Qamarina

2011-11-23T06:46:00.000-08:00

Im lazy to update my blog already. Hehe sorry ^^

2011-10-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

Hihihihihihihihi! Im updating my blog just for the sake of updating it and not keeping it dead^^ Hehe. Today I stayed home, didn't had plans to go out or anything. Being a very good girl at home. Helping mum with chores and all. Hmm for tomorrow im planning to go jogging at 6 in the morning. Then in the afternoon heading to Somerset for a job interview with that lovely crazy girl in the picture(: Yay can't wait!!! Hopefully we get the job that we've been wanting and waiting for! Insya'allah amin! May allah bless us with wonderful happenings tomorrow! Amin amin amin!

Goodnight!

2011-10-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

Friendship is not ranked by whom we have known the longest,

who came first or who cares the best.

It's about who came and never left♥

2011-10-29T11:01:00.000-07:00

BOOOO!!

Im back from Halloween @ ETP. I had lot's of fun screaming and being scared of the ghost there esp the pocong, wowowowo. But somehow it was quite boring especially when you're there for the 2nd time. But atleast I still had fun with Aqilah, Irfaan, Fhirdaus and Terence. Hehehehehe. Crazyboy didn't tag along because he had to work. Hmph. While queuing for the tickets I got so frightened when the pocong caught my attention, I kept telling Irfaan and Aqilah I was scared because the ghost were approaching us, lol I was so ashamed of myself for being sucha scary cat. Went to the haunted house 2times, took the pirate ship, the small rollercoaster and went to the maze. Saw my primary school cliques. Exchange numbers and hugs. Really missed them though. But it's dissapointing how some have turn snobbish ): It's like we were once so close, distance made us part for so long. Hope to bump into them soon! Left Escape around 10.30+. Then went over to Luthfil's chalet. Left around 11.15. Then bused home. NOW im so exhausted I should head to sleep now, I dont wanna be late to meet crazyboy tomorrow! Or should I say he's gonna be late? :P Hahahaha.

Tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

2011-10-28T05:11:00.000-07:00

K, so I decided to blog all of a sudden ^^ Hehehehehehe. Somehow I miss blogging. Hmm, so N-LEVELS ARE OVER like about 2-3weeks ago? Heh, who cares, it's over! LIKE FINALLY, IT'S OVER!!! Ohyeahohyeah!! My plans for this 2 and 1/2 months is to get a job, get myself busy, earn money, support myself, spend time with all my dearest friend's. Who know's whats gonna happen next year? We might lose contact and all. So spend time now so that all the beautiful memories will stay(; December would be a heart racing month cos that's when we'll receive our N-level's result Im just afraid I get very shitty results. But whatever it is my dad told me to make plans to what I'll do if i were to get good/bad results. Plans like where I'll go if my results are good/bad. ): I dont feel like planning now... It worries me even more once I start planning. Now I just wanna be stress-free. I've been worrying too much resulting in the much of my not flawless face )': Anw. Will be going Halloween tomorrow, the best of luck to me! Hopefully im much braver compared to last year(: Hmmm. Ive so much to tell. But I think I'll stop here, hehe. I'll update again when I feel like updating againnn. Goodnight!

Happy Halloween!~

2011-10-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

Blogger dead

Sorry for neglecting you for twitter ):

Will be leaving this blog dead for the mean time. Byebye.

Study.

2011-04-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

School was not so great for me as I didn't had much of a mood as I just recovered from my unknown sickness and again the weather is totally killing me ):

Today went Studying straight after school with Nadiah, Danial, Fhirdaus, Rais, Syadiq, Izhar @ the airport wearing School Uni! OMG right. We didnt change to home clothes because it will take up more time. Because before that we had a hard time deciding which venue to study at. Haha. Soon Zul and Irfaan came by and joined us I did my Report Writing half way and had lots of laughter with them. Went off by 5 because I had to fetch my sister by 6. So yes atleast we studied something ^^ Hehe and

MYE is just 2days to go!

Cross country

2011-04-20T21:46:00.000-07:00

Incomplete 4A1 ):

(Omg my face so the ugly betty)

CROSS-COUNTRY

Today is Cross-Country AND i got 36th in postion OK lah, I stop alot because I was tired and my left ankle keep hurting, HAHAHAHA actually I was pretty lazy to run because I slept late the day before, zzz. But everyone did a great job *thumbsup* Just a short post today will do alright?Well im gonna get dressed now. Off to Jill's house with other's. Yay!
RESTWELL READERS

My precious Saturday morning.

2011-04-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

My Saturday today was spent at Springfield Secondary School. Well, had malay workshop and there were alot of familiar faces there. From which I guess came from the same primary school as I am. Firstly I didn't felt like going at first because I was super tired and lazy the day before but since Nadiah texted me and told me she was going, I thought about it and then agreed on going with a half-hearted feeling. I was late to meet her. But nvm the rest was late too ^^ Hehe. We both trained to Tampines and met with the rest, headed to board the bus to Springfield which was full with people heading to the same place as we are. Went in and took attendance while took a sit. The first part i swear i felt like I was at the mosque hearing some ceramah. It bored me, like seriously. But I know that teacher was talking some sense to us only that I think I wasn't fully awake yet come on 9 in the morning I should be on my bed still sleeping on a Saturday morning at this timing. Haiya. After the talk was break and then everyone split and got in a classroom based on the topic we pick. After that was the last topic which was at the hall. That was the only topic which got me to laugh. What a nice memory to end the day in Springfield. After everything was done head to Tamp and slack with Nadiah and Aqilah. We bought bubbletea's and it was so nice, it melts me! Like always I dont have any new pictures because Im not that updated kind of person haha. So outdated picture will do ok? Suddenly I miss hanging out with my girlfriend's. Nvm after M.Y.E! Ohhhhh and one more thing about my playlist I've change my music and you must play to listen to it. I didnt made it automatic because umm umm i just dont feel like putting automatic? Haha. OK.

Gooooooooooooodnight readers!

It's friday friday gonna get down on friday!

2011-04-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!

Dead, is what i pronounce my blog as.

It's FRIDAAAAAAAY woo!

Life has been so "O.K" nowadays.

Well i dont know, been keeping some stuffs to myself lately as it's so hard to trust my friends even those close to me. Gosh i hope this secretive feeling of mine go away. M-Y-E is in a few days time AND now im scared because I currently suck in Chemistry. And i dont wanna repeat the mistake which I repeated during my Common Test and that is to not study earlier. Gosh how stress is this. N-levels this year ): Tough. Been going out with friend's and got lecture's from both my parent's well not literally a lecture just advices, which they ask me to lessen my time going out and study instead. I know how they feel. My mum had a conversation with me a few days back.

M; When's exam?

Q; A few weeks time, then N-levels then no more.

M; What about Sec5?

Q; Im not going sec5, if can also I dont wanna go sec5.

M; *sadvoice* then want go ITE dont want go Poly?

Q; Sec5 hard lah ma I dont think I can make it.

M; *Quiet*

I feel so demoralised when my mum ask me those question's because I know myself that I can't cope once Im up in Sec5. It's gonna be a struggle for me but I will try my best though. Mum please have faith in me. Even if 1day I can't make it to Sec5 and end up in ITE I promise to study well and mix with the right people. I hope so. Amin. Pray for me mum <3 I've also been gaining and losing weight in the same time. Ya allah those unhealthy food are always calling me to eat them how can I ever persevere my diet. Err nevermind I will continue to persevere. Going for a jog in the park tomorrow morning alone maybe around 7+ Hahaha how emo can I be? Hah. Luckily there is a small park near my house.

Enjoy your Friday people!

My cough is getting worse

2010-12-07T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hihi!

Holiday's is gonna be over in a few week's time and homeworks not done and im not ready to get back to school. Waking up early, all those nags, all those heavy studies, remedials. Goshhh it's fast and im already in secondary4 :\ Time flies so fast that i dont even realise im turning 15 soon. Yippie! And finally i'll get my pay cheque this thursday(; Like finally after my long patience. I get my own hard earned money. I can't waittttttttttttttttttt! Otp with Qaisara just now and she said, "Kakak! Qai rindu sangatsangat." It mean's she really really misses me. Awww (': I miss you too babygirl come home soon kay muamuahmuah!♥

Takecare reader's Love ya'll.

Fight fight fight never stop -.-

2010-12-01T07:12:00.000-08:00

HeyHo!(:

Today had Netball Training as per usual but it was just for a short while in the afternoon we had to come back for a match at Bedok South that's so freaking tired because we played 4matches without changing players well maybe just 1 or 2. While Bedok South players were like more then 10 and somemore they can swap players and change around. It was so damn tiring man, i was so shagged. But Shuhadah and Haslinah somehow made my day for Netball, haha! After that went Changi Airport with Nadiah, Naz, Vgi(: I wass happy when i saw them because i missed them!(: had our lunch/dinner at BurgerKing. Where we met RinaJam's there. After our stomach was full we went to Tamp to help Vgi do cake(: I headed home at 8.30pm as i was freaking tired + i promised my mum to be home early today. After all i had fun with them.

______, i know i've always said you've changed BUT that's what i've always wanted to tell you. I dont know wthr this friendship is important to you anymore...

Takecare readers. Love ya'll.

Friendship that is priceless

2010-11-30T03:36:00.000-08:00

(No pictures from today's outing ): as we were all rushing, so yeah this picture will do)

HeyHo!(:

Today I went out to Town with Nadiah and Akip, it was a last minute plan. Me and Nadiah actually decided to go to Queensway to search for any affordable sport's shoe, but we didn't know how to get there and i decided to ask Akip how to get there, he said he know's and said that he wanted to follow us as he's bored at home so we brought him along. Train-ed to Somerset and did some window shopping at FOX, GAP, G-STAR, i know, EXPENSIVE MANSXSXSXSX! Well Akip maaaaah! Hahaha. We search some shoes at World of Sports, Adidas, Ripcurl and so many other shops. It was kinda hard to make decisions on which shoe to buy by then our stomach was grumbling so we had our lunch first at Orchard Plaza. The place was so packed but we still waited for sits, sanggup eh?-.- But seriously no kidding the Nasi Ayam was absolutely a thumbs up! After our stomach's statisfied we went on with our window shopping. And bumped into Terence and Nazrie, haha. Soon Akip has to go off because he had soccer training. So left me and Nadiah, we both then train-ed to Marina and bought the sport's shoe that Nadiah was interested in. Had our Chocolate Frappe at MCAFE and walked around till our drink's finish. We then went on separate ways at the MRT station as she had to go to work and im left alone to train back to Pasir Ris, haha one less lonely girl! Pfffft. And heavenly the wthr was so freaking cold as it rain heavily. Im back home at 6+, goodgirl kan? I promised my mum to be back before maghrib, i usually go overboard the timing but now after all the fightings between me and my mum i dont wanna be a burden to her by giving her all the problems just to deal her one and only big daughter haha, loveyou mum. We didn't took a single picture -.- as everything was in a rush. Tomorrow having Netball as usual till Friday. Friday after netball, im going window shopping with Nadiah and it's only the two of us, nobody else allowed :p Atlast a time for the both of us. Shitxsx im back with cough ):

Hopefully i get well soon.

Takecare, love ya'll.

