFFENSIVE this is the only place to let go EVERYTHING
CB spammers at alif blog im so fcuking irritated by all his frens nonsence they played with my family and aku SUMPAH hidop korang tkkn senang punyer korang takecare kalau SATU family aku dh tahu especially bapak aku aku rase dier gi jumper kau trus tmbok muke kau dpn makbpk kau uhh ehh aku tunggu je time untuk dorang melampau JUST WAIT and see aku tahu semua ygg spam yelah 1 person if u guys nak tahu saper frens yg dimaksodkn click this LINK http://momo-official-hq.blogspot.com/ all this people except for momodiq hates my brother badly and some ofthem is spamming his blog i tell you that guys life will be HELL in the later years myb now is a KARMA for my brother for his wrong-doings twrds them but wherever they go after secondary 4 or 5 i noe they will get THEIR'S either in ITE or POLY they will be hated like how my brother feel..Im not being protective twrds my brother but den they bring in my familys name and as far as i noe my family has been the BEST family ever even we quarrel,we get along VERY WELL..Everyone will also feel the same if someone talks BAD things bout ur family right? Im eager enough to noe who the spammer is aku SUMPAH HIDOP kau tkkn tenteram once my family members noe bout this ikotkn hati bole jadi polis case kalau kiter report aku tkkn MAAFKAN KORANG SAMPAI AKU MATI walaupon korang dh nk mati atas katil dgn nafas krg yg terakhirpon i wont lay a single tears or a single word what i will say is FCUK YOU and leave that place right-away yes i can be VERY MEAN and i wont lick back the words i say it will be true forever biar krg suffer dgn dosa krg SENDIRI ckp psl family aku padehal aku tk sentuhpon pape pasal family krg krg mmg CB and people like you guys dont deserved respect frm a sec2 girl named NUR QAMARINA BTE ROSLE adeq kepade laki yg krg amat benci MUHD ALIF BIN ROSLE and oh yes i have the rights to put ur blogspot without u guys permission as 1 of u guys uploaded the video where my face was in..U guys were as 1 so what to do..But den again this is LIFE its full of people that are immatured right?! Yg menyesal tu nanti mak kau bodo dpt anak peragai sial mcm kau puki!! B4 talking bout people's family look at ur family ok ke tk ok kau nk letak name 'deq kau yg dh mampos'kimak skrg alif ade 2 adeq kau klu nk ckp psl adeq aku NUR QAISARA BTE ROSLE kau takecareee sooonn kau in trouble aku may look like goodgirl walaupon aku tkder backup frens aku tk takot ngan kau yg mulot cam NBCB. Tapy whatever it is aku tk kesah dgn EVERY SHIT yg korang nk bobal kat tagbrd abg aku try saying everything bad bout my family infrnt of me,alif,afiq,mama,papa kiter settle among family aku dgn kumpulan so called "momo's" kau?! kayy im so looking frwd for that to happen kau nk bully abg aku bolehboleh dosa kau yg tambah bodo kau nk bully aku,call members kau turon pukul aku or cnfrnt kau make sure siap-siap utk polis dtg rumah kau carik kau utk kes bully if u lay a finger on me i will report polis and let them settle bcoz im not gonna let people step over my family's head and gets away with it !! Knpr korang bawak name family dlm hal ni skrg kalau this matter gets worst family aku akn carik korang and things akan jadi so wrong but den again u guys askd for all this to happen so lets wait!!(: kayy done with that thingyy..Actually some are not so defensive using CB words but some are like ~!@#$%^&* mcm SETAN tkper aku sabar je and i must be strong and kuatkn IMAN(:karmakarmakarma please come by and teach them a resonable LESSON for them(:
Kay tomorrow will be attending school so no need to STRESS BOUT ~!@#$%^& immature problems wasting my bloody time but den its important bcoz they are NOT respecting my family members::But its okay patient is needed HERE
SOMEONE
ANYONE
EVERYONE
please HELP me I need someone to talk to??!!
arghhhhhh NVM ~!@#$%^

