Tuesday, October 27, 2009
No title because I dont feel like putting any
Hey,Truly sorry for not updating my blog im having some problems so i will seldom ON the computer.Contact me by sms/calling alright?! Yesterday went to Museum, not that exciting at all.Today went HIKING went up went down i got wobbly legs now but it was quite FUN:DProblems started appearing again how i wish i could turn back everything but what's past is past.I really need to be strong in facing everything now, i wanna be a heck-care person from now onwades im tired of pretender's & i really need a better living because im tired of caring.Things won't work well by showing attitudes because it will just get worst,im tired of everything.People seem to see me from a different expection.But they just dont realise how lucky they were.I dont want to stay in this situation i need to MOVE ON, in life everything has the up's & down's it's the matter of acepting or rejecting.Let me just face every problems myself but mostly thanks to Aqilah Lovato that have been with me thru my darkest to my brightest situation you wouldn't know how thankful i am getting a bestfriend like her.& thanks to the rest too.Im trying my best to change my behaviour of sensitivity.God's willing i will be a good girl soon.I seriously dont mind what other's wanna say about my attitude or whatever sorts of things i know myself better then others so judging sucks alright..The thing is im happy with my life & im happy with my surronding's i MAY be a liar or a betrayer but changing needs time & effort do you think you will give a second chance for people like this? Answer that yourself alright you obviously know the answer.But it's okey human beings have patience,answer's can wait..........
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Gomez love Lovato & Lovato love Gomez yeaaaa!
Title:☺ Most understanding!Had fun OTP with Lovato just now i counted the hours 1hr & 30minutes around there talk here talk there FUN sehhh talk slank hahahahahahahahaha I LOVE LOVATO but does she love me YES SHE DO hahahahahaaha we are just like D & S people are copying our names like wonderbang & bieber BE ORIGINAL dooooooohhh! hahahahaha tomorrow im going to school so goooooood girl haaaaah! kayBYE!Labels: otp yeah
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I dont want to go ITE miserable seh like that
TITLE:☺ RESULTSIm here blogging again about my results,exam results were UNSATISFIED SERIOUSLY DISSAPOINTING! Its dissapointing but i could have DONE better im guilty for that maths result of mine i did WORSE i never felt this guilty for math before im happy seeing dearest past their math or atleast make an improvement in their math from 10+ to 20+ but for me it still stays as the SAME WITHOUT ANY IMPROVEMENT! arghhhhhhh hate it man but i studied! Maybe math isnt the subject for me i gotta try harder & harder S* today math they studied GRAPH! missed out again TEACH ME TEACH ME pleaseeeee!Now i dont know, I feel like talking with Lovato,Shuhadah,Haslinah & Fazirah i feel like talking with them now dont know why seh RANDOM uhh! I miss our jokes our laughters & i miss going out together haha somehow i miss it..hahaha RANDOM again! Ahh okey back to results i hope i could go to 3N next year! 3N1pon 3N1 uhh i dont mind as long as we could proceed to sec 3, i didnt lose hope if i were to stay in 3N1 because mdm nasyita really gave me ENCOURAGEMENT she said doesnt mean you stay in N1 you have no hope to go Poly or you go STRAIGHT to ITE ahhh when i heard her say that i was kinda relieved:D! Hopefully Mdm Chan can get us the ART position even though we stay 3N1 next year hopefully!:D Guarantee sumer yang KurangP di campak masok 3N1! Ayoo makin kecoh ahh class hai! STRESS aku.....Now im scared weather i could go sec 3 or not luqman said conferm can naek but sure or not seh ish takot seh...think POSITIVE QAMARINA!bye!Labels: Mdm Chan get us the POSITION