Where'd you go

2010-11-29T03:46:00.001-08:00

HeyHo!(;
It's been SO SO LONG since this blog is updated. OhMyGeeeeee. Im just to lazy to update lah.
Okay holiday's around and not much freedom -.- suckish much? But we'll be making plans, lots of em. I know many isn't into blogging, haha. Can be seen by some of their blog. So i shouldn't be the only one not updating righttt? ^^ I'll update more if there is things to update, hehe. Im starting to miss school now ): 3A1 now is just a memory, i miss secondary 3 life so much, sec3 camp, KL trip ): almost everything. Without us realising 2010 is gonna end and come's in 2011 WOOOOOOOHOOO! Buuuuuut, not so fast! N-LEVEL's! Damn, no more gerek outing's and no more playing around, boohoo. I promise to study my hardest next year, i have lots of smarties in A2 and i'll ask them for help if i need em because some of them really rock(: Insya'allah, allah's gonna grant my wish of promoting to Secondary5 Normal Academic. Talking about wishes i almost forgot my birthday is coming haha im turning 15 sooon YIPPPIE, how exciting.

And talking about dates, remember that 27July2010 I used to have?

Well it ended(': Im not too secretive and i dont find it humilating to share it here, so yeah.

How it ended i shouldn't express it here, only my closed ones know why. If that's how thing's are fated between us. I should accept fate and move on. Im strong enough to do it. What i only need are little angels and that is my closest friends to support me and make me gain back the power i've lost. I hope his happier now, and i doubt he has found a new girl to love, i lied to him saying i've moved on starting of our breakup. But no kidding it takes me months to move on but no worry's now im much more happier and more stronger thanks to allah and encouragement by my friends my heart's smooth enough to let him go. The only thing i miss now is looking at his bag )': That has my beautiful name on it saying, Zuhaizat love Qamarina in big letter's using a white ink marker, i think. Last saturday was our 4th so, happy 4th that never happen, as if you cared(':

I should'nt express much but till here will do.

Takecare readers, loveya'll.

2010-09-06T08:11:00.001-07:00

Sorry LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZY TO UPDATE! BYE!

Breakfasting(:

2010-08-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

Greetings,
Yesterday was Awesome eventhough plan wasn't successful as the planner fell asleep-..-''

Went Ws with Nadiah and met up with Aiman, Hakim, Eqa, Shasha and Nina. Waited for Luthfil, Arris and Aaisyah. Soon they came we took MRT to Paya Lebar and meet up with RiNaz. Headed to the Bazaar to get our food, due to the lack of sits we break-fast @ Naz's shop Hahaha there we met Ikan and friends. So we break-fast together. Soon we walked around the bazaar and met Akip and co. And met the planner who fell asleep "AMIRAHVGI" hahahahahaha! Everyone gave her a stunned look! Hahaha! After tired walking we headed to the SingPost to rest for a v long time Hahaha joke around, camwhore(: Reached home a few minutes before 12am. All I know is I had a very enjoyable moment with all of them(: love should follow next time.Thanks guys for all the laughters and fun, really enjoyed myself. Sayaaaaaaaaaaang korang!(:

Anw today's the 21st ; Happy 1Month AimanAtikah, lastlong guys(:

Start all over

2010-08-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

Greetings,

Blog has been pretty dead and it might look even dead if I were not to update for another 1week^^ Schedule too busy. Netball was okay now, training wasn't that tough but capable. Eventhough it's the fasting month I dont use it as a reason for me to not study, Coach have been checking our bags and file's, he really want us to succeed in both studies and CCA, hopefully I can cope, amin. Went out with Nadiah today, studied but atlast chit chat and laughed alot. She didn't attend school just now so I think we had soo soo much story to tell when we met eachother just now. It feel's like a week she has been absent from school -..- But the fact is just a few hours. Haha! Iv'e been feeling pretty negative this few days. Nadiah and Adah know's why. "GO AWAY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS!" "GO AWAY!" It happened since ramadhan starts, is this a challenge for me? If it is hopefully im able to go through it without giving up. Im crying again, takut sangat, ALLAH! Kentalnyee akuuuu-..- PFFT!

~I love Zuhaizat, and will always do.

Fasting Month(:

2010-08-13T02:13:00.000-07:00

Greetings!
Sorry again for the lack of updates^^ Im too busy, oops cant lie hehe so yeah im kinda lazy to update. Very lazy and im moodless cos im fasting 2days straight full(: *claps* for me. 1st day of fasting we had maths and we played with puzzle due to the lack of attendance girls was little. So we had to separate I was with DanialAdam, Fhirdaus, Aaron, ZongJun & Eddie haha *the gangsters* So I was quite scared of accidentally touching them! First day of cos all kecoh right Hahahaha coool huh(: Den people will start saying *Ayo batal batal gi canteen saner!* HAHAHA! Keep talking to Aiman about our life, thanks for hearing me out Bestfriend anw cheer up Aiman! Haha his one of the best people i love to talk to when it comes to life and love cos he will cheer me up and make stupid jokes when im sad and the one interfering in our convo is always IZHAR hahahahahaahahaha! Aiman dont worry she loves you alot i know^^ & Naz please cheer up!): Im worried. Netball had been tiring, still Botak wants to train us making us more tougher, he wants us to pass all our subjects and get an A for napfa next year, I feel like -..- so I gotta exercise more, hais. There's always a phrase that ♥ says that makes me love him more each day, this is what he said today "ill be missing u the whole time i sleep, love you very very very much"(': It made me tear inside. Anw 1hr and a few minutes left to break fast^^ Can't wait!
HAPPY BREAKFASTING GUYS!(:

Everyone deserves their happiness

2010-08-06T03:22:00.000-07:00

Greetings!

Today was National Day Celebration + we had our interclass final (soccer). 3A1 won 2nd but it's still a winning position heh proud of my beloved class + the awesome players(: 3A2 was the Champion, congrats A2(; Today supposed to be an enjoying day for me but somethings happen and it brought my total mood down. Stressed Up but thanks to Aqilah, Shuhadah and Aiman for cheering me up, sayang korang♥. Im touched when ♥Love said " i score for you" (': I'll try change bestfriend. Im still thinking about this, can't concentrate, stressed up! Allah please give me strengths to face this challenges again pleaseeee.

Hate all you want dude

2010-08-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

Greetings!
Wait first of all picture grabbed from Naz's blog. Her art is very AWESOME huh, can't deny it! Love it though, thanks babe! ;D Andand Vgi's back, YAY! miss her hell lots(: Oh and trust me i miss Zul alot like alot )': We're drifting just because he doesn't one love to get jealous and he doesn't want my past to repeat. Hais, i know dearest yes i know BUT whatever it is friendship still comes first bestfriend, understand my phrase please, imy)':

Today had a boring day but yeah childish people get jealous over a mothertongue file-.- hah forget it. After school, was inform that there's no remedial so went studying @ the airport with Nadiah, Aqilah, Shuhadah and Fazirah. Alot topics to catch up and many dream on dreams. Haha went home @ 7+. Okay cut it, tomorrow Physics + Chemistry paper together-.- Wahh cannot cannot, squeeze what ive been studying tomorrow. Goodluck guys for your last paper! *Crack your brains*

Goodnight!

Honestly i miss my dearest bestfriends

2010-07-31T08:37:00.000-07:00

I MISS VGI ): MIA with work and sickness. Come back to school soon Vgi!
Greetings Readers,
Went studying with Nadiah and Mr Azam today I could not wake up at first but Nadiah kept calling my home so I went straight to the toilet to take my bath. I slept at 2+am on friday night but woke up at 10am only yesterday it should be longer -..- Hahaha, ive been coming home late as I studied with Peeps for CommonTest, bby's worried aww. Studied for like awhile then head to WS MC to study, there we met Nadiah Hakim & Masuri. From there we went BK to study. Nadiah went home first, Shawal came after that, the 3 of us were laughing away while he's studying -..- pfft. Haha soon after me and Mas went home :D Just a summary of what i did today is enough heh, too tired to elaborate so much(: Oh not forgetting Fasting Month coming sooon! Can't wait to see how's my 1st day(: Ohh and not forgetting i love my Girls^^ N, A, S, H(:
GoodNight!

Got the Magic in me

2010-07-30T10:44:00.000-07:00

Greeting Readers!

Its been a very long since I last blog, sorry. Mainly it's because of Common Test 2 and I dont have anymore time for computers or so on. So yeah i choose to concentrate more on my studies instead of things that aren't important. ThankGod that Tuesday is the last paper, i dont how i did for the rest of the papers. But i'll try hard for this Physic/Chem paper. I need this marks to push me up as i don't wish to get low marks for EOY. Today had InterClass Soccer supported A1 and ♥. They played quite well, eventhough it was drizzling and the grass, insects were giving our shoe and skin troubles we manage to overcome them. Talked with 6Girls♥ and we kinda got back together only that i needed time to think further. I just dont wish to be the cause again. It takes time to gain back my trust, I just need a sincere friendship right now thats all im asking for. After InterClass went Ws Mac and studied with Nadiah only, had fun though HAHA. We look like retarded siglap girls, we were serious at first doing our own revision atlast she made me laugh over a stupid joke and from there on the laughter continued till my stomach hurts alot. I could barely breath at that time seriously. Went home at 9.45PM. Im freaking tired + sleepy but I wonder why this eyes don't want to part with this computer -..- ComeOn eyes stop giving me troubles! I need to sleeep.

Tomorrow going back school to study physics with Mr Azam IF I can wake up early the next morning. First thing i wake up tomorrow morning is mom's gonna nag at me about today. Can predict~ My eye's finally coping with me alright NIGHTS EVERYONE! :D

Wake up to your senses

2010-07-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

Greetings People,

School has been cool. Wednesday had Racial Harmony and it was quite fun afterall but was so damn exhausted. Studied with Nadiah, Naz, Vgi, Mas, Terence, Aiman, Nabilah had an awesome time :D Thanks for the day guys, love ya all. Had Match today @ bedok south, met coach for the very first time, he was very loving rather him then the previous coach :D

Sorry my post is sucha rush but this is just a summary alright im too lazy to type already.

Goodnight!~

Being so heartless to amirah tsk~

2010-07-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

YAY IM FAT! -...-
Greetings,
Well today school was scrothing hot so hot~
Life? Hmm what word should i describe? AWESOME lah like always~ For Vgi's birthday we planned to ignore her the whole day act as if we were frustrated at her over something, surprisingly she believed. So we planned, asked her to meet us @ Downtown BK today thats just now to settle this matter. She freak out, as she didnt do anything wrong to us, hahaha! Waited for Nadiah & bumped into Aaisyah so aaisyah called vgi asking where is she, aaisyah start to say she bumped into us and said we brought along our friends wah like gangster like that! *macampaham* Vgi believed again! Hahaha and she might be freaking out already, i pity her i felt like spilling the beans but then it won't be fun so yeah waited for her to sit @ BK den we came. Nadiah went first while me, hiding behind finally surprising her, our cake was so cute + small we wanted to do something thats different haha so sang her birthday song gave her present and took pictures, ate @ BK and had lots of fun laughing :D Her eyes were quite red just now i guess she cried alot yesterday, pitied her alot feel like crying seeing her down, hais. So much to describe, i had fun with you guys, lazy + tired now. Well hope you enjoyed your birthday Amirah, sorry your wish didn't came true, i tried my best perhaps the others tried too)': It wasn't fate we all should accept it you still have the others remember alright(: 1day maybe you guys will be like how you guys use to be, insya'allah(':
Yesterday skipped Netball because we were choosen to help on RH thing so yeah stayed back and did then headed to IKEA otw home laughed laughed laughed with Spongy and i swear my stomach hurts alot -..- We were just like retarded people seriously~ Tomorrow Racial Harmony, not looking forward to it as i dont know which to do Henna or Cleaning -..- , wearing class tee tomorrow. Goodnight!