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Today was a hilarious dayy


Hey humans
Today was FUN school was boring as per normal recess sat in class and had our lunch that we packd from home what they call it (bekal) ayaaa atleast save money what den had F&N den MT waliao menyesal tk blaja betul-betul beh kene masok bd 2 nvm must study harder(; after school pland to accompany shuhadah go tamp but den fazirah plan to go changi hospital to see shasha 1stly i didnt have the mood to go neither place but after thinking myb i should follow fazirah..im very sory shuhadah,aqilah also didnt follow us go hospital but she followed adah but nvm btw aqilah takecare of ur beautiful health dont fall sick (: I went home and askd the golden permission to go hospital 1stly mom said cnnt but lastly she agreed i brought my little sis along bcoz i pity her sitting at home is boring so why not follow me right?! I took 17 as faz told me to meet her at changi hospital bus-stop so i waited for that 3 makneneks Fazirah,,Nadiah,,Eva i waited for them abt 15minutes i was thinking negative thoughts like,what if they dont come as they changed their mind and leave me alone at the bus-stop i was scared enough to be paisei haha but then they arrived (panjang umur) walked den need to wear face-mask and i need to take temperature while the others dont need -_-" sarcastic right?! But i noe they are just taking precaution of the (H1N1) 1st need to wear mask den need to line up and check ur ez-link den they ask you whats ur purpose here all those stuff den when everythings over the 4 of us kecoh finding shasha's ward we look like idiots turning around asking people we asked abt 3 nurses the way to her ward the last nurse told us to take the blue lift when we arrived at the blue lift there is this stuff of them askd eva for the ward card den eva with full expression took out her ez-link we laugh like crazy then he say nono not this you ned to go back to the counter and ask them for the slip den we was like wth we walked up down left right den we had to walked back and ask for that stupid slip,,we told them ward 27 den they say that ward cnnt go in bcoz people kena quarantine den we start thinking how can shasha get quarantine if she's not even sick she's just having surgery thats all..Den we called shasha's home number again finally she picked up the phone den we were SO DAMN surprised that she was at home we look at each other and started smiling den laughing we planned to see her at her house so we walked all the way to simei MRT and stopped at Pasir Ris MRT eva was trying to be a mom W-A-N-A-B-I to my sis step mother konon=_='..Smpikn all the way dier nk ngan kau sarcastic btol..We were at shasha's home from 6+--8+ talking bout her operation everything had fun actually!!Den went home at 8.15+ eva split 1st den me faz and nad walked all the way to WS and took different buses Qai was so tired after walking and lastly slept in the bus i had to carry her all the way home went home salam mom,dad den mom asked why come home late den i explained everything and told her abt our hospital experience den u noe wat she say 'PADANMUKE' =_=...I bath and blog and i think i wanna sleep so byebye tc readers i love you btw (NO PICS WERE TAKEN)

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

Please be like BEFORE im wishing for that to happen



HiHiHi,
So today went to school yahooyahoo fun what except for English lessons so freakingg boringg ayaaa overall is AVERAGE ahh actually when i was at the bus-stop i decided not to go to school last minute changes but den suddenly thinking back ahh nvm ah just gola took 53 and saw syafiq in the bus arrived school and felt relax seeing everyone heh actually not everyone-_-' haha only hazel & jun kai je ahh bored den slowly aqilah came in den fazirah shouting 'QAMA' rindu akukn i noe heh i miss you also pinching ur babat blablabla lazy to elaborate den went home with Aqilah,Haslinah,Illyana and Khairina Fazirah didnt went home with us coz she wanted to go home with Nabs nvm den shuhadah also missing her She kena quarantine bcoz she got fever and was sent home.Oh and lina i noe u have problems with ^^ u guys should settle it and i deeply noe that u still love him and its hard to let him go but if he doesnt want to continue being in a relationship with you den call it off bcoz i dont like you guys being this way i dont want to see you sad and lonely or even cry over someone who doesnt care bout you Den going homepon jalan lain way truly i love seeing you guys together you guys make a good couple dont be like me kayy lina remember that paper you say if i can be faithfull with zakir.......now i want you and zakir to be faithfull i noe you are the one putting so much effort in this relationship while him(lepas tangan) give more time for what he was the one that cause this to happen den when u want to settle he said give me more time seriously i understand you and ur feelings but in the same time if i could talk to zakir and asked him whats wrong with him i would ask him but den me and shawal are not in good terms and so i dont wish to be better with him first(i just have to try and forget bout the past) and maybe things might be like before but it seems that our friendship with them is also drifting apart how to feel better?!We are not like before.(if only we can rewind time and start this all over again)..Thinking back again i have forgetten abt the past but why arent we like before its time for me to make new frens with them..NOW Everyone is not cheerful unhappy is it bcoz of H1N1 hmmm myb alamak H1N1 spoil uhh!!Or is it bcoz me and aqilah went into u guys group if its true we are truly sorry kayy we dont mean to do anything like that:OBut anything please dont think abt it kay Haslinah i noe ur very STRONG for the mean time if theres no response frm him just think that ur single and be happy dont be depressed kay i really wana see you happy and not depressed SMILE kayy BESTIE(:


