Heyhohohoho,
Today is TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATION overall rating 8/10 i loveeeee the NCC drill so much
&& also Hafeez dance thumbs up for you guys aftr all tht celebration made my legs go wobbly there is this one part aiman shouted 'HAPPY SHARMAH'S DAY' that was dheeraj's father's name..me & aqilah was laughing like one mad crazy lady hahahaha aftr celebration didnt went to WhiteSands because of crowdedness maybe next year kayy kawan-kawan went to IKEA to look for ummm but nothing was found there instead me & aqilah had one whole laughing session, here & there so funny that i dont wish to elaborate because of my lazyness
Aftr going to IKEA plannd to take shutter bus to TampInter while waiting for the bus to come,there was one this crazy fellow keep on looking at us i was like 'APA SEH DEKNI TGK-TGK' so i took out my disguise 1st & started to threatened him by shouting loudly 'AKU NAK TELEFON POLIS AKU NAK TELEFON POLIS' he was in BedokInter bus & i was like shouting 'APE TENGOK-TENGOK APE TENGOK-TENGOK' hahahahahaha aqilah laugh at me so badly that we began to feel scared for perverts hahaha i told her 'dier datang sini teros aku pakai tecktick bapak aku KICK THE BALLS' hahahahaaaa~ ayaaaaa so funny la walked arnd Tamp1 & found the right thing for HER cant wait for this Wednesday rightt bestiee
Aftr going to Tamp1 went to view aqilah's NEW HOME ayaaaaa aqilah scaryy gilerr sehh many minah uhh later you also jadi minah hahahahaha jokingjoking went home & took a bath went to central's block bazaar bout yummy burgers for BREAK-FAST but check-check batal puase because of YOU balek teros nmpk ShiHao nmpk dier tros jeling sehh lina im ignoring thanks for the BITCH & BOOTCH WORD FRIEND that hurtts alot im NOT a brainwasher & im NOT trying to BRAINWASH irma so get that STRAIGHT im NOT a bitch nor a BOOTCH(punyerla jauh beze) Irma no need to apologise on behalf of him kayy darl you are INNOCENT babe(((: Let him realise his OWN mistakes alright?!
Its okay im patient NOW & im goonna go with lina's advice IGNORE want to tell people im a BITCH go on i support you (chingching) how about making a PUBLIC announcement my plessure(((: I didnt started the fight eh so yeaaah IGNORE..So basically i breakmyfast already bcs of the fight nvmnvm IGNORE Aqilah,Irma,lina thankthankthankyou for the advices darling-darling-darling aku ni sumer(*hugs) aku akan ignore i think by ignoring make me more calmer((:THANKYOUTHANKYOU Ya Allah okay im sarcastic HERE~
tataaaaaaaaaa ohh and nanti SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASE
I will pray for your happiness BOY((:
Im bored seriously time checked 10:56PM almost 11.00PM goshhh && im still NOT asleep yett eyebags piling up okay this is my 2nd post of the day yeaaah boleh tahan eyh im bored & luqman is entertaining me with all my nonsence sorry luqman scoldier ka pe?! hahaha i just finish doing a card for my BBY CHOY & im done with Mdm Nasyita's one tooo im soooo lazy to do for Mdm Suryati & Ms Fu lazy to the max my eyes are closing shutting so gotta make a quick post just now pland to go courts but last minute it was CANCELLED due to mommys lazyness nyett~ tomorrow is TEACHER'S DAYim not going back to White Sands Primary due to my lazyness, guys maybe next years TEACHER'S DAY alright?!((; okay since i said this will be a short post so tataaaaa~GOODNIGHT peeeeps(:Labels: you broke everything now the pieces are shattered around the place)):
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Deeep inside broken againn after chatting with Irmaa abt him.
To irma: be patient kay i noe ur strong & is able to overcome on this things just remember what happend to me & think if im able to overcome sure thing you also can alrightt even though it toook 5 months to forget bout itt just remember that one day the same thing will happen to him
kayy i noe one day a better one will replace him((:.Moving on it has been raining lately && the weather is SYIOKKKKKKK i likeeeee ^^..Im confused idk what to buy for you my bestfren i wanna do something memorable but i dont noe any IDEA'S ANYONE?! Im going out aftr buke go Courts to accompany mama to pay courts bill myb going IKEA to grab some idea's maybe..