Birthday Girl

2010-07-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Amirah (Vgi).

Love you~

A horrible Friday.

2010-07-16T05:36:00.000-07:00

Greeting Readers,
Common Test starting, gotta study man haha last minute studies, need to get wonderful marks for it. So it could help me for the final exam heh. Netball will stand down starting from Wednesday *phew* thankgod. Had been waiting to see the coach since last week, feelings of curious and scared all mixed up into 1, hopefully monday we get to see him, pray hard that his more kind then our prev one, amin. Have been to Nadiah's(Spongebob) house 2days straight haha eventhough it was just the 2 of us i had a hell lot of fun and nothing could describe how much i laughed @ her house, love her more then words. Went to Swensens on the tuesday that was kindly treated by Zul and Farhan after they received their voucher *reward* They skipped ICT just for this haha watch Despicable Me that was so entertaining that had made me laughed alot, stomach starts to grumble and so headed to Swensens straight away and had lots of fun laughing, thanks for the treat guys, love it. On thursday during Chem had story telling with the usuals again (Nadiah, Arris, Aiman, Danial.D) well alway laughing with them, never stop those jokes(:
Goodnight~

Life is awesome when you have awesome friends around(:

2010-07-12T03:48:00.000-07:00

(What i understand about love in this age is that its totally a waste of time)
Hey,
School was superduper boring and i just feel like sleeping for all the lesson's -,- the weather wasn't as windy as i thought and so sleeping was hard): Had a story telling session with (Aiman & Dzul) again. Then had a teka-teki session with Fhirdaus Hahahaha awesomeeee :D Netball was Cancelled so went to Chemistry Remedial patheticly only 5 people came good uh 3A1 :D Non-Stop laughing with Spongebob(Nadiah) again haha life has been awesome even though i have someone/people bitching behind our backs but nah karma is gonna play its game^^ all i gotta do is to have more patience because i know allah is always watching from above, i have my own life to lead , i love life and the people thats in it except for 1 and i will treasure it(:
Will give a proper post tomorrow im quite weird today -..- Haha, mind me!

I learn to only trust certain people

2010-07-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

(Sec2 or Sec1? Can't remember, haha ugly but so what haha!)
Firstly thanks dzul and fhirdaus for the short cute post yesterday AHAHAHA.
Hey,
Today didnt feel like going to school but force myself to go because i dont want to be left behind with studies so yeah i came. English was first and it was awesome, storytelling with the usuals, eventhough we weren't close but when it comes to story-telling we were very close, willing to hear eachothers story~ (Nadiah, Arris, Dzul, Hadi, Eva, Aiman, Shannan)
had alot of laughters and a awesome time, since Rina's pit we became like listening ears hearing about eachothers problems, and they're great people to be with, the people that you want to be with when you're down and sad because they will be the one cheering us up despite them being loud, thanks guys. After that was Maths and it lasted for 3 long periods. School was very tiring this days but haha those usuals never fail to fill up my day with laughters. After school planned to go School's Gym just to try out but atlast Nadiah couldn't she was going to watch movie with her mom and sis. Walked with Shuhadah and Haslinah to the bus-stop, has been so long since we last walked together haha, i know it isn't important to give details but i really miss those 2(: So accompanied Nadiah to E-Hub to buy the tickets, laugh alot with that spongebob haha! And guess what i bumbed into my old bestfriend Salihah, gosh can't tell but i miss her alot gonna meet her next week for lunch^^ can't wait.

2010-07-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

halloooooooooooooooooooooooo ! dzul n fhirdaus here !:D ok bye !

Mia in blogger

2010-07-06T22:22:00.000-07:00

Heyhey,
Currently in ComLab having CPA lesson. Feeling restless not knowing why. After school having Netball Training and yeah we are gonna know whose our New coach and my heart is beating fast very fast. And anw getwellsoon shuhadah(: Will update soon.

School,Movie,Pit,Home(:

2010-07-03T02:42:00.000-07:00

Hey,

Lacks of update, yeah i know, sorry. Well school began last Monday, was abit excited to meet friends(: Timetable changed again, hated the new time slots cause i found out that we had more maths periods eventhough i know i need to bucked up. Crap. Netball started too, news was, Coach didnt want to coach us anymore, selfish huh. Well after we heard that Ms Soh wanted to replace it with Dunman's Coach we were all freakn terrified. Will be having regular training every Mon and Wed. Alright skip these. Friday was awesome i swear!(: School was like having a half day cos we had early recess den another period of study and everyone head to the Hall for 'Siglaps Got Talent'. Everyone did great and yeah the most performance i liked was Zul and Farhans. 2nd and 3rd is the two dance group. Really enjoyed those performance but legs cramped haha! After school ended went E-Hub to watch Twilight:Eclipse with Nadiah,Haslinah,Aqilah,Shuhadah(: We were smuggling outside food and drinks, haha laughing away when someone S* hahaha! The movie was thumbs up rating 10/10 go watch QUICK! And since girls going crazy over Taylor Lautner i've changed to Xavier Samuel^^/Kiowa Gordon/ Alex Meraz. *melts*

After the Movie went straight home as it's raining, confirmed wthr the pit was still ON. When it's still On me and nadiah got ready and went to the pit together. We were entertained by Arris, Hadi, Vgi and Dzul awesome had fun laughing with them :D Went home around 10+ was so tired! They sent us to the bus-stop, thanks guys(:

Oh and Happy Birthday RinaJams(:

Sens and Downtown(:

2010-06-25T11:43:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the wonderful day Nadiah eventhough it was just the two of us hahaha so much laughters and joys shared with you bestfriend and thanks Vgi gigi that later joined us at night(:

Anyway; _______, Me nor nadiah isn't jealous with your life jangan kegearan eh, tolong siket.

Boring june

2010-06-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Just came home from whitesands with 2nd brother and sister had an awesome time HAHAHA laughing away. My elder brother's away together with dad, me, my mom, other brother and sis went home earlier. So yeah went whitesands to do his concession card and head to the library to find my novel for mt hw. Den head to Mc and ate hahaha something hilarious happen to my brother and i swear we couldnt stop laughing even my 4yearsold sis could laugh AHAHA awesome loving my siblings :D School's opening soon! Anyone ready?! Obviously im not! Homeworks not done awesome or what?! Still must finish reading a 140 pages of malay novel and do a summary somemore wahyo squeezing it within this less then a week! JUNE HOLIDAY SUPER BORING! anw i didnt know i have two annoying orange brothers HAHA:D And i bet my english is failing Haha must speak english often^^

Fatty Fatty Bomb Bomb

2010-06-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Well i assume my blog looks kinda dead now -.- sorry. Been quite lazy to log in blogger and blog. Hah well my holidays have been GoooooooooBAD, i still have not found that novel for mothertongue's homework, seriously i can't stand rotting at home im gonna turn FAT so soon been eating eating eating and i barely exercise, im so strong when it comes to eating but so weak in exercising im already wondering how am i going to live it up when netball starts im gonna be deadmeat. Instead of losing weight i think i gained weight :p Mom ask me to diet but im not into diet and i dont trust dieting. And now i keep asking people wthr im fat and those people still says i look like a POLE?! SKINNY?! My jaws will drop! I look more like a puffer fish those fat fishes and soon i'll turn into a gorilla if i can't maintain the way i keep munching on those food! Haha alright lets skip those fattish topic :p Im not in Singapore right now so if you guys call/text me i cant reply. I've learnt a lesson, i wanna start laughing now and stop crying or being so grumpy over anything that can pist us, lets enjoy life before it ends(: I wanna be more serious after this June Ends no more childish behaviour and stop it with this love thing, enough of everything, i can't bare it anymore, dont want those past to repeat. So yeah i wanna be a happy teenager, allow me okay(:

KL Trip(:

2010-05-28T01:15:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Back from KL trip and i felt that time past so fast, i dont wanna go home yet i still wanna stay at KL esp in my lovely hotel room. The trip was so awesome as lovely classmates never fail to make me laugh out loud hahaha . I was bullied in the bus from singapore to kl and from kl to singapore by classmates again didnt get to catch any sleep. Hahaha the trip was awesome and i just couldnt describe how awesome it could be. First night was superduper fun we went shopping for food, got our hotel cards and rushed to our hotel room and slot in the card was so excited that we throwed our heavy bags on the floor and cuddled in bed, got our baths and i slurp on my maggi and watch some movies on TV while nadiah sleeping so soundly like a sleeping beauty, i just couldnt sleep but when i was about to sleep got some calls from that bully, disturbing my sleep. Me and Nadiah was so confident of being early for breakfast hahaha but end up we woke up at 0730 i told her to cut down on the time of bathing but instead the time added on and we were done at 0815. Didnt ate breakfast for us but classmates offer us some bread for us to eat, caring huh. First destination was to head to FRIM an awesome and challenging hike, sucha refreshing scenery they have there in Malaysia. Had Lunch~ After that visited the orphanage, the first time i looked at them i was so frightened but in the end i find them very loving, headed to have our Dinner and then lastly to Firefly Park. The first few sentences we said when we saw the firefly's were "Eh like Christmas Tree! Den we kept making jokes on the boat about crocodiles about Hari Raya hahahahaha! " By the time we went back to the hotel we were all exhausted, i got prank by Masuri, and Illy,Rina,Naz and Aaisyah came to our room to offer us some pizza den together we went to that bullys room to offer him some pizza's den from there we split. I was so exhausted but i kept munching on tidbits to prevent my stomach from grumbling in the middle of my sleep:D The next day we woke up early as Hayati went over to our room at around 5 in the morning had chats with her, pity her cos she didnt sleep she took care of jill who was having fever i took my bath while nadiah still want to continue sleeping so i went over to hayati's room to see jill's condition, luckily her fever went down.Went down to have our breakfast, stomach's full we went back up to packed. Got our things and left the room felt so sad after leaving.Went to some Chocolate Factories, and i swear the chocolate disturbed my stomach, it hurts alot i didnt wanna go toilet but just sit down and rest. I really enjoyed myself and i hope we could have another trip, overseas. Just me and my 3A1's (:

Away for 3days

2010-05-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

KL and Grand Blue Waves here i come ;D

3A1 lets have fun !