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To early for this



Hey night peeps,
Memories dok that picture NEXT YEAR buat lagyy taww hahaha
(but tanpa dia uhh nanti tk ikhlas pulak kasi cake den suroh bayar)
Memories pahit & Memories Manis weii
Arent asleep yet time check(10.56pm) still not asleep i decided that tomorrow i wana go to school bcoz my sickness is kinda alright already and also i dont want to waste my whole 1 week staying home its kinda sickening staying home but going out also makes me feel weak im lazy doing both stuff so for what i waste my Friday just like that right so worth it come school andand btw To Illyana: thanks for being concern by calling me just now sygsyg kau manymany long time nvr chat OTP with you rindu the old times pulak heh;) NvmNvm thanks ehh ILLYANA//AQILAH//ZUL korang caring giler seyh syg bestiesku ni(: andand hirah yea I MISS YOU like hell but as promise ENDOFYEAR kayy darlingg rindu sama lu manymany noe that and also the REST of my old frens meet up soon kayy babes and hunks!!

Tomorrow returning school for just ONE PATHETIC DAY isnt that LAME it feels like the first day of school !! Kayy uhh byebye peeps all better go to sleep tomorrow school ass what a brag..Sorry if tomorrow i cough alot or sneeze ehh guys jagejage ye!:D


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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Everyday is a brag



Hey peeps,

THIS PICTURE MEMORIES oi sorry for the masai faces
Im still sick & i totally hate itt as everyday i have to take that yucky cough syrup and im not attending school since Tuesday like WTH right?! I hate staying at home its boring Mdm Chan has been calling my home lately asking me bout my temperature and so on she said if im still sick just let me rest at home and don’t go to school ahhahhyelahtu den studies amacam i really ned to cope in studies and also i miss my schoolmates,classmates,and my girlfrens toooo the person who have been calling me lately and asking me bout my condition is aqilah thanks eh aqilah im so luckyy to have a fren like you sygg kau andand Adah GET WELL SOON eh jgn luper makan ubat tu ehh I have been missing you guys latelyy as i miss everything u guys laughter,u guys jokes i miss the times where we completeted the whole 5 rows sit at the back of the bus and we kept on laughingg like nobodys business and of course i miss talking to u guys(:I love being with you guys idk its something in you guys that kept me strong to be with you guys its like a magnet and in my whole 13years of life i neverever had a fren that is the same as you guys u guys understand me deep enough when im down and you guys never stop believing me to do the best you guys really bring HAPPINESS that i am wishing for all this while(: And im also happy enough to say that aqilah has really changed she's different she have thrown away her 2008 behaviour and I LOVE her no matter what and i still dont understand why people are jealous with us ayaaa NVM aqilah we are patient people and we have certain extend to our patientness dont make me blow my top one day kayy fren because what goes around really comes around so stop putting notice bout ur hard life between u and us kayy fren! U and ur nonsence must TOTALLY STOP b4 anything gets into the wrong wayy kayy bagosbagos:)

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009


heyy,

IM SICK & I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL the doctor ONLY gave me 1 day MC but i dont think i can go to school tomorrow with my heavy cough & my heavy running nose it will be very depressingg,when i return to school on thursday i need to catch up with my studies alreadyy(ape nk jadi) currently chatting with hadi and shashasquare yea shasha ur right eventhough we are not close enough like before wer still bestfrens:D And btw gdluck for ur operation next tuesdayy (prayhard)everybodyy(:Okayy moving on i have to do this survey as ikansuperfish tagged me to do hmmphh lazyyy but atleast it entertains my boredom:

1) Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
;Cheeks

2) How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
;Tiredd & Sick

.3) Who was the last person you took photo with ?
;Qaisara

4) Would you ever donate blood ?
;Definitelyy

5) Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex ?
; yupyup

6) Do you want someone dead ?
; NOOOO

7) What does your last message says ?
; kau kt manr?

8) What are you thinking right now ?
; NOTHING

9) Do you wish someone to be with you right now ?
; hmmm

10) What is the time you go to bed last night ?
; 11.46pm

11) Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
; umm cant rememberr

12) Is someone on your mind ?
; maybee

13) Who was the last person texted you ?
; Papa

14) Tag 8 random people to do this survey
; Alif
; Aqilah
; Illyana
; Kak Sery

; Haslinah
; Hirah Babydoll
; Shuhadah
; Aqilah kecyk

15) Who is no. 2 having relationship with ?
; No one/Single!! want her number?(:

16) Is no. 3 a male or female ?
; Female of course

17) Say something about no. 1
;; He's my brother
we are close but we dont lookalike thats bcoz his face follows our mom while mine follows our dad understand?!
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Monday, July 6, 2009


