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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

U know who you are.


A final post for you exbestfriend :
I want you to know how i feel this time,
not having you chatting witl me is so incomplete,
i miss chatting with you,miss your jokes,miss your laughters,those bitter & happy memories,those hangouts,those gossips, those tales, those concerns , those talks .
now what's left is a big scar in my heart & i dont think you notice,
and i dont think you care anymore, argueing with you is a waste of time if at last nothing but tears are shead .Wanna keep that vergence towards me ? Keep it till you are happy with your own life if you are happy you will slowly forget about me . Im still thinking about it but do you?
I dont think so . Yknw i was fucking sensitive you treated me as if you just knew me yesterday N O W who is the one changing ? I respected you eventhough you shouted at me you knew we could settle it in a better way. Even though im sensitive have i shouted at you before when we fought ? Now who is the childish one ? *ask yourself* im not hurting you now . If at the end of my post you still can't understand the meaning im trying to show, and you thought im trying to pick a fight then i suggest forget about me. I wish you had never said those hurtful things but life's too late to turn back. I think you thought that i dont care for you anymore but why am i writing this *think*. You made me feel like a useless person since the day we fought over something childish . Thinking about it makes me hurt again . Telling Terence who is more,understanding chilled me out . He kept telling me to just ignore but how could i ignore Y O U the person who i called bestfriend . You have so many friends who can stand by you now you dont need me anymore . Thanks for shouting at me in the canteen, embarrassing me & making people realise that we are fighting because this is how much you cherish me . This is how much I cherish you , i still cared to write i just wanna say thanks & sorry for everything, takecare & whatever it is yknw i will always be there for you . (':

Zul thanks for being there for me when i needed you most , loveya (:

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