I really hope happiness would last ):

2010-05-20T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hey Everyone!
It has been a veryvery long time since ive updated my blog, my blog even look freaking dull and boring, the reason is because ive been keeping myself away from computers/laptops, thispastfew days i dont know why but i just dont feel like turning them on, heh woah doesnt sound like me at all -.-, but i really miss logging into blogger and facebook. Oh and about Exams i didnt do quite well and its sucha big dissapointment): I failed Humans, Maths and both Science Papers. I did improve on my Mathematic marks but im not that satisfied with them ): I promised myself to really buck up next term because i guess this term im just not serious enough. Problem after problem but thankgod everythings back to the way it used to be. Eventhough the problems keep playing off in my mind each time i had a free time to think atleast my lovely classmates cheered me up, disturb me, bully me do stupid things to make me feel irritated or laugh haha and i can't wait to bond again with them for the KL trip. I will be sleeping with Nadiah and Eva, yay! Been planning with Nadiah evil things to do to Eva hehehe . Its surely gonna be exciting and i can't wait for Monday! Yesterday my class just celebrated April,May & June birthdays girls/boys . Eating delicious cakes in the morning really disturbed many of my classmates stomach hahaha . During lessons watch IP MAN,AVATAR,UP,SCHOOL OF ROCK & SANTAU . Oh and sad Miss Fu leaving soon although i dont quite like her but she's still a nice teacher gotta give something for her(: Time past so fast that May is coming to an end SOON . And June is next , how fast & i can't really believe im a short fat sec3 girl now -.-' haha gotta cut down on the fats during June Holidays . Seriously very fast we passed sec1 life sec2 life now slowly gg thru sec3 life and its so much challenging why uh sec3 determines everything in terms of studies,friends everything ~
And im loving with the type of company im with(:
But hey whatever shits uv been telling people about me that might be untrue pls stop .
Before judging on my mistakes pls reflect on yours cos you never know the people ur with might also hate you, im being neutral in this, me you we are all humans & we aint perfect we do all sorts of mistakes and we regret them but i dont know wthr you regret on yours but hey everyone deserves changes i regretted on my past but im not apologising to you anymore , cos i know i gotta stop giving in uv been taking advantages of my kindness & other peoples.
I just want you to stop alright .

Now i know which to choose

2010-05-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

(Always the best from the beginning till the end , lasting since sec1 )

Its always them who makes my day brighter thankyou girls love ya ~

They'r always the best nomatter what happens . Foughts , betrays are meant to be included in the friendship package , thats what make us realise how to treasure a friendship and learn to cherish their trust , we'v been thru all those hard and difficult times and still now we'r counting on it .

Without 2nd chances and forgiving and forgetting i guess i would have lost Aqilah )':

But she's just too kind , i pity her most of the time as her life is full of obstacles and i know she's very strong to face it .

Life has been pressurising for me but hey exams are O V E R you see , im only nervous for the results on friday so yeh pray hard and friend i dont keep your file if you dont wanna trust me up to you hah whatever intentions you think im tryna do its wrong . Now im looking forward for the KL Trip , but too bad not working with A2 wish we could eh bestfriend =/ Sneak out from your hotel uh slack with us at our hotel Hahahaha dream on -.- ! Eh seriously can't wait ! XD

Middle of the night ...

2010-05-11T03:08:00.001-07:00

( A VERYVERY OLD picture hehe )

Exams are OFFICIALLY OVER ! Finally ! Woaaah tomorrow + thursday no school for me and some students , my ART/D&T/F&N friends goodluck tomorrow , try your very best for this last exam(: Mathematics Paper 2 , Physics , CPA is over now . Thankgod (: Now im resting ohhh && had awesome times with beloved bestfriend just now yeah you know i know , met with my dearest senior shared alot of tales with her & she understands us alot . The advices she gave should i insert it in my mind rightaway :D I have been veryvery patient with every single thing you do/say , to/about me say whatever you wish to say , i know which person is the best for me (: If you keep having negative thoughts about me forget about our friendship ~ Goodluck in your life , takecare .

Somehow today beloved bestfriend made me happy , thankyou ly(:

Whats the big deal ,

2010-05-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

(HAHA Sec2 , i have sucha small face -.- )

Today was Chemistry and i swear i did not revise much until this morning i came to school sat and straight away study hahaha so much for webcaming with bestfriends yesterday night , i did the paper with confidence esp the MCQ questions as it was manageable

Hehehe it was kind of awesome because during our exam people making funny buzzing noises and Mr L not doing anything about it , its irritating but enjoyed it ~ Monday mathematics paper2 and CPA theory nyeh ~ Maths paper 2 *bitenails* can make it or not ? Dont think so -.- confirm fail . Next will be Physics and then CPA practical and then its over *phew* NO MORE LOOKING AT WORKSHEETS OR ANY REVISION PAPER after that . Anw i know my blog is so dull and it looks boring but who cares i can't be bothered to fancy my blog anymore(:

Went T2 with Nadiah , studied at the Gallery haha and we'r smuggling chips ^^ not caught at all .

Hahaha people sleeping there somemore tsk3 , but aeroplanes keep distracting us from studying , awesome time spent with her again (:

Otp wif Aqilah just now and yeah aqilah be strong ily, anw i wont cry ok, thanks for making me laugh , i know its worthless crying over people who dont care about us anymore thankyou (:

Now no more ...

2010-05-06T00:17:00.000-07:00

(ALIEN FACES)

Woke up at 6.20 today , luckily my eldest brother woke me up haha both overslept well done -.- ! So much for chatting with Vgi and JunWei last night almost to midnight hahahahahaha . I couldn't enjoy my long nice 15/20mins bath -.-'''' but to cut it to 10mins , the funniest part is i ran thru and fro thru and fro with my towel on =.= can imagine? ! Quickly leave house because im scared i couldnt catch the bus , but luckily my bus was fast , MY LUCK ! Met up wif lovely bestfriend at west and we were early for school reached school at around 7+ before 7.15 and that made me =.=''' knew i should have took my own sweet time . Today Mathematics Paper 1 and Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension , done ! Dont ask about maths haha it was quite manageable but i think im gonna get low marks for it . Greatful that Oral changed to Monday haha Mdm A got course :P Tomorrow Chemistry gotta revise every single thing from my revision paper . Testing my new webcam now with Bestfriend , Aqilah hahaha imissher and now we'r doing stupid and crazy things over the webby again haha we're like the old us RETARDS XD anw psssst : your love can't compare with mine babe sorry^^ and chatting with Shannan deary :D Webcaming with Fhirdaus and Nadiah toooo hahahaah FUNFUNFUN :D 1st time using webcam what ofcourse excited^^

Zat next time ok ;D
Hey ,
Kiss my ass if you hate me ok ^^ , i can't be bothered anymore la :D

Say what you wanna say about me to others , goodluck for karma .
People tend to see my BAD side not my GOOD side hais , HUMANS open your eyes !
& watch your filty mouth thanks , faster your chance now , grab it before its too late :d

it will never fade, DAY BY DAY~

Its your decision now ..

2010-05-04T23:15:00.001-07:00

Yay ! English Paper 2 is over and i swear both passage was soo soo confusing -.- had to read it about 5times to understand it but the Comprehension was quite easy though ^^ for the first time my Summary was less then 130words hehehe , finished the paper 15mins before it ended . For the remaining time i look thru the class photo that Mdm N gave me in the middle of our exam haha , faces were like -..-' hahahahahaha & damn tomorrow is mathematics paper 1 + Mother Tongue listening compre den have mother tongue oral somemore and i remembered getting a scolding from Mdm A that day as we never attend our Oral hahaha den she's giving us a chance tomorrow i thought she would not complain to Mdm N but i was wrong , waaah what a complainer =.= Even Mr A has been complaining to Mdm N about our class and thats 1 of the reason why A1 cannot be bonded with A2 . But whatever it is i miss 2N1 )': , i miss my fellow classmates , the noise , the fights , the fun and all our great times together . We'r the only class that dares to do everything we did last year we'r the ONLY class that dares because we'r bonded , but when individual have gone to different class , we cannot be the same ): How great A1 is 2N1 is still the best and this is the class im gonna remember after i graduate ): hais .
I gotta achieve an improvement in my marks , this year , hopefully =/ then the following day will be Chemistry waaah that one gone case -.- what else Physics hahaha .
Gotta practice my mathematics now ~
told zul & vgi about my unexpected dream yesterday )':
almost made me cry for real -.-
Again someone ask ): Ignoring/avoiding me isnt the best choice terence .

Promises in the dark

2010-05-04T02:41:00.000-07:00

Had an awesome time at T3 with Nadiah , Fazirah and Shuhadah but it would be much more fun if Aqilah and Haslinah were to tag along but nevermind(:
I can't deny but i miss them but most of all i miss US . thankyou for always making my day and never fail to love me you guys are always the best trust me . Loveyouall (:
Mother Tongue paper 2 has past now tomorrow is English Paper 2 and soon it will be Mathematics Paper 1 , i have not practice on my simultaneous equations and damn im surely gonna fail maths , no hope at all -.- but i hope for an improvement in my marks though hahaha .
Hmmm goodluck for Mye friends(:

Framers haiyoo

2010-05-02T10:20:00.000-07:00

Hey,
Found out someone has been saying fake stories about me and that includes ruining my friendship with people . Haiya why can't people see me happy one ah ?
Firstly i want to know what is the story all about ?
Secondly why ?
Thirdly i want to take this opportunity to apologise to the people iv'e talk about before this .
IM VERY SORRY and i hope you guys forgive me (:
Well even though idk whthr the story is true or not but i will just say SORRY .
Sorry friends , bestfriends , i promise it won't be repeated ):
to : aqilah , illyana , haslinah the main people . to the rest i dont know wthr the stories are true or not but still im sorry , naz & rina , may our friendship last.
& to vgi thank you so much stay strong and dont forget to smile when you see lexy next week (;
i miss my friends and bestfriends and i love them very much .
What is past should remain as past and i guess i've learnt my lesson now .
Thankyou for making me realised im very very sorry .
i love you guys .

Still thinking but not letting it affect

2010-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

NOW , no point holding on to tears that can't be hold so crying is the best .
As long as i can hold i will (: i will be strong , no matter what .

Papers that are done :

Social Studies
History
English paper1
Mother Tongue paper1

thankgod humanities are done , i dont think i did well for both papers =/
but for english and mother tongue i think i did quite ok (:
getting ready for the rest of the papers , hopefully exams end fast .
Goodluck ~

2010-04-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

Thank you loves , much misses .

My blog is still on private mode and i invited only a few readers now(:

easy for you to leave everything ..

2010-04-29T23:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday an awesome day with Nadiah , JunWei & JunRong . Finally some laughters in me & i swear i enjoyed myself but when we trained back to PS . saw, talked , walked away from everyone & i can't hold on but to cry in the bus not making it obvious i wipe my tears act as if my eyes were itchy , thanks for the info vg's i used to be strong but i guess i can't hold on it any longer , i had been so patient enough with the change of my surrondings , what's more gonna happen ? i can't predict , but having you to let go that simple , hurt me . I have been acting as if everythings normal and making myself occupied with different things but when that happens your name will always be on someones mouth asking me , how should i answer ? ''Its over'' like that ? just like that ? like how you told her ? without me knowing you said its over , how would i feel ? look , it isnt simple for me to say the word ''over'' its not what i want but its what YOU want . Talking about love to you doesnt make sense now because i know your love towards me is nothing now right ? its exams , i dont wanna bother you it will keep you thinking but i gotta go through it everyday , without your notice . If you think i have forgotten about us think again . waiting hurts when all you get is this .
i dont want to force you but now its your choice ~
no matter what people say i STILL love you terence cheng)):

What is past remain as past (:

2010-04-26T01:56:00.000-07:00

She guided me through my dark tunnels and gave me inspirations to not give up in life & till now im still not giving up and of course the second person is zul (: He knows what im going through now and he always give's me postive push ups to make me stand up from my unhappy grounds. Who else can i trust in this world ? not much now . I dont live to steal friends sorry if people thinks im stealing but im not , they just got to know the reason before saying i guess (: I have 5greatgirlfriends before this but how much can i depend on now ? i do still love them but life isnt always bright isn't it so i gotta let go now . I learn not to trust everyone in life(: because you can't be surprise as the one you trusted most can also bitch about you but i understand everyone isnt perfect and so as their life i learn to forgive people with an open heart but surely i wont forgive someone who can call me such names without even looking at herself & i learned a new one from my form teacher "we do kindness to people if people doesnt appreciate it then leave it to the above" i learned alot of things this year , memorable and challenging situations . haha and i realised now i have so many classmates thats so great to be with , even in my moody days they can just simply make you laugh and make those stress run away im enjoying those kind of classmates now(: So far life has been depending and very challenging but i know great people are always with me , the one that enters and never leaves and the one thats best for me , the blame is always me so im sorry iloveu guys takecare bye .