Im leftt with 11bucks O_o so how???NVM i need to think 1st soo tataa~sweeets((:
Friendship's are better then Relationship's
Hey heehoes,
I just love this picture so seductive nyett~ Yesterday was a blastt i had fun break-fasting with
aqilah,illyana,fhirdaus,zulkanain,irfaan,syafiq &danial let me explain,
Firstly planned to meet at TampInter at 3+ coz planned to watched a movie but end up meet at TampInter by 5 yadayada~ Time flys so fast tht i didnt realise tht it was 4.15 already quickly ran to the toilet to take my bath..Quite dissapointed in mom because she didnt wash my dress so i had to find the perfect clothes to wear & tht took bout half an hour by the time i put on my clothes it was already 4.50+ & fhirdaus already msging me & zul calling me..I called aqilah to check on her she was still at home waiting for my call/msg..I quickly got ready & went out to board 39,aqilah & illyana joined me in the bus..We arrived there around 5.40+ they were like one statue waiting for us.."GUYS IM REALLY REALLY SORRY" after tht they were whining, girls wear make-up & etc. =_=" da bagos kiter ckp sorry i didnt noe tht irfaan was tagging along alamak tu matrep said sorry & off to FoodCulture we were surprise enough to see tht there were no one at the food court PLAIN sitted at a corner spot & the girls went to the toilet to snap some pictures & adjust on our hair & face duhhh~girls?! Went back played with each other's phone & disturb one another arnd 6.45 we went to buy our foood well the foood was so lambatt that i almost give up & i didnt finish up my food same as aqilah & yana bcs they keep taking candid picture of us eating & kept kicking our leg tooo irritating enough aftr eating all otak jam dont noe what to do 1stly thought of watching a night movie but since some didnt have the $$$ so plan CANCELLED. Last-last went to Tamp1 roof-top & had lotsa fun laughing & taking pictures arnd 9+ we went home zul & fhirdaus toook other bus while me,aqilah,yana,irfaan,dan & syafiq toook 3 at the InterChange irfaan & dan were so irritating todayy keep on disturbing me..Syafiq stopped at the same bus-stop as mine & we walk home together reached WSP trafficlight & walkd separate ways arrived home arnd 9.40pm lucky mommy was still at home butden she was late for work so she was rushing i helped her prepair the things needed & she's off to work I quickly took a bath & grab hold of my pillow & zzzzzzzzzz thts the END of yesterdays outing den arnd 4.30 woke up for sahur prepaired the meals & woke my daddy & brother up for sahur den im off blogging .(pictures taken are with AQILAH & ILLYANA) ::Guys seriously thanks for the fun i really enjoyed itt & also thanks for tagging along & making this a fun outing.love you guys((:
tataaaaaa~
Labels: Im happy that im forgetting him
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Moving on with my wonderful life
Sappppppp im sorry my hands are to ichy & i just cant seem to keep still i just cant see my blog dead again so i decided to blog..
Tuesday:
Nothing much to elaboratee NETBALL training was soo tough even in the fasting month ayaaa
Wednesday:
Didnt attend schoool due to Mondays sickness tht no one understands & think tht im giving stupid reasons for NOT attending schoool..So i spend the whole day resting at home.
Today:
School starts at 8.20am, took 39 with aqilah and saw haslinah,fazirah & shuhadah & a few siglap peeps in the bus..Me & aqilah keep on laughing in the bus abt the rugby girl aqilah (you noe i noe)Aftr stopping at West lina went her own way with shawal i thought we were going to schoool together =_='...Schoool was a boredom teachers not attending schoool what nonsence!!
Despite the class being havock again i tried my best to concentrate in each & every lesson..
During Literature Zul & Yongseng fight as in punching,kicking waliaooo scaryyy it was actually danial's fault but yongseng anyhow throw water at zul..At last yongseng threw the water at zul's face & zul started punching & kicking him aftr tht fight yongseng teros senyappp hahaha padan muker yongseng nk step maner nyer gangster nak carik gadoh dgn budak silat dumb enough?!
Aftr tht got NETBALL training it was raining & the weather was cold woooooo i like..actually planned to escaped butden atlast all goo it was drizzling so NOT surprise if anyone slip & do a split,few people did it already tht training was sooo hilarious hahaha playing C is a tough position i just recover from my cramps & now its starting to appear again nobody wants to take the risk of being C fineeee...-_-...I sacrifice uhh bare the pain even though it really hurts!! && somemore fasting & also just recover from cramps..aftr training went home with dearestt..Tomorrow aftr school myb going to break-fast with Dan all?!
tataaaaaaaaaaaa~
Labels: :)) you deserve nobody
NOTE again:My blog is on HIATUS for the moment I will
NOT be updating my blog for this PAST few days due to CCA & Studies,exams around the corner & im quite scared on MATHEMATICS in class i need to be more attentive & dont get distracted by Adah &Aqilah tht keeep on bullying each other ayaiyai..& also despite the class being havock i really need to concentrate & try my best! This morning really was a dissapointment i promised myself NOT to absent myself but this stomach is like urgggggghhhhhh macam nk cocok-cocok so DISSAPOINTED & i keep going to the toilet like WTF*(eh im NOT fasting remember) den now zul chatting with me saying bout RETAINS & all
I know i absent myself like TOOOOOOOO MUCH this 2 months if ONLY you guys could understand if ONLY you could nobodys left to takecare of Qai,daddys having financial problem!