TITLE:☺ UNDERSTANDINGHey,Today didnt attend school due to tiredness shouldnt explain to why im so tired because some may not understand that it doesnt make sense.So sat at home on the computer & dad suggested to go JB just to buy my sisters pampers & milk.I dont wanna tell abt what happen just now my ez-link card was out of cash ahhh NEHHMIND i dont want to tell my family problems here.Tomorrow dearest are going Bugis again but sadly i SERIOUSLY couldnt tag along due to money matters..Seriously money matters is soooo hard to cope in my family.Dearest said they didnt have the money but they still tag along but its different.Let me just tell you a little bit about my situation.My dad didnt have enough money to pay the bills & if you were to ask me have i sleep in total darkness without electricities or bath without water supplies before well my answer is YES! I have gone thru everything before im used to it getting water from outside supplies & fanning my own to bed dont you think you're fortunate? I seriously need some people's understandment...:( In my family there's too many challenges, but i have faced them long ago since i was a toodler ive experience this kind of stuff & im used to it.But dearest im sorry its at the wrong timing SERIOUSLY wrong date & day and timing i wished to tag but if i were to have atleast a penny with me i would go but i have nothing nothing..Im totally CASHLESS right now..Haish! Its hard expressing here im going to express it at my other blog BYE!Labels: hard hard hard
renewwww it i also wanna renew life
Title:☺ RENEWED MY SKIN!LIKE i said im bored & decided to do something,instead i RENEWED my skin hhaahaha icthy little hand hahahahaha! Im in total boredom haahh i want to buy new clothes & new pants/skirts money is going out of my pocket not coming in! Haiy000..I really feel like tagging along Adah,Lina & Aqilah but since mommy didnt allow me too bad den she promised to give me money this SATURDAY since she will be getting her PAY.Hopefully problems in my family will solve quickly! Ohh i hope so >o<'! :D gotta get ready for school tomorrow can't wait to see my LOVATO bye loveeee!Labels: sucha boredom
Title:☺ DIDNT HAD A SINGLE MOOD TODAY
Hey,
Just finished doing illyana's blogskin well i was pretty bored & needed something to do so i did something helpful.Today had plans but a sudden CANCEL because some couldnt & because mom didnt allow me to go out today! HATE IT MAN! Mom asked me to POST-PONE it to another day..WHEN EH?! Kinda fed-up with mom just now but after messaging with that gemok haha i felt better!:D Tomorrow need to go to school quite lazy to go but since wer getting back our results den i should go.. ayaaaa! Feel like going out but MY POCKETS are EMPTY! & i need food im hungry mom is sleeping without cooking anything just yett IM GONNA WAKE HER UP NOW bye!
Qamarina
Just got to know that this Bestfriend of mine FHIRDAUS hurt his leg ...Macau kesian sehh but,PADAN MUKER KAU TAKLE BUAT KEJER BODOH LAGY kener rasokla apelah HAHAHAHAHAHA kesian dher! GET WELL SOON alrightt! He will be absent for 1 week of school urgghhh ..... oi!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA sedih ehh! Im sorry for that stupid conversation that day maybe you felt hurt by my words but dont take it SERIOUSLY alright i dont really know what i was thinking that time i think MOODSWINGS & when JEALOUSY strikes ay0000 susah!Dont take it to the heart alright! Just remember I STILL LOVE you/guys!:D
GET WELL SOON PANTAT!
SELENA GOMEZ & DEMI LOVATO
Seriously i envy their friendship! Aqilah i want to be like that can INSYA'ALLAH!Me & aqilah has gone crazy untill we put our name as Aqilah Lovato & Qamarina Gomez hahahhahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha ive never met a friend that's just like AqilahNur Qamarina & Nur Aqilah
HAHAHHAHAHAHA can make it tak? hahahahhaa hopefully eh aqilah without anyone twisting anymore stories about us & without us being EGO at times we can be like them ERRRR i envy their friendship like SERIOUSLY! One day alrightt aqilah!;D I wish to have a long FRIENDSHIP with Aqilah, i've been thru thick & thin with her & she UNDERSTAND's most of my stories & try her best to fit in tough situations with me i really love her & i wouldnt want to lose her..Like how i used to lose my past bestfriends..She's just everything to me without a boyfriend also can livela having a great bestfriend like her is enough to fill this empty space in my head! Boyfriends MENYEMAK je!1st thing they say is they love you in the middle they make you fight with your BESTFRIEND & you sacrifice your bestfriend just for HIM den they dump you isnt that STUPID STUPID STUPID right?! I enjoy being with Aqilah having lotsa fun with her & laughing out loud with her.I feel comfortable whenaver im expressing something PERSONAL with her but one thing is we never cry infront of each other whenevr we are sharing tough situations hahahaha ONE DAY it will happen! hehe
I LOVE NUR AQILAH BTE KADIR!