2010-04-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

Blog SHUT DOWN till exams are done sorry for the inconvenience peace yo , xoxo !

My blog is still private but certain readers are invited(:

Be matured now .

2010-04-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hey!

My blog has been entitled boring hahaha because im too lazy + too buzy too update . Anyone free can just update for me my blog ok . hahaha . So far my days have been great except for some irritations but lovely people manage to cheer me up again , just like a life saver . So today stayed back to do history project with Nadiah . Many things happen but im lazy to elaborate many sweet things i mean (: Countdown to exams 16/15 more days . Omg so fast walao i seriously need to start opening textbooks and revise esp on maths , i dont want to fail badly for maths this time . But Mdm Nasyita have been very fuzzy this few days she can win my mother :D Lecturelecturelecture . Countdown to KL trip 50days . Im going yay ! i dont want to get too excited now Aqilah knows what i will do if i get too excited (:

Ok i wanna finish up my project ohh ohh enjoy the weather guys .

*Bestfriends shouldnt hate eachother*

mummy has been so braggy why ?

2010-04-11T02:50:00.001-07:00

Hey!

Today's sunday obviously today is the day where i panic as tomorrow school starts again and there goes another chapter in my life . Tomorrow is the last netball match against HSCSS i think . And after that CCA will be stand down i think . Haha and my days won't be that busy i think haha ok cut it out . Lets summarise my days :
Monday - Match

Tuesday - Study day wif zul , mirah raudy & kika .

Wednesday - nothing

Thursday - nothing

Friday - nothing

Not much huh , plain boring week . Well i guess i gotta shut down now my brother already gave me a certain time to use his laptop hmphs so selfish :S ok whatever bye.

i dont think it matters now

2010-04-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hey!

My week has been an average week . But yeah wonderful people never fail to brighten up my day (: I actually dont know what to post about ~ hahahahaha so yeah my week was splendid :D

Thanks to the people that made my days brighter , love you guys . After school today went to Changi Airport to so called study with 5girls hahaha but end up we had a great time laughing on somethings overall i enjoyed today (:

But now im struggling in Maths ): and now i totally hate Maths totally ! ok i have nothing else to post about HAHAHA goodnight sweetdreams iloveu readers (:

Weekends ~

2010-04-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hey !

I think im too bored till i feel like blogging again so yeah here i am trying to kill my boredom by typing what topic i can think of =.-

Time check : 10.59pm lets see how long i take to post , ok ok crap .

Tomorrow is Sunday and it will be a boring Sunday again Father,Sister & Brothers went to Terengganu ystrd and now still there leaving me alone at home , mama went to work already so here i am tryna be a brave girl :D

Monday - Competition wif Sengkang Sec , deadline for history project .

Tuesday - Not much myb stayin back for revision

Wednesday - Training

Thursday - InterClass Badminton & im soo gonna ask someone to take my place !

Friday - Nothing much

What a boring week =.- can it get any better ? & I bet there's test coming ayooo =.----

Dont ever ask me about Physics or Social Studies i know nothing about them :D

My class is famous for its truth or dare i think this is the season uh . Last year 2N1 , Singapore VS Japan HAHAHAHA those times :') I dare not play their truth or dare ! So the daring infact VERY daring ! Eh notice my prev post picture notice my hair ? so wavy and so bangs ! HAHAHA but look at this post's picture , change already quite wavy and no bangs , clip up instnd :D You guys just dont know how irritating it is to keep a bangs =.= & another reason is i dont want pimples to grow on my forehead ! & i just got to know that the bite next to my nose turned out to be a pimple ! urgh how i hate it to have this dirty stuffs on my face , the first thing mama said when she saw my pimple is "DAYDREAM ALOT AH ?" -.=== Yknw what ? i have been wondering if 1day i were to become those typical minah's nowadays ? Wanna knw what is the first thing im gonna shout to myself "YOU ARE STUPID VERY STUPID !" haha i promise myself i won't become one aniway . My feelings are random , suddenly i feel like hugging people lerr nevermind later can hug my pillow & timecheck : 11:47pm wahh long seh but nevermind atleast it killed my boredom . Eh i talking craps already .

goodnight people xoxo !

Missing~

2010-04-02T22:28:00.000-07:00

I Miss Classmates I Miss 5girls I Miss Bfriends I miss ....... !

Making it a better ending

2010-04-02T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hey,
Just finished searching pictures for my History Project & monday is the due date and my group members are Nadiah , Eva , Jill and Hadi . I took about 4hours to search for the pictures ! Nola actually i search for the picture not that long HAHAHA i log into FB and comment-comment then went bloghopping and it took 4hours in total :D What's left is the typing of informations =.-
Waaaaaaaaaaah ! I need to sleep manxsxs , i have been sleeping late hours thesepastfewdays and im having panda eyes already !
Ohh and on thursday i got April fooled by NADIAH2times and FHIRDAUS RAZAK 3times !
Walao hate you guys already hahahaha kiddn . But this years April Fool wasn't as fun as last years ): *sobsob*
Now i think Justin Bieber is cute by 1% hahahaha i think im starting to accept the fact that he's cute but by 1% only because he makes me remember Ikan ! thats soo yucksxs ! but ikan i still love u dont worry . I want to change my hair )': should i cut bangs back or should i just cut side bangs ......... nyeheh idk la ! my post is random today bare with it (:

Happy Belated 15 Birthday to

2010-04-01T09:29:00.000-07:00

AIMAN and FAZILAH May all your wishes come true and may your life is blessed with great health (: Aiman; continue irritating me =.- and being my listening ear ♥Fazilah; continue making me laugh and fill my day with joy (:LOVE YOU GUYS ♥

I want to wait

2010-04-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hey!

I apologise for keeping this blog D E A D , having tight schedules , with Exams , Test , Projects and Tournaments around the corner . So far school has been great with loving companies around (: Yesterday had a game with Madrasah Al'irsyad and we won , wasn't sure of the score but for those who came and supported thank you so much♥ so sweet of you guys . I didnt realised that today marks the date of 1st of April , how fast time flies & i better buck up on my studies . Im so slacking in Physics and Social Studies , needing Mr Azam to re-teach me . But somehow i just hate 3A2's form teachers , Ms Fu and Mr Azam , dont ask why i just dont like them , they always ruin whenever im talking to _________ . I can't wait for the KL trip woohooo . Ohh and and i got stung by some stupid bee and now i have a bubble right smack at the side of my nose wait and im getting fatter O.o shitx my target is to slim down by the end of APRIL !

My post is so random + rush huh ? ayoo nevermind .

I will update my blog when i have the time to alright goodnight people .

Dearest friends

2010-03-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hey,
Had a horrible week ,
Thanks ;
Terence♥ , Shuhadah♥ , Nadiah♥ , Haslinah♥ , Zulkanain♥ , Eva♥ , Shannan♥ , Fazilah♥ , Aiman♥ , Danial . Duraini♥ , Manika♥ , Amirah(Express)♥ , Amy♥ , Ikan♥ , Vgi♥ , Nazbby♥ .
Thanks for the hugs and those concerns and thanks for making me laugh and putting a smile on my face everyday love u guys (:
Bfriends sorry , sorry for everything and shuhadah♥ i promise i won't leave u , i won't .
Tears won't explain how much i dont wish to leave u , i just dont have the heart to do so .

This is the reality that i have to accept . i still love every each of u bfriends but just takecare and goodbye )':

Universal Studio:D

2010-03-20T18:23:00.000-07:00

Hey,

Sorry for the lack of update .

Yesterday went to Universal Studio Singapore ! Awesomeee right ? We were very lucky enough to get that free ticket from Mendaki :DDD We had to report there by 7.15AM our pick up point was at Eunos so got ready and met Aqilah♥ 1st then met 4girls♥ at Tampines Platform . In the train we look like runaway kids the ones that runaway from home yeaah HAHAHA doing retard stuffs HAHAHAHA . Arrived and was given our groupings thankgod me and Aqilah♥ is in the same group while Haslinah♥ , Nadiah♥ and Fazirah♥ was in the same group too only Shuhadah♥ was left alone with Rosliana HAHAHA .The place was suppper awesome ! 1st we had to watch some performance at Pantages Hollywood Theater . Then we went to the Ancient Egypt and took the Revenge of the Mummy roller coaster i tell you that was one scary ride but it was fun , took the ride 2times and still shouted HAHA . After that took the most dangerous ride that was the battle star galactica CYCLON (blue track) and battle star galactica HUMAN (red track) yeaaah tried HUMAN2times and tried the CYCLON3times seriously speaking i was proud of myself for being so brave to take those rides . After that had our lunch at Oasis Spice Cafe then we proceeded to The Lost World and tried the Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure and we were told that we could get wet so yeah , everyone was scared of getting wet so they wore ponchos HAHA I was so confident of getting wet but atlast Aqilah and 1girl got wet HAHAHAHHAHAHA it was thrilling , scary but awesome . Proceeded to Far Far Away and watch a Shrek 4-D Adventure movie that was SOOO SOOOO COOOL ! We left at 5PM and still felt unsatisfied but still i was proud of myself and Aqilah♥ for being brave enough to take those rides againandagain . Finally i manage to overcome my fear of taking rollercoaster and i hope Aqilah♥ too YAY ! Sitting in the bus made us think of the roller coaster rides HAHAHA esp the MRT HAHAHA .

Papa and Qaisara is back YAY !

YAY ! tomorrow school reopens but so fast :/ neeehhh but YAY !

Happy Belated 15 Birthday to

2010-03-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

Nur Illyana and Nadiah Hakim
May all your wishes come true and may your life is blessed with great health (: Illyana , lets start a new and fresh friendship ♥Nadiah , continue to make me laugh with your stupid jokes ;D LOVE YOU GUYS ♥

Come back

2010-03-15T20:12:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU , I WANNA HUG YOU , I WANNA KISS YOU !
miss kakak tak ?
Morning everyone,

Im so loving the cold weather now ^-^

Today is the Netball Chalet thing but sadly im not going , having some problems and still waiting for mum's return together with Qaisara♥ )': Pa i love you but can you stop your childish act's please ?! To those who is understanding my situation thankyousomuch .

