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Monday, May 11, 2009


(( LOVE THING tht is hard to understand))
Im sad again & i ned someone to share
but it seems tht now i cant rely on people to do that im a burden to you guys
im sad whenever there Is a news about me & shawal WHATEVER
it is im not gonna put any tears into this problem its just a CRUSH yeah i noe i also have a crush on you but you shouldnt say tht..
you make me hate you more
NO one & Not a single thing can pull back my words about you
Now im starting to hate you IDK whats gonna happen
.I dont wanna miss you nor i dont wanna hate you bcoz i still have feelings for you its hard to describe if only ue knew how
it feels but i guess you wont understand & wont noe
. SO as u can see let time goes by & im gonna follow the flow about this problem
. only god noes who im fated to be withh hopefully it wont be more hurting then this
This days ive been feeling hard broken whenever it comes to your name WHY - i never felt heartbroken with my exs but when it comes
to you, always there is a broken missing piece in my heart haish.
:(not in the mood to talk to anyone maybe today & tomorrow till my mind make the right decision about you
i really hope to forget about you but I CANT.. WHY?? dont ask me ask my heartt & my brain i feel lyke killing myself whats so good bout ue tht i can fall for you ish<3>
this problem hope after MYE starting netball practice
i hope im more serious in this problem & more healthier of course ive been eating alot heh tkder kener mengener seyh hahaha
I dont want to talk to him about this matter for the time being let us be friends ok
lyke wht lina say get to know more bout him..Treat him lyke a favourite buddy den u can go on with ur CRUSH thinggy
& aqilah say smua laki yg kau dpt mesti yg baek2 haish guess wht its not TRUE dier mmg baek tapy why must he do this
you guys wanna noe why im not writing sensitive things coz im hearing to my friendster song & hear the lyricsproperlyy
it really describe him it have a very tropical beat..I LOVE ITT...& wanna noe why im not writing it in big letters coz i dont want my
girlfrens to read it!!!!!!!!!! & think tht im too sensitive to face all this..so try your luck reading itt SORRYY...
NOW my mom spoiled my mood eeeeeeeeee irritating & seriouslyy she keep on nagging at me..
whatever i do is always wrong her anak jantans je yang bagos whateverla ma ur so UNFAIR
i dont wanna layan ANYONE in the house:(COBAAN ahh got problem with him & now with mom
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee feel really breathless feel lyke strangling myself i hate all this..IDW it to happen to me.
WHATEVEla i dont wanna trap myself in this kinds of situations BUT STILL I NEED HELP please..