IM SICK AND IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO UPDATE tomorrow going to see doctor :(

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Sunday, July 5, 2009


NOOR HASLINAH BINTE ABU BAKAR
SITI SHUHADAH BINTE MORSALIN
NUR FAZIRAH BINTE YUSOFF
thankfully you guys are coming back on tuesday i have been missing you guys alott ur fun ur laughter ur jokes been missing you guys so much Classes wasnt fun without adah & faz.But school wasnt fun without u guys I feel like school was boring without you guys..Because i wont hear the hilarious laughter of fazirah the cute walk of shuhadah & the sweet smile of haslinah..I dont noe you guys bring energy to me there's just something in you guys that makes me feel hyperr you guys always make me LAUGH & sometimes do stupid jokes to me like the BUS prank and also not forgeting aqilah my hangout girlfriend sorry guys if u guys feel offended if you guys go out and wanted me to tagged along but i cant not that i dont want is just i cant my parents dont allow last minute decision:)So next time if you guys wanna go out tell earlier kayy sygg korangg manymany:D meet you guys on TUESDAYY ♥.Moving onn.
I decided not to blogg bout her but instead i needed to let everything OFF
i would like to say bout my attitude i really am dissapointed with my ego whenever im angry i start to blame people for what had happen does my attitude suck-_- (SHUT UP dont answer that) But i wont let people to change me ONLY when my insticts tell me to do so,,Like(insert the name) still dont realise her mistake den still want to say bhnd people's back wakeupla this is 2009 ur still at ur 2008 behaviour jealousy always takes control of u right? You are just jealous in reality you started all this den now you are blaming others for the fact of ur mistakes isnt ur moves pathetic dont tell me what to do coz i wont be listening..As a said i dont let people to make me look stupid you have step on my head many times i regreted believingg everything that you say ur promises should be burn.Why oh why is there someone like you in this world that i noe im so dissapointed in you when you say i influence aqilah & when you say that we are action whenever you see us together and you say that im happy to see you being alone during NETBALL hellooo im not that BAD to tell everybodyy what happen between us people were the ones who asked why should i lie isnt that TRUE?! My secrets everything u tell people so why must i keep ur secrets any longerr look this wont happen if you have learnd to keep my secrets PRIVATE dont blame me u had fun last year seeing me lonelyy and helpless right u guys love seeing me like that right but now no more now i see you alone isnt that called karma for you?We have stop talking bout you but u & ur jealousyy is really taking control u cant acept it and so ur mouth will keep on blabbering all the nonsence bout us to ur frens isnt that TRUE? I just hope you read this but impossible if it isnt for bi jia & aqilah i alreadyy talk to you facetoface to settle this but it seems we have to settle this slowlyy kau mmg seorang yg tk bersyukor even my mom says that..So next time if ur mom wants to call me call kayy im happy enough to answer the phonecall you wanna bitch bout me to the whole world also i dont care bcoz i noe wats my mistake and the person at the TOP is watching u wana bitch bout me i also can bitch bout u right?!Bcoz i believe in KARMA..I noe i lie many times but look can anybody tell me that they never lie before in their whole life its just a habit that we hooked on too veryy easy to lie easy to say vulgars but hard to say prayers why IDK?! I just hate to blog bout her but den again i must let go of everythingg
kayy i dont wanna talk much bout her and i have other things to do so byebye tc
EVERYONE:)
I regreted having RELATIONSHIPS but i dont regreted on FRIENDSHIPS
as i noe friendship lastlonger den relationships:D
And i noe i still have friends that trulyy care bout me & people who understands me
and that people are called FRIENDS theyy always say things not to hurt ur feelings but to tell you that they reallyy care bout you and so sometimes they have no choice but to use harsh words for u just to make you realise that they care..
And i trulyy believe in this such things:)But den sometimes people thinks wrongly of this words:I
That is why in FRIENDSHIP you fight alott but den in a few days time everything will be totally back to normal except for some childish acts like not friendn each other dont u think thats enough to say how immatured u are?!
But in relationships whenever you fight den its over between me & u dont u think relationships are just temporary in life
Only if the both of you trulyy love each other and if he still wants to be with you..
Boys how can you figure them out they can say i love you i miss you i need you and all their sweet tactics but the only thing we dont noe
does all his words really MEAN IT in this world many people are heart-broken by relationship and the victims are GIRLs especially teenages
In this kind of age we dont noe that much bout relationship but boys can just take u and go and so i dont believe having relationships in this kind of agee coz im still young for all this and i cannt bare to acept broken-hearts so myb in a few years time when im strong enough den myb im ready :)

ohhohh and btw i heard that MJ is not dead?! MYBMYB and do u remember they say that he owes someone depts abt 400million like that and so his death was planned by the police & paramedics idk??But if his alive he will make his fans hate him whywhywhy hope its not true bout him being alive bcoz fans might hate him so much:( But if his alive also goodd but the TOP poeple knows it the BEST:)