Qamarin[A]Qilah!
Im confused plus SICK of this..I dont know where to express it but somehow HERE is where i should let it out i dont want to know more stop asking me that QUESTION! Seriously MEMBINGETKAN..I dont like sulking and so i wont do it as i said i want to change my PATHETIC attitude..But i wont change if people are stoping me to change for the BETTER.You just dont understand and i dont wish to tell you my family problems.I dont want to be called ATTRACTION paham?! It wont work that way by just understanding my family problems?!
URGHHHH! no use fighting over that useless question bet0l? Well i hope you STOP asking that question & asked yourself for the answer alrightt thanks!
Yesterday got back GEOGRAPHY,SCIENCE & ENGLISH. F*. i failed my SCIENCE by 4 marks & i failed english by 3 marks AWFULLLLLLLLL QAMARINA! but not to worry this isnt the FINAL marks havent plus the other papers so DONT PANIC! BUT STILL SERIOUSLY AWFULL
but well at leastt i improved my marks for Science last time i got 30+ now 46 /100 yeaaah!
IMPROVEMENT DONE! Geography 40/80 just pass. English 37/80 .S*. HAIYYOOOOO i want the REST of the paper CEPAT CAN?! hmmmmhps after school planned to go eat LONG JOHN SILVER with Qila,Adah & Lina,faz didnt atend school maybe due to that days shopping penatt haaah kesian! Took 3 In the bus sat with adah,made so much jokes with her that until now i can laugh,LOL! Arrived,Sadly Long John was FULLED so planned to go eat KFC or MC since KFC was not that crowded went in spot some empty seats and sat we changed seat 3 times haaah aqilahla ni hahahah(banyak mat2) I was uncomfortable with it,we ate burger while aqilah ate her AYAM's hahahaha cute ahh you! Aftr eating walk around the mall planned for an shopping outings together haaaah later when our pockets are FULL kay lina?! Went to one of the toilets and some NORTHLIGHT girls came in, as soon as they were on there way out one of them say
'nak stare depan2 jangan nak stare blakang eh terima kasih' we were like WT* we were in shocked so we acted as if nothing happen hahahahaha! Then after that kiter kecoh2..Btw we aint looking at your ugly FACE la girl next time talk front2 dont talk back2 den maybe we can reply that sarcastic comment of yours hahahaha thanks eh! BRAINLESS,pity their parents haiyaaaaa! if that was my SISTER siap KAU dikejekan kat rumah! hahahaha
After that incident i acted cool for the 1st time without acting im BIG hahahahhahaha
iMPROVEMENT ynoe not because im scared but i dont like entertaining girls that are BRAINLESS like her.cannot diffferencient(sorry if wrong spelling) what is staring and looking! hahahaha
KESIAN! Aftr that walk around & about den took 39 home! Went back mom nagging again each and everyday! Monday maybe planning an BOWLING outing with illyana & all,outing PLANned by me!:D since you guys think im drifting apart from you guys or whatsoever lets have our FUN back shall we????! Make sure you guys can make it.Whatever it is you guys are still my bestfriend alrightt..And i still love you guys like how i love my other GIRLFRIENDS alrightt!
Doesnt mean im seldom with you guys,you guys can think negatively of me.
*Shuhadah,Haslinah & Fazirah* are still my Bestfriend i dont mind if one day they will hurt me again with messages or whatsoever they are still part of me HURTING is a pain you have to experience in a FRIENDSHIP,you want to start a nice friendship you must get used to it right?
Dont worry to much what matters is I still love you guys & i dont neglect you guys...You guys can tend to hate them and they can tend to hate you guys but me i wont hate anyone:D
HARMONIES ehh hahahahahaha?! Every problem i face has an ENDING to it (:
Alhamdullilah that they no longer are mad with me because of that lying stuff.....
They were there when i needed them & you guys were there tooo..
