Yesterday an awesome day with Nadiah , JunWei & JunRong . Finally some laughters in me & i swear i enjoyed myself but when we trained back to PS . saw, talked , walked away from everyone & i can't hold on but to cry in the bus not making it obvious i wipe my tears act as if my eyes were itchy , thanks for the info vg's i used to be strong but i guess i can't hold on it any longer , i had been so patient enough with the change of my surrondings , what's more gonna happen ? i can't predict , but having you to let go that simple , hurt me . I have been acting as if everythings normal and making myself occupied with different things but when that happens your name will always be on someones mouth asking me , how should i answer ? ''Its over'' like that ? just like that ? like how you told her ? without me knowing you said its over , how would i feel ? look , it isnt simple for me to say the word ''over'' its not what i want but its what YOU want . Talking about love to you doesnt make sense now because i know your love towards me is nothing now right ? its exams , i dont wanna bother you it will keep you thinking but i gotta go through it everyday , without your notice . If you think i have forgotten about us think again . waiting hurts when all you get is this .
i dont want to force you but now its your choice ~
no matter what people say i STILL love you terence cheng)):

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