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Saturday, July 4, 2009


Hey,
Today is Sundayy and i decided not to blog yesterday because im lazyy and btw im gonna takeout the allah song aites ohh yeaa yesterdayy was fun i went swimming again heh but today im sick ayoyooo mom didnt allow me to go to school if im sick but i say i want to go to school bcoz my studies might flop again i dont noe,just hope my sickness go away soon;)I wanna buy a NEW PHONE idk wether dad is gonna buy me a new one or not (pray hardd):I Not much to blog about so tata--


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Friday, July 3, 2009


Heyy people,,
I decided to update another post about Michael Joseph Jackson,muslim name Mikaeel waliao i thought of NOT crying for michael jackson but i just cant control it anymore but den my heart was very calm when they say he will be buried in islamic tradition im so happyy MICHAEL I TOTALLY LOVE YOU,when u hear his song:Give thanks to ALLAH you will cryy i tell you onlyy if u are his NO,1 fan uhh i cried a few times but i promise when im big i wanna save alot of money to see his GRAVE..This makes me realise how great ALLAH is to make many americans turned into muslim,do youn noe tht akon is also muslim & many other american singer mikaeel's brother Jermaine jackson malay name known as Muhammad Abdul Aziz ya think so,,hear it for urself :HE IS OUR CREATOR HE IS OUR SUSTAINER & HE IS THE ONE WHO HAS THE POWER OVERALL GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH FOR THE MOONS AND STARS TAKE HOLD OF UR IMAN DONT GIVE IN TO SYAITAN...This words really make me realise that allah maha SEGALANYE thats why allah pulls his life coz allah loves michael jackson for the deeds he did:( I LOVE YOU MICHAEL JACKSON / MIKAEEL..
THANKYOU ALLAH I LOVE YOU VERYVERY MUCH I PROMISE to start my 5times Iman allah..:) THANKYOU ALLAH i take michael jackson as an GOOD EXAMPLE for us to change..:)
& yes i think i will change to be a better person now & FOREVER:)
THANKYOU ALLAH & MICHAEL JACKSON

i will try & put the song at my playlist sorry if the song is not so clear if u want to listen the clear version u go to youtube alright:)
RIP michael


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Heyhooo people,,
THAT GIRL IS CUTEE RIGHTT MY SISTER-Nur Qaisara Bte Rosle
Im done with my blogskins & the details im lazy to type long post so a short one will do..Ferstly woke up at 5.30am took a bath & got ready left home at arnd 6.25am while i was walking towards the bus-stop 3 boys that look like uppersecondary boys disturb me such an immature right nk gode pompan tk GENTLEMEN betul ayoyyooo they keep on saying sejukkn cuace eeishh dlm bus lagyy sejuk taww tk sejuk ke?" STEP CUTE naseb tadi pagyy my mood ok kalau NOT i think i have shouted at them..Then i look at them den walked awayy im lazyy to entertain this kind of immature stuffs..Took the bus & arrived school around 6.40+ went to the toilett to adjust my hair aftr that went to class take National Anthem,Pledge & Siglap pledge..:) Den it was Geography the lesson was quite ok next was Science Mdm Suriati gave us worksheet to do overall both lesson make me sleepyy ayaaaa den RECESS den Eng lagyy boringg den free period that Mr Goh came in & relieve our class aftr school went to popular & bought my books & went to WS & jalan-jalan for awhile den me & aqilah went home thanks for the joyful times with you bestie :) Den went home and here am i blogging ok tata-



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Thursday, July 2, 2009


Heyl000 peeps,
Today i came back to school so far school was average for me I TOTALLY HATE THE LITERATURE TEACHER talk NONSENCE she make me wanna sleep ayaaaaa..Patheticla that teacher hayaaa school was rather ok but still feel a bit lost coz still miss my 3 girlfrens:( Well today i laugh & joke alott with Aqilah,Dan & Zul..Im gonna change my blogskin soonn yeaaa:)IM MISSING NETBALL PRACTICES & ALSO MY NETBALLMATES excpt for herla of course TODAY OVERALL WAS A FINE DAY but that girl really make my day PIST OFF but its ok i wont waste anymre words for her ok im lazy to elaborate bout today uhh coz my mom already nagging nonstop so tata

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