
Hey everyoNe,
Isnt her hair beautiful im dazzled by her hair it totally suits her face:D
Im bored and im stressed bcoz of family financial problem still haven settle yet well this year is a tough year for our family though but i noe there is a solutioN to solve the problem right?! I hope Alif quickly graduate so tht there won't be problem with his friends anymore(*praying hard) for him to do his very best for his N levels?!For my 1st brother IDK bout him yesterday he went out arnd 2.00pm he said he wanted to go Tamp/DBS but den time fly's very fast and its night time already his still not home dad said if he dont reach home as soon as possible he will lock the door and so it was already 11.20pm and dad lock the door he hang up all phone and me just watch serves him right people ask to come home early he come home late he said he got meeting at Mcdonald ahhhhhhhh old acuses and yesterday he slept at Mcdonald bcoz he workd there what?! Now he's still not home..Haiyaaaaaaaaaaa IDK what's happening with my family people not paying depts when we need the money my father helpd too much people mostly lending $$$.My mom always come home from work looking stress and having all kinds of headache i pity her the most..and Dad accuse me on our financial problem how bad can he be he said tht my HP bill is causing bill ynoe how much,$1000+ i didnt used up till tht much tht was brought frm prev bill & the prev bill my actual bill was $200+ he's just trying to blame me for his mistake's remember the time i told you guys tht he didnt want to go to work bcoz his fed-up with the bangla workers at his work..Sometimes go sometimes dont want to go right?!Yeah his boss warned him next time if you skip work you will have to resign..Im not in good terms with daddy puasa is near and my family's like this IDK wether we have expenses for Hari Raya or not?! I just hope we get along SOON people just couldnt understand what im facing it's harder being in this family is tough YES tough with my father's attitude ayaaaaa tht's enough to make you moody the whole day but luckily you have the most patient mother:D & i love her veryveryvery much..But when it comes to teenager problems she's the one doing all the naggies sometimes i fell like running away but on 2nd thought it's TOTALLY useless ue only cause MORE problems to ur family sometimes when i feel like giving up thinking POSITIVE is the only way to keep you calm and recite some doa tooo dont everever forget what ALLAH can do?!!
I dont want to feelingfeeling im DONE here.