Thursday is the Sentosa thing maybe i will go for that one then Friday not confirmed outing with 5girls ): hopefully its confirmed i miss us , lets make it a complete one please .

Currently chatting with Lovato♥ and Illy♥ hehe someone's birthday is coming ^.^

Ohh and thanks T♥ for updating my blog (:

Who will be there ?

2010-03-15T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hey,
Had a day out with my girlfriend nadiah♥ met her at Pasir Ris Interchange and trained to Orchard we laughed , shared problems and talked craps , she talked so loud that people kept looking at us -.- nadiahnadiah so much to tell HAHAHA . Went to Mount Elizabeth first to meet her mum then went to have our Lunch after lunch we explore the whole Orchard walking thruandfro thruandfro but the rain stop us and patheticly there were no shelters ! So we were trapped and the only way out is to ran :/ with our skirts HAHAHA . Cotton ON is having SALES but trust me nothing will interest u ! Bought some stuffs at FarEast and left Orchard at 6+ and trained back to PasirRis stop at Mc to eat and Nadiah♥ kept making me laugh till i was distracted to eat my burger . Took pictures + a video of her playing with a tissue HAHAHHAAHAHA ! We act like retard kids and just couldn't stop laughing . Sooon we went on our separate ways took 359 home . Thanks for the day Nadiah♥ love you !

Aqilah♥ , i miss us ):

T here (:

2010-03-13T22:07:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! Once again , T is here. How are you guys/girls/gays/lesbians? Hehe . You might be wondering why am I here again, right? Let me tell you why. It's because Qama is being lazy again! Hahaha. So now me being the good guy, decides to help her write this post. Haha. Good or what? (:
Anyway, I'm so bored. Well, I don't know what else to say. Haha. So that's all I'm posting. Have fun during the holidays! Bye Bye! (:

HIJACK!

2010-03-13T00:20:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! T here! I manage to "HACK" into Qamarina's blogger. HEHE!~

And Qama wants me to tell you guys/girls/gays/lesbians that she is so lazy to post and she misses me . Hahahahahaha! I wonder what she's doing. Maybe sleeping? Eating? Reading? Playing? Talking? Partying? Hahahaha , i don't know. okay, that's all I'm gonna say. Ohya, one last thing. Her sister is very very very cute ! (:
BYE ! (:

March Holidays

2010-03-11T22:29:00.000-08:00

Hey,
M A R C H holidays are here YAY like finally we have our rest after all the pressurizing lessons and irritating teachers ! Today had Mathematics first , Mdm Nasyita seems to be in a happy mood YAY ! then it was halfandhour history , Miss Lee didnt came and so Miss Tan Bee Ling took over and then mothertongue , had a short conversation with T ♥ ;D recess and then, CPA a total boredom in CPA now with that boring Mr Ang becoming more crappy . Then went home straight with Lovato ♥ . Enjoy your Holidays people (:
Miss me msg ok (:

March Holidays ~

2010-03-10T04:19:00.000-08:00

(Pictures soon)
Hey,
Today was a =.- day for me but my 5girls♥ cheered me up and i just couldnt be moody whenever im with them they just make me smile . Thank god it was raining in the morning (: came and he seems to be moody at me so i sat wondering where i went wrong and olmost cried during Social Studies when i told Nadiah♥ about it . Saw him peeping but i just ignored him . So all the way my face was ugly . Then onebyone my girls♥ made me happy . Went to me during recess and asked wether i was ok , & i said i was fine . But still im waiting for him to tell me whats going on with him , its bugging me olready hardly making me smile ): Came in class and people start to irritate me , making my mood worst . Lessons were well and then went for the Mendaki talk , im quite inspired by the talk and i speak confidently for the very 1st time . Ate 4 or 3 slices of pizza haha ate like never ate for a long time . Still had to attend netball -.- but it was fun .
March Holidays many events coming ^-^ can't wait .
Edited
He's ok olready ^.^ just finish chatting with him , but still he's confuse ? i dont really know why hahaha damn i dont think i want to go turf tomorrow my muscles are cramp both legs somemore dont know why these fewdays my muscles are squeezing . And i love Netball back finally Ms Soh isn't treating us like kids, coach too . A I M A N congrats !

Singing Competition (:

2010-03-09T03:29:00.000-08:00

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Hey,

Lessons were switched to Friday's timetable what a bore . After school helped Haslinah♥ with her Mother Tongue Performance Task group i became the video women i became all sweaty after that as the weather was just tooo hot . Then went back to school with Haslinah♥ , Aqilah♥ had to go home ): So went to the toilet to dry ourselves out then went to ComLab3 met with Shuhadah♥ , Fazirah♥ , Zul♥, Farhan♥ , Ikan♥ and Amy♥ they were practicing their singing as this thursday they are going to perform :D Had fun in the Lab with them (:

I dont know what's wrong with him ): I can't wait for thursday .

love Siglap soccer boys(:

2010-03-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

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Hey,
Had turf today, went with Fazirah♥ only as the rest legs were injured due to silat ): No power to go when zul's♥ not there . Lesson's were all so boring ~ and i just could'nt stand laughing with Arriszuan♥ and Danial.D's♥ lame jokes , they are just entertainers that brightened my day up(: After school had Netball Training with Cikgu Shahidah it was heaven as Ms Soh nor the coach was there (: Cikgu released us early so that we could watch soccer so only me , Haslinah♥ , Shuhadah♥ , Fazirah♥ and NadiaHakim♥ went to TPJC cikgu drove us there kind or what ? hahaha we lead the way HAHAHA made jokes in the car funnyla they all . Arrived and became blur people searching where the entrance was . Came and watch the match, siglap lost but im proud of you siglap boys !
& zul i believe there's better one's outside (: be happy olright i will olways support your decision . remember i will olways be there for you . lovelovelove you !

life history

2010-03-07T05:18:00.000-08:00

So far ,

LIFE : 99% Struggling abit

LOVE : loving his company♥

FRIENDSHIP : 100%

heh peaceeee yo !

A post for ...

2010-03-07T03:51:00.000-08:00

Zulkanain,

Since the first day i met you i didnt knew you were gonna be my bestfriend the one to cheer me up when others aren't there, the one who knew my weaknesses and strengths , the one who would forgive me even if i did a big mistake , the one who would still smile at me when you aren't in the mood to talk , the one who supported my decisions , the one who says i love you bestfriend a dozen times since sec1 and still counting to it now , sometimes i wondered how lucky am i to have a boybestfriend like you , i was dumb enough not to realise it before but now things change and im sooo happy that you are still here for me not leaving me alone . Encouraging me and defending my rights (: However words just couldn't describe how much i love you bestfriend thanks for believing in me and being that someone i could rely on (: Words just couldnt describe .

Thanks for giving me positive thoughts and not making me give up on love and also for making me smile with your hilarious jokes and adorable concerns it touched me so much (: You are that someone who i can turn to when my spirits need a lift, ur like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to get ur that someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out thats why you are my bestfriend(: i love you no matter what happen today, tomorrow or the present . As time goes by we become children and now teenagers and soon to adult, through with secondary 1 life and slowly forgetting secondary2 life and now slowly entering secondary3 life fast huh ? Faces change and attitude change . Lets keep our friendship strong ^.^

I dont know what to post today, my mood just felt like posting about zul haha .

btw i miss 2N1 D':

Soo many strange people

2010-03-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

2009 CestLaVie, my face loooks so kentalsxsx man .

Hey,
Today nothing much like seriously nothing much for the whole day as i rot at home facing this computer doing usual stuffs like chatting , facebooking and bloghopping . Wishing that time flies faster to Monday and its school make my schedule tight again please schoool D': March Holiday is soo sooo near and im gonna do alot of study plans and im wishing for an outing with my 5girls♥ & zulkanain♥ . Hearing alot of things from Haslinah♥ and Shuhadah♥ about that guy is making me feel soooooo soooooo uncomfortable now like seriously . Watching soccer, monday at tampines JC Siglap vs St Patrick this is their Finals i think . Im tired but my eyes just dont want to sleep and ohh today mom cooked my favourite Fried Kway Teow but i wondered why i couldn't finish the amount i toook , its either i didn't had the moood or either my stomach is helping me keep fit HAHAHA thanks stomach ;D Must slim down within March ^.^
Now chatting with Amy♥ that irritating ass :D

Honours Day(:

2010-03-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

Picture ^^^ memories

Hey,

Today is Honours Day, i was late & so i went to school with Haslinah♥, enough of our nonsence about that white & pink car's . HAHAHA met the rest at the canteen & soon Nadiah♥ came and we assembled , got our food + drinks and ate proceeded to the hall but too bad i couldn't sit beside Haslinah♥ and Nadiah♥ i dont know why the chairs were like separated . I had to sit beside Shazreena & Zuhaizat . The whole performance was awesome but the talks were supper supper boring . Walked to West to get their Waffles then headed to the bus-stop bidfarewell to Nadiah♥ and Aqilah♥ while me and Haslinah♥ just waited for Fazirah♥ to finish her duty . Haslinah♥ shocked me with someone's msg , nah but i will just treat you as a friend Z♥ (: Soon Fazirah♥ came and took 39 home . Went home and slept since planned was cancelled . Was awake when Zuhaizat♥ msg , Siglap won against Bedok, good one Siglap soccer boys . I gotta admit Siglap soccer is pretty good . Too bad i didnt watch their match today, was soo sleepy and finally i slept . Now Chatting with that NCC boy Danial . D♥ about her and him HAHAHA .

Missing ~

2010-03-04T01:09:00.000-08:00

Hey,
Today toook 81 with Lovato(: then went turf with Zulkanain♥ ,Illyana♥ ,Danial♥ & Fazirah♥ .
Crack jokes with Danial again didnt realise Faz came and suddenly joined us HAHA went up to class for Social Studies & got change to uniform after that was Mathematics 3freeperiods Mdm Nasyita never come Yay for the whole class! Olmost half the class took the greeen form and olmost half of the class went home acting sick infront of Mr Kong , nice acting guys ! Went to the Com Lab & had to do the Mathematics Performance Task, Nadiah♥ and Fhirdaus♥ was absent so me & Danial . A♥ had fun irritating each other untill 1chair broke HAHAHA while msging T♥
I got pinched again =_= HAHA . Went straight home ~ deciding to sleep but i couldnt sleep .
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY INABEYLO ♥

I will olways be there

2010-03-02T23:36:00.000-08:00

Hey,

Today i swear that the weather was freaking H O T. First lesson was PE and that Mr Ang was sucha bore we wasted 1hr just to do warm ups, i swear his lessons were olways boring & you can just doze off . After PE was Social Studies & i was paying attention while talking to Eva♥ about something + someone ;D then Mathematics did some sec2 work & RECESS next was Physics , class was soooo hyper and Mr Azam loooked stress, i pitied him and so i paid attention but that Danial.D♥ is supppper irritating so i talked to him about my mixed feelings about this 2 guys thanks for the listening ear NCC boy . HAHA . After that was History sadly Eddie got a memorable punch by Akip for shooting a paper rubberband at akip ; Eddie was pointing that rubberband at akip & so akip dared him, he let go and that rubberband hit akip, he got angry & punch eddie & eddie's cheeks was sooooo red & he cried . Edward, Danial.D & me tried to cheered him up . Went to the history room and did an essay since Miss Lee didnt come , had fun with T♥ said to nadiah Why you jealous ah ! HAHA . After that was English Miss Fu talked about something that had to combine with A2 & Aiman said me & Danial.D can act Miss Fu replied, NO u and Qamarina can go up stage and act since you are so energetic & Hadi started singing one day aiman & qamarina sitting on the tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g WTH ! Aiman all your fault you better stop, youuu nonsence :D Edward was cute just now holding that big turtle & dancing around with the turtle HAHA did a Compo & skipped Netball training today because im exhausted as during english i felt like puke-ng .