& can you understand..Whenever you misses ur daddy to come home from work waiting for him & all he did when he arrived home was went to the TOILET,EAT,BATH & straight to his lappy to do his WORK no attention at all do you feeel tht way b4?! & i have to understand him bcos he's doing this to support our family once his gone nobodys gonna support this family except for tht 1st brother of mine followed by 2nd brother & den me..You guys may loook at me & think tht i have NO PROBLEMS hey everybody's life ain't perfect?! Im trying my best to save a penny aftr school at least a $dollar(!)Im trying my best to lessen the time of hangouts with friend like i say this isnt the time to enjoy YETTT..After END-OF-YEAR exams are over i can go out anyday anytime so NO WORRIES idw to ruin my FREEDOM now let the freedom stays to 100% so tht END-OF-YEAR i can use tht 100%! (if you understand) these days economy isnt GOOD & whenever we go out take the bus or train our ez-link card money will get lessen what do you need to TOP-UP,MONEY right?! Is money easy to find YES/
NO, THINK AGAIN?! Yes because ur parents are the one giving you if NO den ur matured thinking person..I dont want to chit-chat grandmother story so im gonna STOP here toodles.(:
Labels: problematic
I believe in this quote & i've moved on & i won't turn back again but next time dont blame me for not trusting you..I learned from my mistakes & i wont repeat it again..How can i pretend not to know him(?) My mom was suspicious of me because of HIM & i wasted my time on him & people expect me to PRETEND(?!) Im not gonna pretend anymore im not here to put a DRAMA the best way is to MOVE ON(!) NO one understands me my situations my feelings.Its easy to say 'JUST MOVE ON' because you urself were NOT experiencing the PAIN the FOOLISHNESS rit(?)&& allow me to repeat AVOIDING ME WONT MAKE ME MOVE ONMay Allah make you feel how im feeling by den you will react the same as i do(!)Skipping that TOPIC:Today did not attend school 1stly because mom woke me up late arnd 6.05am 2ndly because i was sneezing all the way after taking my bath & i discovered i am starting to catch a cold 3rdly because i couldnt STOP going to the toilett bahhhhhhh~ I hate skipping schoool again & again,I HATE IT I HATE IT im not fasting again due to.... But tomorrow i will start fasting.I lost confidence on studies because i absent myself alot of times & it might affect my studies..As you can see i changed my skin almost the same as my 2nd previous one well i will stick to these skin 1st ignore my song playlist i dont noe why mixpod is giving me a hard time to put songs in till hereeeeeee!Labels: avoiding me is the mostt......urghhhhhhhhhhh
NOTE:This is my current skin for now I edited myself nice(?!) errrr i will change it as sooon as there's a skin that attracts me till den stick arnd with this skin 1st thankyou tata:D
Saturday, August 22, 2009
NurQamarinaBteRosle is BACK no more FAKE stuffs peleaseee
HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIM PEOPLE,
I couldnt fast for this past 2 days due to (girlsmatter) im soooo frustrated i was so excited in fasting den suddenly this problem came ayaiyai ! Im sooooo bored..Im happy enough that my babygirl Hirahbabydoll is changing thumbs up for her yeaaaah!!!Currently chatting with Luqman he understand me & gave me positive remarks bout moving ON..
THIS IS HOW THE CONVERSTION GOES:
Qamarinaaa(: says: i want to ask you a question(?) try putting urself in my shoes a girl likes you & you like the girl tooo & she was giving you high hopes & you trusted her & you think tht she's right..So you waited for her like one..... den later you found out tht she has another guy..And you are unable to move on bcs of the PAIN the girl made you & Now ur bestfren told you to imagine tht you dont know tht girl & just move ON what do you feel(?)
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: i feel really really.. lyk a fool waiting for her jyeah
Qamarinaaa(: says: :(
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: just relax lah everything is gonna be fine orite? dun worry
Qamarinaaa(: says: how can you tell(?) If only i never met him at the first place i wouldnt be this way putting on a FAKE smile a FAKE laugh a FAKE everything(!)
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: lets not make it fake shall we?
Qamarinaaa(: says: how to(?) its impossible
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: nth is impossible my dear fren just be patient and be calm then everything is gonna be fine trust me
Qamarinaaa(: says: im still holding a grudge i feel like giving up i cant hold it any longer i feel like bursting out of tears
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: its not wrong to cry but remember..crying wont solve anything
Qamarinaaa(: says: how am i going to solve the problem(?) If he keeps running from facing the reality(?)
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: let hym be...ur feelings can just let go anytime but only if u are ready ready to start a new
Qamarinaaa(: says: idk D:
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: u will knw when u are ready
Qamarinaaa(: says: but tht will take time(?!)
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: that's why in islam,u must be patient i knw u tngh ehem so u will have mood swings but u can control rite?
Qamarinaaa(: says: if im strong yes i can
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: everyone is strong,even handicap ppl are strong..there's is this only one thing believe in urself
Qamarinaaa(: says: i will try my bestt i know i can do itt
budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: thats the spirit beliving urself is gd
---------------END OF CONVERSATION(da cukop jgn melebih)----------------------------
He is the ONLY one that gave me positive advices..He understands my SITUATION & gave me strong advices that made me MOVE ON totally! && im sucha foool waiting & wasting my precious time on shawal he has been ignoring me in MSN but heyy by doing that wont solve the problem alright?! That made me HATE you more not make me MOVE ON!!! This incident will stay in my mind forever & i will learn my mistake by NOT believing in high-hope people..To those who have been advicing me tooo thankyou;)Next time i have to be more brave & more confident in doing my OWN decision & not letting others conquer my life..Thats a promise! Done with that NOW..Im thinking of changing my blogskin this skin is soooo lame & i wanna change my songs but that http://www.mixpod.com/ is having problems so slowwww nvm i try to make it fast tata everyone!!
Labels: I regretted everything
Hey peepos,
Currently chatting with Haslinah & Shawal..Haslinah thanks for the advice..I will move on alright darling im just scared that he hurt other girls feeling besides me he won't understand how it feels like but i noe one day he will feel it weather he like it or not den i will laugh at him nyahahahaha..