I LOVE BOTH alrightt :D
Whatever it is i still share dirty jokes with you guys ehh(illyana all)..
I wanna be a good Bestfriend & i want to do it right..Me and Hirah is drifting already due to NOT meeting each other often & because we are buzy with each other's life hmmmm..
Hope you guys understand what im trying to TRANSLETE there thanks and
BYE
qamarinaLabels: LOVE
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Hey,
Im tempting to have this kind off HAIRSTYLES [looking up sobbing*] but sadly i can only ch0ose ONE...
My choice is this:
kind of Wirly hair but i have to some how see first! I have to keep my hair long first..hmmmmm Im thinking of it! Urghhhh i need suggestions on how to DEAL with this [kembang] hair if mine! Money can be another problem but im trying my best to save money,mommy still owe me my $30.She gave me $10 that time to go AIRPORT den another $4 for kedai purposes so left $16lah i dont mind that money i keep for my later purposes, for 2010 im just gonna cut bangs...Aqilah teman aku kayys! I think aqilah is also gonna cut her usual BANGS and jiwer with me! First time cutting bangs erhh abit NERVOUS that it wont turn out to be what i expected, dont the barber say CANNOT again!
hmmmm i think im gonna RENEW everything in life for NOW things really need to be CLEARED out from this messy mind of mine i really need to throw away my OLD habits and start a NEW one
Good habits and learn all my HOLY prayers well & can do my holy prayers with ease without worrying weather i have read the prayer correctly or not hahahahaha its quite funny though & totally dumb not been able to read my holy prayers properly I PINKY PROMISE i will slowly process my HABITS SOOON!;D this POST is sooo RANDOM so bare with it! hahahahahaha
Actually just now was suppose to follow Faz all go TOWN but mommy didnt allow because i needed to take care of my lil sis DARN*! I was thinking of window-shopping for some T's & Jeans but tooo bad mom didnt allow,mom you better buy me the shirt & pants that im CRAVING for ehh!
Mom told me to go on MONDAY i dont know?! anyone willing to accompany me window-shopping?! Okey tomorrow is SCHOOL and do i have to go? Im totally lazy to wake up early in the morning to go to school but since some says that tomorrow will be getting back our papers begging for an improvement in marks! INSYA'ALLAH math paper 1 I was totally HOPELESS i wont be surprise if i were to get a low mark for paper 1;D Paper 2 errrr hopefully there is a improvement erh hopefully okey i think i better go off now or my computer will burst out of tears
Well computers also needs rest alrightt:) tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
&& btw thanks IRMA for cheering me up just now:)
Labels: Which hairstyles to choose eh
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Hey,EXAMS ARE OVER YAHOOOOOOOOOOO!Its finally OVER & we are FREE finally after all the HARD WORK this are the RESULTS: *-bad **-average ***-greatCME: ***
English Paper1: **
Mother Tongue Paper1:**
English Paper 2: ***
Science:*
Geography:**
Mother Tongue Paper2: ***
English Lit: ***
Mathematics Paper 1:*
Listening Comprehension(MT):***
Mathematics Paper 2: **
ART:***
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Im restless im weak theres nothing more to say
Being in this kind of situation is the WORST thing ever
Having problems with FAMILY & FRIENDS sure S alot
Why am i given this heavy situations to face what have i done
wrong in life i dont wish to lose them i dont WISH for it to happen
Even though some people are giving some suggestions to ignore them
I still dont want to do so they make me happy & their laughters
Really make me smile, They show me what true friends are all about
& now i stupidly betrayed their trust..
AM I A USELESS SISTER
AM I A USELESS DAUGHTER
OR
AM I A USELESS FRIEND!
This questions are playing around in my head
You guys should know who im referring to by NOW
I dont feel like living with this kind of SITUATION
I feel like turning back the time & renewing my PAST
It wasnt my intention to do so i dont really know what to do
Now do you know how i feel? I feel useless just because of
following the wrong person & all you can say is IGNORE
The problem is you hate them but i DONT i love them
Thats a BIG DIFFERENCE you must see!
Do you know how happy i was having a GREAT FRIENDSHIP with them?
DO YOU? & NOW things have changed!
