Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Urgghhhh i decided to MOVE ON
Ummm readers,due to some problems at home i wont be updating regularly okay lets beginMonday:PAPA's birthday, i made a card for him and wrote birthday wishes & askd mom and brother to write IN it too..I tried to make it a memorable birthday for him but things didnt turned out well he was in a BAD MOOD & had an argument with mum and said......I dont want to elaborate,it will make me cry D: So the whole day was a misery to me i feel like crying but i gotta hold it im facing financial problem..& im trying my best to save my $$$ starting from today..Im facing problems & nobody understands me im trying my best to put on a happy face infrnt of them so tht they wont get suspicious IM TRYING MY BESTTuesday:NO NETBALL yeaaah woohooo but boohooo bcs im getting FAT..pfft it doesnt look like im fat in uniform but let me tell you im fat actual factt not tht FAT my weight is arnd 50kg & 50 is alot to me..So relieve bcs i got the chance to meet my dearestt & 2N1 classmates my favourite subject is F&N we bake spongecake fazirah & shasha wasnt here so i partner with nadiah.Pictures with adila...Adila & norish was so bisingg like maknenek ahhh those twoo cuci pinganpn nk bising2 buat kejepn nk memekak gdh sane gdh sini me & nadiah was like =_='...NVM sabar je kiter..The spongecake was DELICIOUS i cut half & gave Mr Ong taste and ate a little for myself and the rest i kept for mama & qai but den as i return to class people came to me & askd...'Ape kau masak Ape kau masak den tanganpN berjalan check2 cake da tinggal siket..NVMNVM aftr tht was CCM boringgg the teacher was ok the rest was like lerrr sumer buat keje sendiri den amek2 gmbr sumer aftr tht went home with dearestt..Wednesday:Was a fine day & i didnt have the moood bcs yesterday night kener lecture with papa bout the problem i cried i tried to hold the tears from coming out but den my heart was in total DEEP pain and tears just pour down den blablabla aftr school ENGLISH & SCIENCE remedial's CANCELLED YAHOOOOO!! Aqilah & Shuhadah accompanied me to WS to top-up my ez-link THANKS GUYS for the company;D We had a lot of fun times just now laughing all the way fortunately Fazirah & Haslinah wasnt there with us tomorrow Faz will be back in school yeaaaaohhh && Ikan was send home just now IKANNNNNNNN GET WELL SOON!! D:okay doNe here.PS: Haslinah finally i have start to move ON bit by bit i noe i can do it thanks for the encouragementLabels: i cant bare to keep problems anymore i need to let it out
