HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIM PEOPLE,

I couldnt fast for this past 2 days due to (girlsmatter) im soooo frustrated i was so excited in fasting den suddenly this problem came ayaiyai ! Im sooooo bored..Im happy enough that my babygirl Hirahbabydoll is changing thumbs up for her yeaaaah!!!Currently chatting with Luqman he understand me & gave me positive remarks bout moving ON..

THIS IS HOW THE CONVERSTION GOES:

Qamarinaaa(: says: i want to ask you a question(?) try putting urself in my shoes a girl likes you & you like the girl tooo & she was giving you high hopes & you trusted her & you think tht she's right..So you waited for her like one..... den later you found out tht she has another guy..And you are unable to move on bcs of the PAIN the girl made you & Now ur bestfren told you to imagine tht you dont know tht girl & just move ON what do you feel(?)

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: i feel really really.. lyk a fool waiting for her jyeah

Qamarinaaa(: says: :(

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: just relax lah everything is gonna be fine orite? dun worry

Qamarinaaa(: says: how can you tell(?) If only i never met him at the first place i wouldnt be this way putting on a FAKE smile a FAKE laugh a FAKE everything(!)

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: lets not make it fake shall we?

Qamarinaaa(: says: how to(?) its impossible

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: nth is impossible my dear fren just be patient and be calm then everything is gonna be fine trust me

Qamarinaaa(: says: im still holding a grudge i feel like giving up i cant hold it any longer i feel like bursting out of tears

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: its not wrong to cry but remember..crying wont solve anything

Qamarinaaa(: says: how am i going to solve the problem(?) If he keeps running from facing the reality(?)

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: let hym be...ur feelings can just let go anytime but only if u are ready ready to start a new

Qamarinaaa(: says: idk D:

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: u will knw when u are ready

Qamarinaaa(: says: but tht will take time(?!)

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: that's why in islam,u must be patient i knw u tngh ehem so u will have mood swings but u can control rite?

Qamarinaaa(: says: if im strong yes i can

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: everyone is strong,even handicap ppl are strong..there's is this only one thing believe in urself

Qamarinaaa(: says: i will try my bestt i know i can do itt

budak jawa belo ehks?(565) says: thats the spirit beliving urself is gd

---------------END OF CONVERSATION(da cukop jgn melebih)----------------------------

He is the ONLY one that gave me positive advices..He understands my SITUATION & gave me strong advices that made me MOVE ON totally! && im sucha foool waiting & wasting my precious time on shawal he has been ignoring me in MSN but heyy by doing that wont solve the problem alright?! That made me HATE you more not make me MOVE ON!!! This incident will stay in my mind forever & i will learn my mistake by NOT believing in high-hope people..To those who have been advicing me tooo thankyou;)Next time i have to be more brave & more confident in doing my OWN decision & not letting others conquer my life..Thats a promise! Done with that NOW..Im thinking of changing my blogskin this skin is soooo lame & i wanna change my songs but that http://www.mixpod.com/ is having problems so slowwww nvm i try to make it fast tata everyone!!

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