WHO IS TO BE BLAME
ME OF COURSE
WHILE you can happily run away & still can come back to me
Telling me to ignore,the one facing them is ME not YOU
I love THEM what do you care?
SORRY is a useless word to say
If their hearts wouldnt want that word
im sorry but i think i will be careful next time when it comes to the word CHOOSING!
I think you're not the right one for ME .......!
JUST SHUT-UP AND LET ME GO!
Labels: haaaah your making a nuisance of yourself
Especially for FAZIRAH,SHUHADAH & HASLINAH!Im sorry im not truthfulIm sorry i lied im sorryIm sorry im dishonestIm sorry, i didnt mean to make you guys angryIm sorry for this stupid mistake of mineIm SO SO SO SORRY!I believe you guys are my bestfriendReally are,i will wake-up from my BUBBLE DREAM & change my attitude PLEASE ANYTHING I WANT TO DO JUST FOR YOU GUYS TO FORGIVE ME I will learn from this mistakeI have make you guys MAD to muchI think my attitude _____!I better change NOW before i lose my bestfriends that I love mostt!!
To my most beloved,most helpful friend i've ever HAD
IKANSUPERFISHthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankthankTHANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP!~ikan thank you i will buy you a choclate kayy hunn tell me what chocolate you want! I will buy for you okey !aku malas nka tulis panjang-panjang lagypon i need to do my art tomorrow tell me what CHOCOLATE YOU WANT kayy!
(Picture spent at Haslinah's CRIB) remaining malas nak UPLOAD
But spent the most quality time there GOSSIP about people banyaklah hahahahha
Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! gerek gyler tapy baby clumfazzy to takder hahahaha
Lina masak maggi fuhhhhhhh SEDAP gyler seh lina!
Watch TV,they sembahyang i watch only bcos i cant do so due to ......,Took pics,KENTOTINGS
hahahahahha tk menyangke aqilah kau eh boleh tahan!!! Melepaskan depan aku poooott~
okey tomorrow last paper ART den we are FREE! i wanna do my art now tataaaaaaaaa~
Hey Wasssupppppppppp!,
Its beeeeeen a veryyyyyyyyyyy LONG time since ive updated this DEAD blog of mine haaah~
This few days have been fun ive not been going home with the 3 POWER RANGERS because of group-studying at illyana's house despite the noise i can still study it was fun though story-tellings and other things also became our study topic haaaaah~ I really dont understand certain people that have no brains or is low in IQ or maybe perhaps BLIND comparing me with (dark people) gosh thats enough to make me feel BAD whenever see a (dark person) say Qama suami kau Qama kawan kau Qama mataer kau STOP IT SIA loook I HAVE FEELINGS PLEASE UNDERSTAND THEM you RESPECT ME den i will RESPECT YOU this isnt the 1st time i noe im NOT that PRETai WHO CARES do my appearance ever bother you GUYS do IT??? It doesn't right,! Im happy with what ALLAH GAVE ME & I DONT BARGAIN WITH IT!! I NOE IM DARK SO WHAT,WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?! CHANGE MY SKIN COLOUR NO WAY! I WONT CHANGE FOR ANYBODY!!!!ITS NO LONGER A JOKE TO ME! people have beeen disturbing me & aqilah about our black dots.Its a SPECIAL GIFT from above your insulting us meaning ur insulting his/her creation THINK B4 DOING ANYTHING CAN?! I dont live for a popular life nor have beautiful faces just to flirt with more den one guy.Life has an END to every insult,every insult you make is a sin you make DONT YOU THINK THATS STUPID!? im giving sarcastic remarks WHO EVER TERASE tu kau punyer PASAL! Im letting go of E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! If your hurt OHHH im sorry do you care for my feelings when you said that?! I have beeen PATIENT ehh dont step over my head!Eh HAVE THE GUTS to say it facetoface!;D I really have alot to talk but i dont noe where to touch on but i dont have enough time so maybe i will update when im done with all the EXAMS 2 MORE PAPERS to go YOU CAN DO IT! mathematics paper 2 & ART! den im FREEEE from stress~
Labels: nothing better to do