No more turning back this time..Shawal mengungkit sey..He said im BONGGOK & i said he is SELENGE den he say klau aku selenge asal kau suke aku dulu?! den i say sbb kau baek and i say thats the PAST talk about the FUTUREla shawal den he say conferm pe? nak aku bocorkn rahsia kau? I was like =_=' rahsia aper seyh SHAWAL nvm monday aku tanyer kau jgn terkejot aku bersuare ehh?!...Tomorrow maybe going JB NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i dont want to go JANTAN kat situ sumer gatal-gatal muker mintak nk kener SMACK!! Lagy2 this is Fasting Month
WHATEVER AHH AKU TKNK PERGI PAPA MEREPEK SEY!!Why cnnt go with MAMA tagging along
I dont think i can FAST & i think im having my periods NOW!! MCM nyettt semangat2 nak puase beh kener period!! DA AHH SHUT-UP DONT LAUGH
byebye
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Currently in the Computer Lab,doing CME stuffy but instead i blog..Akip irritating giler babi Hakim jugak!!Let me tell you about yesterdays Netball training Coach tortured me & kept calling me 'MAKCIK' whateverla coach one day people will call you 'MAKCIK' also!!Aqilah catch the ball with her 'GABRA' face hahahaha me & the rest laugh at her..Coach tortured her too with so many push-ups...& also yesterday was raining so she tortured us again wahhh!!Coach so tough!!After that went home with dearestt wahhhhhh & today my leg is aching okay DONE here goodbye!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Had FUN with my Aqilah again
Today,
School was manageable i went to school with a moody face IDK moodswings myb?!
1st lesson was MotherTongue got back our MT paper 2 i got 45/60 2nd highest but to me its not good enough (eh tak bangga eh) ikan got 47/60 the highest among all well at least my marks something ..Because i didnt attend 2 test and i had NO MARKS for that ohhhhhh bummerrrr!!!
Aftr mother tongue was English alaaaa that Miss Fu again boringggg den release people latee sedih cumer dpt makan 2 crispy chicken ehh adah!Aftr recess was Math WOW lucky she didnt shout2 i really need to buy a file.I dont have a file for Math seyy everyone got their file for FREE but i have to buy using my $$$ & i had to fotostep the buddy thingy i didnt had partner & so hakim was standing next to me i was hoping for Hayati to be my partner but den teacher pick me & Hakim den Hayati start her merepek Nadiah start her merepek..Guys come on LET THE PAST BE THE PAST he's my classmate so what's the big deal?! I was soooooo blank..I asked hakim how to do?! & it happen to be me,teacher called me to do the work alaaaaa tkle tunggu ahh ni Mdm Nasyita i just copy what Hakim wrote..hahaha den he asked me,boleh tk?! Den i sayy OKOK.Den he went closer to teach and HAYATI start her merepek again den the whole class started saying ehemehemehem den Mdm Nasyita said Anyone need strepsils i was like whats wrong sey tk salah pe Hakim nak ajar abeh sumer pikir bukan-bukan tk suker uhh.I went to the blackboard and wrote the methods..I was correct but i forgot to do the circlecircle thingy i came back to my sit and Hakim said, ah tula aku suroh circle?!.yadayadala Hakim.Actually fun duduk sebelah dier but, i cant sit beside him once he start singing jiwang songs..Aftr Math was ART sumer buat hal sendiri not in the mood to do Mdm Chan's work..Played VMD with normal peeeps but IZHAR,HADI & HALMIE played thats where i got PIST OFF izhar started saying, ehk kau tahu maen ke saper ajar kau?Den hadi,halmie & izhar said, bla uhh bla...A aku patient je eh ngan kau izhar, eh dengar2 korang je pe yang tahu game tu korang yg cipte game tu?!Tkkn so jgn STEP BESAR..Korang uhh yg BLA jgn nk menyebok,maen TK FAIR i played awhile den i back off to do Math HW aku tk maen ahh kalau ader dorang 3 ckp org MENYEBOK korang uhh MENYEBOK padehal kiter nak maen dgn org smlm yg krg SEBOK tu asal?! geram seyy!! Den Fazirah also back off from the game because they wasn't playing fair den Faz & Hadi had a short quarrel bout the game..Aftr the 3 went off,we played using yesterday's peeps FUHHHH GEREK!! Aftr that Mdm Suryati came IN sumpahh SC is getting boring & boring when it comes to Electric & whatsoever..I felt like putting my head down & sleep like a pig but i tried to be awake..And listen to whatever things i could listen aftr SC, class dismissed had to do Math RE-TEST..Faz & Adah didnt waited for us eventhough it was JUST a few minutes Haslinah with her own stuff so left me & aqilah our OLD usual things went to West top-up my ezlink at 7-eleven & bought bubbletea..In the bus was a BLASTTT me & aqilah talked about Shawal & bout BF stuffs den talked about Norish hahahaha every of the CHAPTERS was so funny we were the ones laughing like two CRAZY-WOMEN hahaha (sampai tebawak-bawak balek)sooooo funnyy the joke that made me laugh..Made me smile all the way home like one crazy fellow i laugh to my myself when nobody's watching hahahaha i never laugh that much with aqilah b4 even writing this made me LAUGH hehehe..Everyone doing their own stuffs right aqilah?! Satu kali how bout we do what they did to us den they noe how it feels like but me & you wont do it right kiterkn PATIENT peoplekn?! HAHAHAHAHA..okay thats all for today byebye takeqaire readers:))
Labels: I wont stop till i get my revenge boy
^_^,
IM SO SICK OF LOVE things dont get me tangle again in this shit!