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZ[B] ♥

i dont want to think anymore

2010-03-02T02:50:00.000-08:00

Hey,
See how idiotic my face looooks *looks up*

I feel like bursting now i dont feel like smiling anymore but i have to . I dont know why im like these seriously i dont know im just freaking restless in smiling . Chatted with Aqilah♥ & Vgi♥

thanks for cheering me up Aqilah♥ & to vgi cheer yourself up (: Im starting to take advice from Aqilah♥ i should just wait & act normal , i hope i could but i will try my best . Tomorrow will be staying back for that Mother Tongue Performance Task drama + there's netball training -.-

Studies have been harder + im slacking olready waaaaah goootta bucked up man . Hopefully this friday's picnik/kite flying with ♥ girlfriends is on .

*Liking someone is much more fun if that someone likes you back and then you will feel like ur the luckiest person in the world (:

I will learn to smile more .

I need a break now

2010-03-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

Hey,

Had turf club in the morning for my very first time (: It was quite awesome & im sure i can slim down despite my bamboo type body . Assembled & everyone had that puzzled look on their faces even Mdm Nasyita then they start asking, why you inside turf club ? & so on . After that had Social Studies, my name was called more then 3times because i kept talking, pathetic . After that was Chemistry had to proceed to the Lab that was soooooo boring but Danial.A entertained me with his irritating jokes then it was English aspernormal Danial.D & Arriszuan with their jokes & me laughing in a sudden with their paikia sneak2 HAHAHAHA supper entertaining . Then recess, pitied Aqilah♥ as she was sick Fazirah♥ went home too Get Well Soon Girls♥ after school acted a little drama in the toilet with Eva♥ , Nadiah♥ & Shasha♥ and was late for Netball by 30mins had a little lecture by Ms Soh , irritated by her step cute poses then olmost fell when demonstrating us some techniques
LOL ! After training supported Siglap's Soccer VS Greenview & SIGLAP WON ! then went home with my sweetest bestfriends, Shuhadah♥ & Haslinah♥

gooooodnight~

I wanna cry ?

2010-02-26T01:39:00.000-08:00

Hey,

Today school was very boring went to school with a long face -.- did the mother tongue script & assembled . After school accompanied Aqilah for her rehersal, while waiting for 2.30pm the 6 of us talkd & played truth or dare & shared our deepest secret abt each other & eveyone cried excpt for nadiah -.- hahaha Adah & Aqilah made me cry but i realise my mistakes girls ): hope that we can change (: god willing. Read Haslinah's post very touching about our truth or dare even though you think that you are not a good listening ear to me you are a good listening ear & when it comes to blogging you post the sweetest post (: From now onwards im keeping things to myself . Im confused & i hate this kind of situation's .

there will be an angel sooon(:

2010-02-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hey,

School was aweeeesome ! Hated English lesson + the moment that i had to join tuff club i was like O.o is there a mistake or something . But nevermind im happy (: Wanna laugh at me laughla :D

Im sure 1day i will be much more healthier & slimmer then you guys HAHAHA

I feel like hanging out because i miss hanging out like seriously & i think somethings i need to keep it to myself (: Even Irma agreeed to my MSN pm salute you irma (:

Currently chatting with Irma , Amy , Aan & Fhirdaus being their listening ears & giving them some advices (:

U know who you are.

2010-02-23T02:38:00.000-08:00

A final post for you exbestfriend :
I want you to know how i feel this time,
not having you chatting witl me is so incomplete,
i miss chatting with you,miss your jokes,miss your laughters,those bitter & happy memories,those hangouts,those gossips, those tales, those concerns , those talks .
now what's left is a big scar in my heart & i dont think you notice,
and i dont think you care anymore, argueing with you is a waste of time if at last nothing but tears are shead .Wanna keep that vergence towards me ? Keep it till you are happy with your own life if you are happy you will slowly forget about me . Im still thinking about it but do you?
I dont think so . Yknw i was fucking sensitive you treated me as if you just knew me yesterday N O W who is the one changing ? I respected you eventhough you shouted at me you knew we could settle it in a better way. Even though im sensitive have i shouted at you before when we fought ? Now who is the childish one ? *ask yourself* im not hurting you now . If at the end of my post you still can't understand the meaning im trying to show, and you thought im trying to pick a fight then i suggest forget about me. I wish you had never said those hurtful things but life's too late to turn back. I think you thought that i dont care for you anymore but why am i writing this *think*. You made me feel like a useless person since the day we fought over something childish . Thinking about it makes me hurt again . Telling Terence who is more,understanding chilled me out . He kept telling me to just ignore but how could i ignore Y O U the person who i called bestfriend . You have so many friends who can stand by you now you dont need me anymore . Thanks for shouting at me in the canteen, embarrassing me & making people realise that we are fighting because this is how much you cherish me . This is how much I cherish you , i still cared to write i just wanna say thanks & sorry for everything, takecare & whatever it is yknw i will always be there for you . (':

Zul thanks for being there for me when i needed you most , loveya (:

I have to learn to (: more

2010-02-23T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hey,

Today school was manageable i didnt had the mood to smile but i was able to put that stupid thing aside . After school was awesome sent fazirah back to the bus-stop and we went back to school & played truth or dare with Aqilah,Haslinah,Shuhadah & Eva HAHA ! Damn funny + fun den about the jelly Aqilah ate, she was concentrating on the jelly when suddenly ball came onto her & her jelly flew! HAHAHAHAHA Everyone laughed about Aqilah's face HAHAHA den we went to the canteen & bought another one & ate in the canteen instead of the quadrangle . Took 81 & went home with Aqilah(:

sickening .

2010-02-22T01:08:00.000-08:00

Hey,

I dont feel like smiling to anyone anymore.

Today my day wasnt awesome at all firstly in the morning i had a tiff with my mom because yesterday i fought with brother + her just because of a stupid MP3 cover that i didnt took everyone blaming me & im totally feeling depressed. & today : i dont know how to express it but im irritated fully irritated where should i put my face? Embarassed for the 2nd time, NICE! My mood is defintly changing now. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me amin.

Im perfectly gonna be alright ! Zulkanain i need you ):

Omg wanna know something AbangAlif gave me his MP3 just now shocking? I LOVE YOU brother(:

Will you catch?

2010-02-19T04:35:00.000-08:00

HiHiHiHi,

Eh im so missing blogging , schedule was packed & i had no time to squeeze in and switch ON the computer.So yehhh Common Test was given out & for some,marks were a dissapointment but i will try harder. Life thesedays is getting complicated & so pressurizing all those mixed feelings is supper irritating i must be serious now and no more idiotic games. No more sufferings because of Jerks(: & adah had been a great listening ear towards me i appreciate it adah♥(: Nadiah,Danial.D & Arriszuan waaaah sitting beside OR behind them was supper irritating but fun,joking about stupid stuffs that can make me laugh all of a sudden! School was fun ^.^ Making my week worse next week is there is Netball Competition + trainings -___- so grumpy! Tomorrow im going JB alone meeting brother there. Papa & brother wants to take driving license macam paham je tu duer.Just now went to accompany adah to the hospital with aqilah & lina & that 81 -__- HAHAHA! Didnt realise there's kiasu people HAHA had alot of laughters with those 3 just now after going to the hospital, went to aqilah's house (: had lotsa fun & left reached home around 7+

now chatting with Terence night people(:

2010-02-11T07:45:00.000-08:00

People was right Terence was a great listening ear(: Thanks for hearing me out just now.
P/S;How bad you treated me im still treating you as my bestfriend Terence asked me to ignore a friend like you but i refuse & said i still treated you as my bestfriend see others wanting me to forget about you but myself still want to go on sooner or later you will regret that im no longer turning back(:
Terence says:
*reminder : careful of your cheeks! :D
Gotta cover my cheeks tomorrow.^-^ Zul gy skola ngan aku!

A tiring afternoon

2010-02-11T03:50:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey,
Firstly i would like to thank my most perfect bestfriend ZULKANAIN for posting about me seriously i appreciate it you're the best among the rest(: trust me you're the best eventhough there was someone before you but now that someone isnt himself. I dont care about what happen to our friendship for this past 3years as i know i wont look back now whatever it is i want you to know that you're the best among all the boy-friends i have.You really helped me thru my hard times(: BIG thankyou for posting about me much appreciated loveya(:
Wait tomorrow is Chinese New Year Celebration & surely A2 will win Mr Azam & Ms Fu sure sucks in drama's huh?,come people's class & pretend to give something then start to joke while their eyes scan across my class HAHAHAHA funnyla thanks to Me,nadiah,rais,danialA,fhirdaus & mr lee for helping out with the class deco, we finished at around 6. Den went home with dearest♥ took picture but picture's are in Aqilah's♥ phone so will get it A.S.A.P. Sunday is Valentines im not celebrating but im sharing gifts with my bestfriends tomorrow whoever receive a gift from me means i cherish you guys (:
P/s: Finally i have pinch his cheeks now im happy(:

A long post.

2010-02-09T00:27:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey(:

Sorry for the lack of updates no time to spend on bloggies already o_O but i will try my best to squeeze in just to blog alright.Okay now what should i update on, oh yah tomorrow is English & Mathematics common test paper, im gonna squeeze everything i know onto that Mathematics paper :DDDDD Then after school have Netball Competition against Greenview. I have no confidence that we are gonna WIN but nevermind as long as we have fun . Then on Thursday is our Humanities & Science papers errr. Gotta revise supper hard for those papers! For social studies & history i gotta study harder & read through my notes over & over again until i understand. I hate memorising Formats esp for English and Mother Tongue ohhh yah im happy for myself for getting 69 for mothertongue common test aiman has the same marks as me ^^ only the both of us got highest so sadd.Ohh & i can't stop saying that im irritated in class im having moodswings and dont wish to tell others why,im so bad mood with certain people but now you guys know why im hot-tempered these few days, I just can't accept selfish attitude's & worldwide people thesedays super irritating & P L E A S E! i hate Makcik KPO voices alright.

I seriously feel sorry for my buddy zul ): Cheer up,as allah will always give you a chance to be happy, a short happiness & take back that something that isnt good for you & show you why that person isnt meant to be with you i have experience it & i hope you will move on(: & to Aiman move on okay "MAN" i know that you are strong its still not the END of the world(:

PS; Dont ever love a person so strong unless that person is loving you the way you loved them(:

Its hard to find this kind of people with this kind of perspective but i believe that somewhere in the future there will be,have faith in yourself and remember that allah is always testing you people.

Umm IKAN goodluck!