On Monday-school was okay but there is this incident during RECESS time nadiah excidentally lift up my skirt with her bottle i was like NADIAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! The most embarassing thing is that im NOT wearing shorts & im wearing PINK underwear(bocor rahsia) I hope nobody saw it FREESHOW OI humilating ynoe..Den during Mathematics Mdm Nasyita SHOUTED again !"£$%^&*!"£$%^&* waliao serammmm!!! After school had Inter-class Captain's Ball(GIRLS),we submitted our forms late we beg Mrs Khiu until she let us play YES AHHH I LOVE YOU MRS KHIU we got 4th position it was a tough match against express students 1st till 3rd was all express class AT LEAST we got 4th,1st NA class.den this express girl pass the ball roughly like WT**** tk happy boleh cakap pe?! da gitu tkper nk STARE org UP DOWN ayoyo ALIYAH, naseb aku sabar..Aqilah yang tk bersalahpn nak STARE yadayada EXPRESSlakn CARROT betol:P..Well for the rest of the class that didnt WIN, at least you guys tried your best:))To anyone:If i hurt you in the game because of my roughness IM TERRIBLY SORRY;D
Today-ummmm letme see anything interesting?!Oh Eva & Diveena returned to school but they still look terribly sick && i dont dare getting near them.Imagine myself absent again for another 1week=_=' yuckish much to imagine.. PE played BADMINTON goshhhh!! Im getting sick & tired of BADMINTONla Mr Millath can we play something else.Next was Math..Lucky Mdm Nasyita never shoutshout again we had Focus Test i manage to finish half, **** , Im starting to improve on MATHEMATICS yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah happyhappy! Aftr Math was RECESS lucky i wear SHORTS uhh nadiah hahahahahaha aftr recess was F&N seriously i pity Mr Ong everyone wasnt listening as everyone was doing there own stuffs,Halmie's cards were confiscated sedih while me,Faz,Nad & Vigi played VICTIM,MURDERER & DETECTIVE it wasnt tht FUN as it has only little people.So concentrated half & the rest dontknow what happen.Aftr Geography was MotherTongue, had TEST again NVM did what i had to do & off to Com Lab 3 for some shit survey bout school..Den TEACHERS CONTACT TIME..Did another written survey aftr tht school was OVER..Since today we had Netball so we changed into PE in the class first was Fazirah den Aqilah den Me hahahahaha..Den had CCM lazy to study me,faz,adah,nad,aqilah,zul,rais,fhirdaus,syafiq,firdausbakri & ann i think played VMD fuuhhh gerekkkk but when we had our ORAL TEST sumerrr GAGAP lucky tht teacher gave us one week more to studyy..Class ended at 4.30 but we played till 5.00 bnyk punyer LAST,LASTLASTLAST!! Gerek uhhhh..Came for Netball & had to run 10 rounds of the court(normal routine)..Had few Matches den it was planning for our END-OF-YEAR Camp..Mr Anwar DONT INTERFERE PLEASEEE.Half way planning Fazirah went home as her mom was there to pick her up BYEBYE gilerrr besok maen VMD lagyy.So went home with Aqilah,Adah & Haslinah, Haslinah rindu pulang sama luuu..We didnt went to West so we went to tht plain bus-stop we decided not to take the stairs but take the slope the slope was like so long & full of corners NONSENCE right US?! Aqilah still can say,'Kalau ni swimming pool aku golek-golek uhh'.Took 39 reaching to my bus-stop adah kept pulling my hair,adah ur SOOO gonna get itt*_*!!But there's one time adah pulled aqilah's pe shirt & the "BOYS" saw aqilah's little black secret hahahahaha kekek uhh..Waliao this week pack with activties seyy ayoooo so TIRING....
Currently chatting with Hirahbby,babe dont ever give up in changing remember i will always be beside you guiding you thru thick & thin alright?! I believe in you & i believe you can change please change for ME if you love me as ur blood-sis alright?!)): I LOVE YOU SIS & I will always do(: Den chatted with Shawal bout ITE/POLY/UNI..Nothing much so toodles
Hey daily readers,
Tht was me arnd the age of 6-8 years old..I find tht picture CUTEEEEEE,you see when i was younger i used to pose alott hahaha.Currently chatting with Syafiq-siketsiket sudah & Luqman.
Syafiq has been so FUNNY lately..He say he have group members den he asked me to read his PM and you noe what he write: Aku budak CENGKAMTUMBAR(he asked me to put it bigbig).Siape nk cari pasal datang kat block 109.datang lepas maghrib aku nk solat dulu..HAHAHAHA kekekkn?! SyafiqSyafiq..We laugh we dissapoint each other hahaha funny ahh ni buddy satu aku ni..!! I realise Luqman is better den the both of his friends at least his friendly right?!Just now chatted with Haslinah in Chinese language...Reading bck my prev post & prev months made me laugh at myself for my english yadayada i finish revising Mathematics Exercises( jump here jump there*)...I REALLY NEED TO BUCK UP ON MY STUDIES NOW!!
Tomorrow Inter-Class Captain's Ball gotta get ready,Ok not much to post bout so dada
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Bout Thursday,Friday & Saturday
Hello waky doodles,
Currently chatting with Haslinah & Syafiq-siketsiket sudah hahaha name given by vigi..I decided to RENEW my skin my song & my profile details as you see i get bored with the old one..So this is it my NEW skin for August! To Syafiq:Buddy dont be sad alright matee any problems tell me aites well she's not the ONLY girl in the world thts cutee alright?! SMileeeeeeeeeeee please no more SADNESS maybe it wasn't ur luck next time aites..;D && btw thanks for ur concern & thanks for cheering me up yesterday..One day ur 'CINDERELLA' will come alright?! Ummm ohh yeaaah on
Thursday:NETBALL had to run from School to Pasir Ris Park den from Pasir Ris Park to School returnd school & my whole leg was aching but it was FUN i dont feel tired..Den went home with dearest..
Friday:Didnt attend school bcz NOBODY tookcare of my adeq & so i have no choice but to skip school aftr tht waited for mom to come home & went to Bedok & took her advance pay
bahhhhhh dapat siket $150..Den proceed to Geylang to have our Breakfast walkwalkwalk & walked to JooChiat walkwalkwalk den took Cab home.
Today:Nothing to do rot at home & revise Math Sums Qaisara cut her fringe..I will take a photo of her & post tomorrow or myb if i have the time to alright byebye
Ps:I realise tht he is a play-boy..Suckish much i have MOVE ON YAHOOOOOO
Labels: DONE
Im letting out everything im feeling
PIST OFF. SENSE OF REGRET.IM DISSAPOINTED this is gonna be a long post,Im letting out everything im feeling so bare with it if it hurts you, im SORRY if im not perfect in the 4 of you guys eyes,Look i tried my very best to be friends with him eventhough everything was heartbreaking,I was holding the pain of in my heart while chatting with him eventhough i didnt want to talk to him i knew i needed to STOP holding a feeling that he's my E-N-E-M-Y and start being friends I TRIED but look he's the one avoiding reality so...HASLINAHHHHH i need you NOW!!bahhh i really need tissues (SAKET HATI) urghhhh adah was right..Im trying my best not to judge him but he's making me judge him you noe..I chatted with him at Facebook i was just asking bout School & Studies den when i was asking him: What is ur weakest subject? He didnt reply!!Like how i used to msg him, he dont reply & a few minutes later he off9 (SAKET HATI) banget...BTW Syafiq thanks for the careness buddy;DAqilah on9 but IDK what happen she didnt reply me so was abit SAD i need company well I agree im a pampered child adah was right I trouble people means Aku ni menyusahkn orang..Look adah i recall i NEVER told you anything bout my past mistakes alright?! I know there must be someone who told you bout it if not why in a sudden ask tht question right?! Now you know im BAD and Aqilah is GOOD right she dont have any of my bad habits & she dont always skip school w/o a valid reason so she is better... & thats why i say no one understands me..But HEY adah tht was 2008 and this is 2009 ive changed for the better but you made me recall back those idiot times..Im trying my best to CHANGE and i really believe tht being friends with you guys can make me change because I BELIEVE IN YOU GUYS now you understand why im not like Aqilah tht is soft type of person..I admit during my primary school experiences i dont have a TRUE friend & i have difficulties believing my friends & my friends aint that GOOD like you guys i have BAD influence back in those times and if you were in my shoes you will understand for the time being you WON'T not only in school,at home is full of vulgar's whenever we fight bad example from my daddy PLEASE try putting urself in my SITUATION bck in those primary school times i go thru thin & thick MYSELF no guidance at all.& thats why whenver you/guys planned for an outing for the 5 of us, im not there..Some of you might think negatively bout me IDK whats gonna be for my future years.im NOT perfect..I have a naughty babysister to look after and im trying my best to be a good sister & i dont want her to follow or go thru any of my painless & pointless times..Between my siblings im the ONE who takes care of my sister properly,sacrificing my school for her & sacrificing my dearest friends thoughts on me,turning outing with you guys down just for my sister..You see im sacrificing everything for her..Thats just because she's the ONLY person that makes me laugh when im crying & she's the only one that listens attentively to my problems eventhough she doesnt understand a single word im saying..And so she deserves my respect..I really treat you guys as my precious ones but sometimes you MUST understand my situations..Now my secret have been known by Shuhadah next Haslinah or maybe Haslinah knew already next Fazirah & they will think BAD things bout me..D: Some things I just cant trust you A SECRET IS A SECRET and shouldnt be REVEAL..I think i must start to STOP revealing my secrets to certain people..My dad smoke My brother smoke My mom smoke My friends smoke too what do you expect i get influence by ???Im not a bad person you see but some of you choose to think that way..Dont my face looks innocent?! Im trying to CHANGE please give me S-P-A-C-E to do so and dont ask me bout tht SMOKE thing ANYMORE im on the right path now and i still need support from you guys can you guys be tht support im hoping for?! I really need tht support..I cannt be lonely when im DEPRESSED because my brain wont let me think positively instead it will let me think NEGATIVELY and negative activites will occur..And thts where my (idiot action) takes place..ONLY Nadiah,Illyana,Aqilah,DanialAdam,Adila,Hirah,Att & Nisha knew bout my secrett..And now my primary school friends is starting to change to be BAD & im the the one changing to be a better ME..I regretted with my act & i really wanna change but its hard if no one give me encouragement..Aqilah used to be my listening ear but i can't be depending on her always rit?!Aqilah i noe you understand me but certain things i noe you will not understand me because you are not facing it true?! & I know certain things in ur problem i couldnt understand too but one day i will understand it..Sometimes im jealous in you..You dont have that BAD habitts tht i have..I REGRETTED EVERYTHING that ive done wrong I SERIOUSLY DO..People have been treating me cruely for the past few years & people have been stepping over my head but when nows the time for me to seek revenge people will always think badly bout me..I NEED TISSUESTry reading my post with I wished you loved me by Tynisha keli den you will feel the touchedness i think ive been telling too much secret too people & starting from now i shall not reveal anymore Guys(my 5 dearest) i really appreciate ur encouragement ur careness ur greatness & ur everything but please if im being OVER to the TOP please tell me or if im hurting you guys or whatsoever just tell me my mistakes & i will try and improve alright im done here! Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Urgghhhh i decided to MOVE ON