Its sadden ):

2010-02-05T07:23:00.000-08:00

Today,

Lesson's were like so fast & boring except for CPA after school went straight home then proceed to Dunman Sec with dearest♥ had our match and thanks to Masuri,Hayani,Fadt,Medot & the sec1s who came & supported us(: We loss but not so badly the scores were close and somehow netballers enjoyed this competition because it looks more relaxing except for liling who look rather exhausted.Next match is GVSS ohhhohhh i dont know how we are going to score for this GVSS.Only miracle that doesn't exist will happen.I wanna go to sleep first im exhausted after a long day of typing. GOODNIGHT

2010-02-04T03:46:00.000-08:00

Falling in love is easy
But getting out is hard♥

Making it a better ending

2010-02-04T01:32:00.000-08:00

I simply agree to this quote(:

Today school was suckish,people kept irritating me lesson by lesson i got pist off and showed attitude to everyone so yeaaah like i said i hate every thursday's when there is PHYSICS & CHEMISTRY + ENGLISH enough to fill your day with boredom ohh yah just now chatted with Terence♥ & Conference with Shuhadah♥ and my brother♥ the conference was totally funny ask adah what happened LOL i laugh till my eyes were watery,adah PAISEI already ahahahah!

Now i realised i have been darker but trust me i will be back to my normal skin after i graduate seriously trust me(; I dont mind if i look darker i dont mind seriously atleast better then those people who are darkskins but wear compact powders to make them whiter?! true? well that's the fact wearing baby powder is better then COMPACT POWDER's when actually you are dark.

Heard some news about Coach saying 'IT'S OVER' ahahaha good then i love it,leave us & dont ever come back we prefer a better & not that serious coach a better one then you,god willing.

That morning i saw her recess time she was looking at me and i just rolled my eyes ahaha serve her right.Hate Coaches like her seriously cannot laugh during training do you guys think she is too strict? WTH no laughing.Irritating ah that coach okay skip.& that Ms Soh she kept looking at Cg Shahidah as if she wasnt unhappy with Cg why is she jealous that we'r much more happier with Cg then her who is not experienced?! hhahahahhaha funneeeh. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me (:

Sweeet Couples

2010-02-03T01:47:00.000-08:00

A good day for me

2010-02-02T02:48:00.000-08:00

Hey,

You guys wonder?,why i put that picture because my face is so selenge ahahahha! Just finish chatting with Terence,Aqilah & Zulkanain my dearest's♥ (: It was super fun i tell you they made my day happy even though in the morning i was a little moddy but that was nonsence i just love chatting with this 3 my favourites,zul remember secret ahh dont tell anyone about the "little kids playing in love" only you and aqilah know about this stupid phrase ahahahah! If anyone beg you to tell them just keep to the promise(; Ahahahah I seriously need a better scedule netball is like taking up space,studies are hard to squeeze in you add on that pressure with Ms Soh & Ms Siti along hearing there name & their presence already make your day go eeeew right?! Im praying as hard as i can for a change in coach a coach that's like Cg Idah.:DDDD Definitely i will come netball with a happy face(: Im getting the hang of Math already with a little bit of practice then im clever ahaha not clever but genius nono average ahahaha! Just now went to Tamp & accompanied Haslinah to buy her Assesment books den off to Specs shop to collect her contactlens den 4 of us took 39 home chatted with adah about Pelican's,childish topic right but somehow adah made that topic cute for adults to hear ahahahaha! Waitwait i love my bestfriends esp lovato (:

Kuala Lumpur

2010-01-31T07:43:00.000-08:00

Yippie Yappy Im back from KL plan got cocked up but i had fun(: Im going again on Chinese New Year(: Didnt had time to shop so going again.Im exhausted need to catch up on my sleep back there in KL i only slept 2-4hours dont know why i couldn't sleep.GOODNIGHT~

kl here i go

2010-01-28T20:18:00.000-08:00

Hey,
It has been a long time since i updated this blog:D pardon me people firstly i would like to thank HASLINAH again hahahhaa she should know why.Ohh & i will be away to KL today till Sunday so stay tune for my next update thanks!:D

Birthday girl

2010-01-22T20:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 15th BELATED BIRTHDAY MAISURAH NURAINI!

May all your wishes come true & may you succeed in your future,syg kau(:

A amazing day.

2010-01-21T01:48:00.001-08:00

Hey,

Somehow i miss this girl i havent got to hug her since the day i went home from camp, whenever i go home she wont be at home papa will take her out to somewhere. Frustrated with my father already!Yesterday was super tiring, i dragged myself to school with this sleepy eyes & i knew i need to wake up & go to school if not my math 3periods wasted for nothing.So 12 people didnt came & guess what for the 1st time i slept like i was sleeping at home since there's free periods for English haha Edward also slept.Seriously tiring,today i love Mt the most because Cg Aishah kept praising me for my Karangan Plot hahaha.I couldnt smile properly as my 'alse' is giving me hard times eating & speaking properly.After school went Tamp1 & tamp with lovato,to find Mai's b'day present i somehow enjoyed today eventhough i was sleepy.Yesterday's netball score is 16siglap 36pasir ris i think,we lost but doesnt mean we 'pecah' akip.Somehow for some it's our 1st EastZone Tournament & we just joined Netball you people dont expect perfect performance from us right? You people play Netball den can talk alright.!

I love K.A.R.M.A (;

I miss miss miss

2010-01-19T20:12:00.000-08:00

Picture was a complete one but this people Didn't attend camp:
(Illya,Galen,Kenneth & Arriszuan)

BACK FROM SEC3 CAMP.

I wanted to go home but at the same time i didnt want to leave):
It felt boring but somehow i miss every bit of memories there):
I miss sec3 camp badly)):

I miss my BUNK,my trainer Priya & Mus my class cheer & those memories.

I didnt want to leave but i had to,otw to school i cried a little & i was abit quiet.
Netballers went home earlier then the rest because we got Tournament today against Pasir Ris screw NETBALL!

campcampcamp

2010-01-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

CAMP IS TOMORROW! yippieee!
Just came back from JB tiring & i need enough sleep for tomorrow.East Zone Competition is just 3days away & i am not sure weather i can do it or not,ohh no im terrified,hopefully i won't panic.
Hey i just realise that someone is poking some needles thru my friends brain something called "brainwash" ya thats the word not helping but making things worst haaya what kind of a friend are you,from sec1 till now attitude no change one ahh haiyoo.Its ok 1day people will realise what are your intentions are alright?! Ohh && Fhirdaus i dont want to fight anymore i dont want to cause a trouble for you,you have too many problems & i dont want to add on,remember that i still need a another boy-bestfriend that i own to share my happy & sad moments withD:

i need ...

2010-01-14T22:36:00.000-08:00

Hey,

School was manage-able, & today was the CCA thing but sadly i couldnt attend my mom called Mdm Nasyita to tell me that i go home straight after school. I was like..................Dearest accompanied me till 358 bus-stop because i didnt want to trouble them btw thanks girls:D Took 53 & almost cried in the bus,i couldnt take it seriously,went home & bang my door.Frustrations concured me,my face was covered with sadness.I couldnt smile to anyone even Qaisara.

Btw im sorry if i made you cry or anything.~

blablabla

2010-01-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

Heyho,
Woooooo camp is near can't wait for it training was fun just now;D Ohh & Aqilah GET WELL SOON somehow i miss lovato! D: btw to Muhd Fhirdaus Bin Abdul Razak "terserah kau uhh ehy weather kau nak maafkan aku ke tk?! Jangan selalu tengok kesalahan aku ahh ohh & btw kaupon da berubah uh orang da nak baik ngan kau,kau....stakat sebab aku tk layan kau ajer?!! Dengar2 kau tk pernah bawak problem kau tu friends eh! come on "NOBODY'S PERFECT" & everyone makes mistake's.Eh nevermind dont make me like a fool kalao kau benci cakap je benci jangan buat aku macam budak bodoh kalao kau nk amek revenge amek ahh puaskan hati kau kay bye!

A silly thing to do is...

2010-01-13T00:29:00.000-08:00

Hey,
Sorry if the hey is too often used to start my post ;D School was manage-able to me after school had netball trainings but me,Aqilah & Fazirah didnt went.At least we have some reasons,alright so went home & im going out later with my father & brothers.I still dont know the reason why my father ask me to go home quickly.O_o Chatted with Kak Sery about her results & she gave me confidence about going to Sec5 & she said her friend was also a CPA student & then her friend proceeded to Sec5.I was relaxed when i heard about some true stories about having CPA student proceeding to Sec5 goshh i really need to study my best this year & nomore yingki yengki fights or whatsoever craps.To me i want my loved ones to proceed to Sec5 you guys know who you are & insya allah to Poly or even JC.

ps-A thing that i regret the most in my life is judging someone badly when that someone tend to be a humble person when one day that someone is gone forever, by then it is too late to regret."Be with you-akon" Aqilah might know.May allah be by his side always :c

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mdm lovato hahahaa

2010-01-12T07:43:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey,

Long time no updates ^_^ sorry aiye.Im here blogging just to wish this special kakak-kakak a happy 15th birthday hahaha.I can't believe she's older then me already very fast lehh me & haslinah must wait till december aya nevermind nevermind. Hey bestfriend we have so many troubles in our friendship,destroyers,betrayers,liars but over it all we were able to overcome it with courage. I was hoping for someone to understand me & became my listening ear,1stly i wasnt sure you were the right one but when we became closer & closer i started to realise that im more opened to you.I have some sweet & bitter moments with you but the most of the bitter ones forget it alright?! You understand my problems & understand my behaviour i dont think others do you are not choosy in being friends with whoever,whatever happens you still cared about me,words just couldnt describe your kindness towards me.May allah bless you & your loving family,great health & strong patients facing hard struggle time(: ilyvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvm:D once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVATO! ohh && GET WELL SOON BDAY GIRL.D:

So had netball training aspernormal & got our "PINK" jersey.-___= It was raining in the middle of our match took some rest & did some pushups.After netball they begged Aqilah to accompany them to LJS i didnt say a word because by her face expression she looks like she's gonna cry & suddenly it did happen she cried because she pity her grandmother seeing her cry makes us feel like crying to.Pampered her a little & took 39 to tamp.Fazirah,Haslinah & Shuhadah gave excuses that they wanted to go to the toilet & so me,bday girl & nadiah went to Cotton On to buy my cardigan after that went to LJS & waited for those 3 to come.After they came they brought the cake & we sang a quiet bday song,aqilah blowed the candles & kept the cake to eat at home,ate & went to tamp1 to buy our adidas bottles den took 39 & off home.Reached home at 7+.(: Ohh && btw i would like to thank illyana for letting me borrow her spare phone for this past few months i really app it,once again thanks :D

Hey, fhirdaus im sorry for letting you down that day by not entertaining you & like ignoring you i think because of women's mens because that whole week was a sway week for me,so many bad lucks,&& those dramatic msges forget it alright? I will give you time to forgive me its okey i understand it takes time.Ohh && btw i dont want our friendship to end just like that,mark my words seriously "I DONT WANT OUR FRIENDSHIP TO END JUST LIKE THAT".Its 2010 & i want to change my attitude so please be truthful to me if im being childish again.Just dont be too upset with my behaviour be happy.But remember i cannot be like Illyana or Aqilah or Amirah or Haslinah.. The one's that never upset you i cannot be as good as them but atleast i can try to improve. Lets start a new chapter of our friendship a fresh start to begin,if you are ready. ohh && i saw VGI just now with her MOM! hahah vgi vgi cute seh kau hahahaha.