Ummm readers,due to some problems at home i wont be updating regularly okay lets beginMonday:PAPA's birthday, i made a card for him and wrote birthday wishes & askd mom and brother to write IN it too..I tried to make it a memorable birthday for him but things didnt turned out well he was in a BAD MOOD & had an argument with mum and said......I dont want to elaborate,it will make me cry D: So the whole day was a misery to me i feel like crying but i gotta hold it im facing financial problem..& im trying my best to save my $$$ starting from today..Im facing problems & nobody understands me im trying my best to put on a happy face infrnt of them so tht they wont get suspicious IM TRYING MY BESTTuesday:NO NETBALL yeaaah woohooo but boohooo bcs im getting FAT..pfft it doesnt look like im fat in uniform but let me tell you im fat actual factt not tht FAT my weight is arnd 50kg & 50 is alot to me..So relieve bcs i got the chance to meet my dearestt & 2N1 classmates my favourite subject is F&N we bake spongecake fazirah & shasha wasnt here so i partner with nadiah.Pictures with adila...Adila & norish was so bisingg like maknenek ahhh those twoo cuci pinganpn nk bising2 buat kejepn nk memekak gdh sane gdh sini me & nadiah was like =_='...NVM sabar je kiter..The spongecake was DELICIOUS i cut half & gave Mr Ong taste and ate a little for myself and the rest i kept for mama & qai but den as i return to class people came to me & askd...'Ape kau masak Ape kau masak den tanganpN berjalan check2 cake da tinggal siket..NVMNVM aftr tht was CCM boringgg the teacher was ok the rest was like lerrr sumer buat keje sendiri den amek2 gmbr sumer aftr tht went home with dearestt..Wednesday:Was a fine day & i didnt have the moood bcs yesterday night kener lecture with papa bout the problem i cried i tried to hold the tears from coming out but den my heart was in total DEEP pain and tears just pour down den blablabla aftr school ENGLISH & SCIENCE remedial's CANCELLED YAHOOOOO!! Aqilah & Shuhadah accompanied me to WS to top-up my ez-link THANKS GUYS for the company;D We had a lot of fun times just now laughing all the way fortunately Fazirah & Haslinah wasnt there with us tomorrow Faz will be back in school yeaaaaohhh && Ikan was send home just now IKANNNNNNNN GET WELL SOON!! D:okay doNe here.PS: Haslinah finally i have start to move ON bit by bit i noe i can do it thanks for the encouragementLabels: i cant bare to keep problems anymore i need to let it out
OHH and HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE:D
Forever && ever in my heart
I will always remember SINGAPORE no matter where i will be in the future
I LOVE YOU SINGAPORE
We, the citizens of Singapore,
Pledge ourselves as one united people,
Regardless of race,language or religion,
to build a democratic society
based on justice and equality
so as to achieve happiness,prosperity and
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Thankyou Aqilah i love you DAMN much
Hey,
Ohhhh what should i blog about, currently chattiNg with Aqilah & Syafiq,Syafiq best maen mukemuke hehe, Haslinah im happy enough that you are happy remember what i say GO FOR IT hahaha lovelovelove I DONT WANT to get trap again..I should have listeN to what Alif said love isn't importaNt in this age..YES now i agreee it isNt important because it woN't last longg eveN if you try to true?! && the result is heartbroken..NurAqilahBinteKadir thankyousomuch for your encouragement & ur EVERYTHING you have been there for me now & then im sorry if tht topic tht i was bragging about made you irritated but den i needed a listening ear the perfect person to throw out everything & understand me deeply because i just cant,let me repeat this i just CAN'T forget bout tht incident i CANNOT forget bout it kayy im SORRY aqilah if all this while i have been giving fakesmiles fakelaughters I really need time for this things to past i noe towards him its NOTHING,think its easy for me to forget?! Think again NO totally NOT easy...I have been DUMB,STUPID & been a TOTAL IDIOT waiting..YES TOTAL IDIOT I regretted believing in HIGH HOPES i knew i shouldnt fall for ur so called "TALK'S" ohhh i shouldnt talk bout this but den i needed a place to express this feeling.
This things aren't important to you right because you DON'T CARE ur irresponsible for ur ACT
OHHHHH!!! or what it's called IT'S JUST A CRUSH for 'goodness sake just forget bout it' tht is the word some of you will say,but den boy ur DEAR sungguh tk perlu if it was just a crush kayy THINK kayy THINK!! What are my mistakes to you huh??? Im happy that you have patch up with HIDAYAH (thts what i heard) thts goodNEWS atleast you can be with someone you reallyreally love..My words for you are::LASTLONG with Hidayah & dont hurt other girls heart like how you did to me thankyou:DD Well you see ur a sweeet persoN, you features some of my so called 'future boifiee' but den you spoiled the name & im scared to have a boy tht has some of ur features..I can be ur friend now or maybe forever but tht MISTAKE that you made cnnt change in my heart...Well Haslinah I hope you get what you want.
Labels: What a dissapointment
Hey love's,
Actually im feeling alot better (jump here jump there*) yesterday watch Nur Kasih gerek uhh cerite dier bestbest den today morning arnd 5+am dad woke me up DAMN IT firstly i was blur like **** I thought sahur?! QAMARINA what were you thinking?!(blur face*)He woke me up because he want to go to the NEW GEYLANG i was like mengamok sendiri in the room because im so lazzy but den my mood changes to be happy because Dad started talking to me YAHOOOOOOOO!! Monday is PAPA's bdae what am i gonna give him?!(scratches head)Moving on i can say tht the New Geylang is cleaner & more bigger especially the foodcourt,2nd floor so went to the Pasar buy tht buy this den ate Prata den went home took 67 den took 3, go to Loyang Point & bought adeq's milk this is when i got PAISEI kayy dont want to elaborate PAISEI yg tk terkater uhh:Currently chatting with luqman (budak jawa) hah only if we can turn back the time right luqman?! But everything happens so fast right ayaaa but whatever it is STILL FRIENDS ehh;D HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE fireworks goona be aroundkn?!
&& i want to watch tht UP movie ..$$$...im out of words now toodles
BIG DEAL im fit enough to return school on TUESDAY sitting arrangement will be asper normal say's aqilah && i can't wait to see Shannan's new haircut,,puasa is coming ohhhhh i can't wait for it too IDK wether i want to go to the what what lebaraN where artist from indonesia will come IDK wether mommy or daddy allows me to go..I remember those times where nadiah accidentally drank the milo when buka puasa time was just a few secoNds away hahaha nadiah nadiah && this year despite my family terms it won't stop me from having fun again right?! I believe that this is just challenges that allah created,he want to see if we are patient in facing this and so i will always be calm and no rushing facing this kind of problems:D
Cant wait to returN school to meet dearestt && 2n1 classmates..praying hard for the best in studies.toodles;)
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Ohh && one more thing remember the smoking advertisement saying
I WANNA BE JUST LIKE DADDY i have a NEW version..
This is I WANNA BE JUST LIKE KAKAK!
Hey everyoNe,
Isnt her hair beautiful im dazzled by her hair it totally suits her face:D
Im bored and im stressed bcoz of family financial problem still haven settle yet well this year is a tough year for our family though but i noe there is a solutioN to solve the problem right?! I hope Alif quickly graduate so tht there won't be problem with his friends anymore(*praying hard) for him to do his very best for his N levels?!For my 1st brother IDK bout him yesterday he went out arnd 2.00pm he said he wanted to go Tamp/DBS but den time fly's very fast and its night time already his still not home dad said if he dont reach home as soon as possible he will lock the door and so it was already 11.20pm and dad lock the door he hang up all phone and me just watch serves him right people ask to come home early he come home late he said he got meeting at Mcdonald ahhhhhhhh old acuses and yesterday he slept at Mcdonald bcoz he workd there what?! Now he's still not home..Haiyaaaaaaaaaaa IDK what's happening with my family people not paying depts when we need the money my father helpd too much people mostly lending $$$.My mom always come home from work looking stress and having all kinds of headache i pity her the most..and Dad accuse me on our financial problem how bad can he be he said tht my HP bill is causing bill ynoe how much,$1000+ i didnt used up till tht much tht was brought frm prev bill & the prev bill my actual bill was $200+ he's just trying to blame me for his mistake's remember the time i told you guys tht he didnt want to go to work bcoz his fed-up with the bangla workers at his work..Sometimes go sometimes dont want to go right?!Yeah his boss warned him next time if you skip work you will have to resign..Im not in good terms with daddy puasa is near and my family's like this IDK wether we have expenses for Hari Raya or not?! I just hope we get along SOON people just couldnt understand what im facing it's harder being in this family is tough YES tough with my father's attitude ayaaaaa tht's enough to make you moody the whole day but luckily you have the most patient mother:D & i love her veryveryvery much..But when it comes to teenager problems she's the one doing all the naggies sometimes i fell like running away but on 2nd thought it's TOTALLY useless ue only cause MORE problems to ur family sometimes when i feel like giving up thinking POSITIVE is the only way to keep you calm and recite some doa tooo dont everever forget what ALLAH can do?!!
I dont want to feelingfeeling im DONE here.
Hello humans,
Alhamdullilah im feeling muchmuchmuch better im able to walk,ran,talk,scream..I wanna quickly return school sitting home is sucha boredoM.I will eat my heart out if im boringg and noe what tht means I WILL BE MORE FATTER bahhhhh..nobody'sonlining im boring nothing to do
OHH yahh today is JULIEBILLY's birthday, Happy bdaE julie may all ur wishes come true:)
Im missing SCHOOL and im missing MATH lessoN's tooo.:(
Ohh && this is leftover pictures:D
Sickness is driving me MAD
Hello people,
1stly his HOT right dont deny it?! Kayy whatever my sickness is still NOT curing i cnnt bare yesterday's sickness it is like killing me already kayy let me explain what happen yesterday,yesterday my father planned to go swimming with my condition like this because my sister asked for it so no choice need to follow bath and didnt find a perfect clothes to wear i was so frustrated trying each clothes and throwing some unperfect ones onto the bed when i finally had the correct choice my mom askd me to quickly get dressed as my father has went down already i was like WT**** cant he just be a little patient I havnt even comb my hair urghhhhh i was like mad and went out with a masai face all the way to the swimming pool i showed faces to everyone i planned not to swim but lastly i swam,swimswimswim den followed mom to Tamp to pay her courts bill den we walked arnd done with the walking mom keep on showing me nenek clothes for me i look at her and said "na-uh"..Aftr going Tamp headed to the bus-stop and saw this couple tht is probably frm secondary sch a malay/kissing my mom stare at them i said "ma what's wrong with you STOP staring will ya" ynoe wat she say she say "FREESHOW wat" den she laugh aper sajela straight away we went home no food as mom didnt cooked anything so i took a bath and grab my blanket and pillow and jump on the sofa aftr awhile mom asked to eat medicine but i said "No food how to eat?."Den she kept quite aftr a while i slept den i woke up den i slept bck and woke up again another minute my body was so HOT i took the temperature and my temperature was 39.8..I decided to eat something and take my medicine but i wasnt strong enough to carry my own body up i had headaches whenever i get up i feel like vomiting too..My mom help to massage my head and lessen the headache..I wasnt feeling right yesterday.and i need to have enough rest
TODAY && IM SO MISSING MY BESTIE's so byebye TC
Signing off
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